"But, I didn't expect that the campus bullying in junior high school was not the same level as in elementary school. When I arrived at junior high school, I was bullied to a greater degree... At the beginning, I studied well, and the gangsters just robbed my homework to copy. Once, when my homework book was sent back to me, it was already in a bad state. The teacher asked me why it was like that. I really felt wronged and told the teacher that the teacher criticized the gangsters who robbed my homework. Unexpectedly, this incident completely angered them."

"One day after school, I was on duty. For some reason, all the people in the same group left. The gangsters who were offended by me came in and poured the garbage I cleaned back to the ground, overturned all my neatly arranged tables and chairs to the ground, and fisted me in the face, calling me the daughter of the murderer. I was knocked to the ground by them and couldn't get up for a long time. It happened that the first time I came to my aunt that day, and at that moment I felt a heat flow spraying from below. I thought I was scared and peeded. When I moved away, I saw a pool of blood..."

"At that time, there was no sex education in the small towns. I thought I was blood from them. The little boys didn't understand. They just wanted to teach me a lesson and prevent me from complaining in front of the teacher. Unexpectedly, I got bleeding from my face and was so scared that I was stunned. I thought I was going to die. I suddenly burst into anger from my heart, and I took the bench and smashed the little gangsters on the heads. When they saw me as crazy, they all scared away."

"For the first time, I felt that as long as I had the courage to protect myself, those who bullied me would be afraid of me and would not dare to bully me anymore. So from that day on, I changed. I had no intention of studying and was only thinking about how to make myself stronger. The boys who 'cummed my blood' saw that I didn't tell the teacher, and even took me to play with me after school. So I got along with them. So soon, I learned to smoke, drink, and tattoo. My academic performance dropped rapidly, but I felt that I was happy..."

"But, the teacher who has always had hope for me and is really good to me, after interviewing me several times without success, completely gave up on me. My position was moved to the last row of the classroom and sat with the poor students in the class. I quickly became their elder sister, and we began to bully others... By the way, Momo, you should have heard more or less about my dark history, right? I have heard of how I bullied others on campus when I was in school, right? I can confess to you that those rumors are true, and I really did this. I was too much at the beginning, but I was forced..."

"I haven't gone to the middle school entrance examination, and I won't go to school after graduating from junior high school. I have had many loves, have been pregnant, and have had abortions... Although I told you at the beginning that it's hard for me to believe in love, as long as someone treats me a little better, I will tell myself that there is no love in this world? Then I rushed up desperately, and finally got scarred, went back to sleep, yelling that I wouldn't believe in love anymore, but the next time I met it, it would be the same." He Xinyuan smiled bitterly again, "I can't change it, I'm so cheap."

Lin Momo held the chopsticks and listened to her words. She didn't eat anything during this period. Seeing He Xinyuan's eyes became more and more complicated. He Xinyuan finally felt it and quickly restored her emotions. She said to Lin Momo: "I'm sorry, I made the atmosphere awkward... Actually, I'm not that miserable. I'll tell you a joke... Didn't I just say that when those boys bullied me, I happened to have my aunt for the first time? That day, I thought I was going to die, so I wrote it.

A suicide note was placed next to the pillow and went back to the dormitory to sleep. The next day I was woken up by the girl on my lower bunk bed. She said that I didn’t know how to sell my aunt’s towel when I came to my aunt. Blood dripped off the bed board and leaked all her head. Hahaha... Later, I asked her what happened, and I realized that girls always had it when they grew up. As a result, what happened? The funny thing was still behind. I bought that thing but couldn’t use it at all. I posted it incorrectly, hahaha..."

Lin Momo looked at He Xinyuan quietly. She could no longer straighten her waist. It was funny that what she said was not what was born to her, but a huge joke.

"I'll tell you Momo. I've lived on this joke for the first half of my life. I'm here for my aunt today, and I won't post it right now."

"I don't think there is anything funny." Lin Momo suddenly said with a cold face.

The first time she was doing laundry, her mother found out, then called her to the room, took out three popular science books bought from abroad, and explained to Lin Momo the changes in the girl's body when she grew up. In those days, her mother took care of her meticulously.

Lin Momo previously thought that girls all over the world knew how to deal with this matter without receiving this education. Even those girls who had parted with their mothers for some reason since childhood include grandma, grandma, sister and aunt, etc., who will take care of them.

