Bai Qingqing never told anyone about his family, including Lin Momo.ww.

Whenever she had no choice but to talk about it, she would either lie or walk around.

Because, she felt that her family and household registration were all her shame.

She always felt that she was the last peasant family in the new century that favored boys over girls. If she hadn't lived in a good living condition, she might not have even had the opportunity to go to school.

When she was in elementary school and junior high school, she went home to wash clothes and cook for her family after school. She never felt any problem. Until she was admitted to the best boarding high school in the county, she was assigned to the same dormitory as her, all of whom were from the county. For her at that time, the girls in the county were already in good condition.

She soon discovered the difference between herself and them. The clothes of the other girls in her dormitory were taken home on weekends for her parents, while she washed them by herself. It was okay in the summer, but in winter, the boiled water in the school costs 50 cents a pot and the public washing machine costs 5 yuan every time. In order to save money, Bai Qingqing used cold water to wash clothes, and his hands were covered with frostbite.

The roommate noticed it and asked her curiously: "Why don't you wash it with a washing machine when it's so cold?"

Bai Qingqing felt that "saving money" was a shameful thing to say. She was afraid of being looked down upon and lie: "I think so many people have used the washing machine in the school. It's not clean, so I'd better wash my hands with peace of mind."

The roommate asked again: "Then why don't you take it home and wash it?"

Bai Qingqing didn't know how to answer... She had a washing machine at home, but she had always been in poverty. She just wanted to save water and electricity. She didn't wash the big quilt that she couldn't twist, and she wouldn't use a machine to wash it.

And her roommates don’t understand how children from such families usually live.

Another time, the dormitory talked all night long. Except for her, the entire dormitory was all only daughter. In order to improve the quality of life, their family was unwilling to have another child even after the second child was opened. No one felt that there must be a boy to be considered complete.

Bai Qingqing's family is different. Her younger brother is only three years younger than her. At that time, she was only allowed to have one child. Her parents hid for a long time in order to give birth to her younger brother. They dared to return to their hometown after giving birth to another place. They also paid a lot of fines to register their younger brother.

After she told her roommate that she had a younger brother, her roommate began to feel sorry for her:

"My aunt's cousin is looking for a girlfriend this year. After my aunt knew that his girlfriend had a younger brother, she disagreed with them together. My aunt said that the family of one sister and one brother is the most terrifying. The sister will constantly suck the blood of her husband's family to support her younger brother."

"Yes, yes, I have heard from parents, especially those sibling families with no serious work. In such families, girls' parents do not have pension insurance when they get old and the state does not provide pension. This proves that after marrying this girl, the boy will not only support the siblings, but also support her parents, and may also support the girl's younger brother's wife's family..."

This all-round statement made the roommate dizzy, but she still understood what they meant, that is, a girl with a younger brother, especially a rural girl, was very humble, had no way out, and was looked down upon.

Bai Qingqing wanted to argue for herself at that time, but she had no way to speak... She knew that her status at home was indeed inferior to her younger brother in every way. She had always been well-behaved and sensible, and her younger brother skipped classes and fought with all kinds of evil, but her parents still liked her younger brother.

This incident was like a thorn buried in her heart. At the end of the first semester of her senior year, she went home for the New Year. After the New Year's Eve dinner, she and her mother sat in the kitchen to make dumplings, her father went to the bedroom to watch TV, and her brother and his classmates went to the Internet cafe to surf the Internet.

There is no heating in the south, but the wet and cold winter is even more bone-chilling than in the north, and even in the kitchen is extremely cold. Bai Qingqing thought of her roommates, who must be sitting at home watching TV and eating snacks, but she wanted to make dumplings here. She felt uncomfortable and complained to her mother: "Mom, why don't my brother make dumplings?"

Her mother replied casually: "How can boys do housework? If you marry someone else in the future, if you say this, you will be petty if your husband doesn't work, and your in-laws will definitely scold you for being uneducated."

Bai Qingqing was so angry: "Mom, is the upbringing of girls just to do housework? I have such good grades and will definitely be able to get into a good university in the future. Are you training me to study for so long? Is it just to let me do housework?"

"Let you go to school to find a husband with good conditions. When you find him and marry him, what else can you do if you don't do housework for him? A girl who doesn't do housework, can she go out to make money to support her family?"

"Why can't you make money to support your family?" Bai Qingqing curled his lips, "You are just biased. This is the 21st century, and you still prefer boys over girls."

