Lin Momo didn't know where to go, and now she couldn't go back to the base. She just wanted to find a friend to comfort her love-breaking pain, so she took out her cell phone. Her first reaction was to call Bai Qingqing, but she remembered that Ye Sen was here with Bai Qingqing now, so they definitely didn't want her to disturb her, so they called He Xinyuan. 『→お推官方官方官方官网官网官网cww. la

"Hey, Momo, what's wrong?" He Xinyuan also paid attention to the morning game. They lost. They thought that Lin Momo should be in a bad mood at this time or were being criticized. Unexpectedly, she would call herself.

"I'm in love, can I stay at your place for one night?" She spoke, and she didn't expect that her voice would be so hoarse.

He Xinyuan was stunned for a moment and immediately asked: "Where are you now? I'll pick you up."

After Lin Momo ran out of the hotel just now, he walked around without direction. Before he knew it, he walked to a strange place. Looking at the surrounding environment, she hesitated and said: "I...I don't know...I'll just take a taxi to your place."

"No, it's getting dark soon. It's not safe for you to take a taxi by yourself at this time. Turn on your phone and send me a location. I'll arrive right away."

Lin Momo responded, hung up the phone, opened her chat box, and sent a positioning.

He Xinyuan replied: "I received it, it will be around twenty minutes, wait for me."

Lin Momo went to a coffee shop next to her and sat waiting for her.

Sure enough, He Xinyuan arrived within twenty minutes. She saw Lin Momo sitting alone in her seat, went over and hugged her, patted her on the back. Lin Momo was fine when she was alone just now, but now when she saw her coming, her eyes turned red and she couldn't help but want to cry.

He Xinyuan quickly comforted her softly: "Don't cry, don't cry, go home with me."

"Yes." Lin Momo nodded and got into He Xinyuan's car.

In fact, until now, she is a little dazed... Why did she break up with Lu Zhi like this? Why... Why did she get into He Xinyuan's car, whom she had just met for a while?

Lin Momo sat in the back and looked at He Xinyuan's calm face through the inner rearview mirror of the car. She knew why she was looking for her. Because, she felt that He Xinyuan, who is cheerful and has experienced strong storms, should teach her how to deal with it... This is the first time breakup in her life.

Although the sadness in her heart was so embarrassing that it was, she still wanted to share it with someone, it would be good for anyone, comfort her or scold her to wake her up.

Lu Zhi stared at Lin Momo on the corner of the street for a long time and saw her getting into He Xinyuan's car. He originally wanted to chase after him and bring Lin Momo back because she always felt that although He Xinyuan was a girl, she always made him uncomfortable. But after taking two steps, she felt... Anyway, she was a girl, so she would not do anything to Lin Momo. And it seems that the beginning of Lin Momo's quarrel with her today was because she did not let her date He Xinyuan.

The little guy is getting angry today, so let her go. He also has to take time to solve these public opinion problems on the Internet with Ranyu.

However, if Lu Zhi knew that He Xinyuan was bisexual, he would not let Lin Momo go with her no matter what he said.

When he arrived at He Xinyuan's home, he turned on the lights and the black or white cool decoration made Lin Momo calm down in an instant.

He Xinyuan poured her a glass of pure milk. He Xinyuan herself does not drink pure milk. She brought it back yesterday, thinking about giving Lin Momo the next morning. She always felt that Lin Momo had a good smell of milk, but it was not a specific fragrance, but her temperament, which led to the hallucination that He Xinyuan had.

Even though she knew it was an illusion, even if she knew that Lin Momo might not like to drink pure milk, she still bought it. Lin Momo walked too fast this morning and didn't have time to drink it. It's just right now.

"Thank you." Lin Momo took the glass of milk.

"Why are you breaking up?" He Xinyuan asked.

"I'm not worthy of him..." Lin Momo was so upset that he couldn't help crying before he started to say a lot.

"Don't cry or cry anymore. Even if you really break up, it's no big deal." He Xinyuan smiled and comforted her. Seeing that it didn't work, she thought for a while and lifted her sleeves to show her, "Look."

Lin Momo looked in the direction she pointed, and there was a rose tattooed on her wrist. Under the rose, there was a hideous scar.

"I cut my wrists."

Lin Momo opened her mouth and couldn't speak for a long time... She thought that the scene of wrist cutting would only be in outdated bitter dramas...

"Haha, it was a divorce for my first love when I was in junior high school." He Xinyuan shrugged, "My first love is the top academic master in the class. I have always had a good impression of academic masters. When I was chasing him, he quickly took the bait. One day he called me to go to his house for tutoring, and then I sacrificed my life for love. Haha, I didn't expect that, do you think that academic masters are good kids who study hard, so I thought that I took the initiative that time? That's not true. That day I really went to find him to study, and he forced me. But I didn't care at that time, because I loved him."

"What happened later?" Lin Momo asked, staring at the scar.