But I never thought that there would be a girl who was so lonely.

He Xinyuan seemed to be frightened by the tone of Lin Momo just now, and she also stopped smiling and stopped laughing. She looked at Lin Momo carefully and wanted to say

I apologize, but I don’t know what reason to apologize, and I don’t know where I was wrong.

Lin Momo was silent for a long time and didn't say anything. She looked at the glass of beer with ice on the table, reached out to take the beer to the shelf behind, and said, "Since you are in your aunt's day today, don't drink cold ones. Don't eat spicy food, drink hoof soup. By the way, do you want to drink water?"

After Lin Momo asked, she had already stood up and went to the counter to ask for water. The counter gave her a glass of water. When Lin Momo touched it, it was ice, and returned it to him and asked for a pot of boiling water.

She came back with a boiling kettle and poured a glass of boiling water for He Xinyuan, saying, "Although the boy always says that drinking too much boiling water is annoying, I have to admit that this sentence makes sense. My aunt has weak physical resistance during the period, so drink more boiling water and don't catch a cold."

He Xinyuan was slightly surprised. After a while, water vapor suddenly appeared in her eyes. I don’t know if it was the steam of hot water entering her eyes or crying.

She hasn't cried for a long time.

When did she cry last time? Yes, it was the time of divorce. At that time, she had just turned 20 and reached the national legal age for marriage. The boyfriend was met by the P-app software, but she unexpectedly got pregnant. When she was about to get married, she didn't want anything, there was no house or car, and there was no diamond ring at the wedding. So she went to get a certificate with the man and completed their wedding in a rental house of more than ten square meters in Beijing.

At that time, she had been pregnant for more than three months. She and her husband were both anchors on a certain platform. They were not popular at the beginning. After all, now they are good-looking and talented people. So they thought of marketing. Her husband gave her gifts and traffic, which made her popular for a while. Afterwards, she discounted the money for the gifts to her husband, but she deducted the fees charged by the platform.

She didn't deduct it on purpose, because she really had no money. During those days, the platform gave her so much money every time, and she gave it to her husband.

As a result, her husband became unhappy and asked, "I will give you 50,000 or 60,000 yuan a month to give you gifts, so you will give me more than 40,000 yuan? Hurry up and return all the money to me."

She was surprised and asked, "Aren't we husband and wife? Are we not a family? Are we no longer love? Why do you calculate the money so clearly?"

Her husband said: "It is inevitable that there will be no divorce in the future, so it is better to calculate the money clearly."

This sentence is really sad. It turns out that he has no intention of living a lifetime with him.

So she gave up. She was still a bit arrogant in her personality. Without any explanation, she went to sign a divorce agreement with her husband. Her husband concluded that she was pregnant and was reluctant to divorce him, so she would come back to ask him for permission even after signing the agreement.

As a result, she went to abort the child the next day.

After beating the child, her husband was stunned and said that Guoqian had asked for a good relationship, but He Xinyuan ignored her. She cried at home for a week, and when she was tired of crying, she went to bed. When she woke up, she ate some bread. Some of them were still expired. She continued to cry after eating, or she cried while eating, and continued to sleep after crying.

A week later, she recovered and operated her live broadcast for a while and made "friends" in the circle. Since she no longer had the love and love of the little girls, she was very free and easy, because she didn't care about anything, but seemed very cheerful and could eat. Until she got to the big guy Fang Lifeng, she withdrew from the live broadcast circle and used the money she had saved before and the money given by Fang Lifeng to invest in Fang Lifeng's bar, which was the one she took Lin Momo to the last time. In fact, she also had shares. The bar earned a lot and her life was much more decent.

She now held the hot water in her hand and couldn't help but feel sore.

Lin Momo is different from her friends. This is a person who is full of love and hope for everything because he has never been hurt. He is an angel-like person.

"Thank you." She said to Lin Momo.

"What are you thanking? I just poured you a glass of water." Lin Momo said with a stern face and smiled again, "Stop crying, others thought I bullied you."

He Xinyuan wiped her tears and said to Lin Momo: "Momo, you are my angel."

Lin Momo suddenly remembered for some reason, as if He Xinyuan had told her that she was bisexual?

She raised her eyebrows and said to He Xinyuan warningly: "Don't think about doing anything to me. I have a boyfriend and my boyfriend loves me very much."
Chapter completed!