"Later, he told his friend that I was stupid, that he would not waste his feelings on people like me, that I was just a tool for him to vent my own feelings. He also said that I was a slut... My heart was hurt for the first time. That day, after I went back, I cut my wrists as I did in the novel. That day, I drank a lot of wine. When I cut the first knife, I didn't feel any pain. I just felt a chill under my skin, and the first knife did not bleed. When I cut the second knife, my skin turned around and the blood gradually poured out, and then the third knife, the fourth knife... That night, I kept hurting myself like a devil. I shed a lot of blood. I thought I would definitely die, and I wouldn't wake up the next day. Everything was over, and I would be over..."

Lin Momo didn't continue to ask. She was a doctor and knew that suicide by cutting her wrist was just to cause pain. The blood vessels on her arms were not like the major artery of the neck. Even if the blood was cut, it would solidify itself. Most people would not die. It would only leave hideous scars, reminding those who attempted to commit suicide that were unbearable to look back on the past that was embarrassing.

"This is how first love looks like, it will make people do a lot of things... By the way, it is the first time you and Lu Zhi are in love?" He Xinyuan asked her.

Lin Momo nodded.

"That's it. The first time you fall in love is always easy to worry about gains and losses. After thinking about it... After you have enough experience in love, you will feel that what is not worthy of others and the gap is not that important. The most important thing is to be able to come together in the end."

"......Yeah?"

"Yes, and according to my past experience, once a person like you falls in love, it's easy to go to the end."

Lin Momo lowered his head: "Actually, I have had a crush on many people before, but I was driven away by my brother..."

"Haha, secret love is different from love. Secret love is sweet and distress, and love is both ups and downs. The taste of love is much richer."

"Okay..." Lin Momo took a sip of milk, feeling that she was much calmer now, and she felt a little regretful... She really loved Lu Zhi. She was reading that article at the beginning and was frightened by the insults from strangers below. Most of the comments that were pushed up said that she was not worthy of Lu Zhi. She was really uncomfortable, so she said those words...

"So, what is the reason why you and Lu Zhi really broke up?"

"It's just... I saw millions of netizens scolding me, saying that I was not worthy of him at all..." Lin Momo told He Xinyuan the post he saw in the afternoon.

He Xinyuan laughed: "It turns out that it's because of this, not because of you two. Then you will definitely make up. Besides, what do you care about the trolls on the Internet? I was scolded by others and survived it? But you should stay with me tonight, and leave it to Lu Zhi to solve this problem."

After He Xinyuan said this, she was also stunned... Didn't she agree to Fang Lifeng to let his baby brother chase Lin Momo? How could she consider the relationship between her and Lu Zhi now...

Forget it, she just hopes that Lin Momo can be well now.

Lin Momo didn't say anything. She was a little confused now and didn't know whether she should apologize.

"Take a shower and go to bed quickly." He Xinyuan said to her.

"Yeah." Lin Momo responded and went over to take a shower. After taking a shower, He Xinyuan asked her to go to the bedroom first.

When Lin Momo came last night, she was so drunk that she got up in a hurry in the morning that she looked at her bedroom carefully. Now she saw that the whole bedroom was as cold as the outside, clean and tidy as it was spotless. There was also a desk with a few books on the desk, all of which were high school courses and had not been opened yet.

After a while, He Xinyuan also came in. She was wearing a suspender pajamas and the tattoos under her clothes appeared. Lin Momo opened her mouth in surprise, because He Xinyuan had basically no original skin on her body...

"Why, I was scared?" He Xinyuan saw Lin Momo so surprised and asked her with a smile.

Lin Momo realized that he was so rude, so he quickly looked back and changed the subject awkwardly. She pointed to the book on the desk and asked her: "Are you reading high school books?"

He Xinyuan nodded: "Yes, I want to take the college entrance exam."

"Why? Are you not enough money now?"

He Xinyuan was stunned for a moment, as if she didn't understand why Lin Momo asked this. Lin Momo also discovered it and quickly explained: "Do you want to go to college to find a good job with a diploma?"

He Xinyuan smiled and shook her head: "I have been in society for so many years. I have seen too many people with diplomas but not strength. I have never thought of using my education as a stepping stone to find a job. In fact, these books are all newly bought by myself. I only thought about reading more and improving myself after seeing you... I also want to become a high-quality person like you, and I can have more common topics with you in the future."

Lin Momo didn't dare to respond... If she was in high school, she would be considered a high-quality academic master, but now she is a completely bad student...

"By the way, Momo, please help me make up for the lessons? I want to take the adult college entrance examination and take your school, but I basically haven't attended high school. Now these are too difficult for me."

Lin Momo looked at her in a daze and asked, "Do you want to study hard because of me?"

He Xinyuan nodded: "Yes, I want to be a person like you."

...It turns out that she can also actively influence others, and she can also become such an important person. So many people scold her, despise her, and doubt her, but she can still actively and positively influence a person.

It seems that I have to work hard and become a talent that others want to become. Lin Momo thought to himself and nodded immediately and said, "Okay, I will take time to tutor you every day in the future."

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