Her mother sighed: "This is not a boyish preference. Your brother is younger than you, so it's okay for you to give in to him."

When Bai Qingqing heard her say this, she asked, "If my brother was born first and I was born later, would you let him do housework and let me go out to play?"

Her mother replied to her without thinking at all: "If your brother was born first, you wouldn't be there."

This sentence almost made Bai Qingqing cry on the spot. But she didn't. She just kept this sentence firmly in her heart. Even though her parents had not yet allowed her to make money to subsidize her younger brother, she still always warned herself that she must go far in the future and cannot be a tool for being sucked by her younger brother.

If a sibling in an ordinary family has a good relationship, he will take care of each other and love each other. After a hundred years of his parents, he will become the closest person in the world who is maintained by blood.

But Bai Qingqing felt that she could not do it.

If a family that prefers boys over girls wants to brainwash the girl so that she is willing to give to the boy, she should raise her and not give her the opportunity to contact the outside world. Otherwise, the girl will know what the outside world looks like, and she can still be very capable and does not need to rely on anyone. She will only hate the unfairness of her original family and the brother or younger brother who stole a lot of her care.

That's how Bai Qingqing is.

Later, her college entrance examination scores were among the top ten in the school and she entered the National Medical University. During the summer vacation, she bought a mobile phone and computer through her own efforts. With the opportunity to understand society through the Internet, she disliked her very much and became more inferior because of her family, so she never mentioned it.

She never contacts her family now, and her family will not look for her. Fortunately, Beijing is far away from her hometown and there is no direct high-speed train. Every time she goes back, she has to take a train for more than 20 hours, change to a bus, and walk again, which will take at least a day and a half. So she only goes back once a year and spends the summer vacation at school. Because of the inconvenience of the journey, her family never can see her.

Her appearance is her biggest advantage. When the live broadcast became popular, she also tried to start live broadcasting with her mobile phone. When she got 500 yuan in the first month, she found that live broadcasting was simpler than any work she did, and she could completely get rid of the control of her family. Therefore, she focused on live broadcasting. Later, when she became famous and earned 10,000 yuan per month, her consumption concept began to gradually relax. At first, she only bought clothes and inferior cosmetics for dozens of yuan on Taobao. After that, she started to buy two or three hundred yuan and slightly higher-end cosmetics. Later, she began to buy some light luxury and follow the trend to buy some useless and expensive bags.

Once her consumption habits are relaxed, it will be difficult to take them back. So when she started to bear liquidated damages in the past two months, she still maintained her consumption concept when she was rich, which led to her economy shrinking more and less money, and even if she gets sick, she has to delay her illness so much that she is willing to go to the hospital to buy medicine.

However, no matter how expensive the clothes or the bag is, it cannot satisfy her inferiority complex.

It was probably because of his inferiority complex that Ye Sen was very despicable. Ye Sen was very kind to her, but she was like a sponge, absorbing all his efforts, but she was not satisfied. She thought that she probably wanted to use this "work" method to prove how Ye Sen loved her. In the end, his love was full and overflowing, and she could not bear it.

Sometimes she felt that she should be so lonely for the rest of her life, and she was not worthy of it.

"Qingqing, where are you now? I'll go find you."

Bai Qingqing came back to her senses from her memories. When she saw Lin Momo sending such a message, she took a deep breath and replied to her: "Let's go to the coffee shop next to the school."

"Um."

Ten minutes later, the two met in the coffee shop. As soon as Lin Momo sat down, he asked her directly: "Are the ones I dug online real?"

Bai Qingqing was silent for a moment and nodded: "Yes, I suspect that the live broadcast platform before asked someone to release my news online. After all, I owe them liquidated damages..."

"How much money do you owe? Can you pay it back?"

Bai Qingqing was a little embarrassed, but now she had no way out, so she still told her: "Five hundred thousand...I have been looking for a job a while ago and have hit walls everywhere..."

"500,000? So much? Is that company cheating you?"

Bai Qingqing shook her head: "I have checked the contract and also asked a lawyer to analyze it. There are so many things. It's all my fault that I was too willful during that time and thought that if I got some bullshit love, I would not leave a way out for myself..."

Lin Momo was silent for a moment, took out his cell phone and checked the balance in his card. In the past six months, Erxiang had raised her salary five times. In addition, Lu Zhi paid the compensation for signing the company for her, so she also saved a lot of money.

"I have 200,000 yuan here. Senior brother should have a lot of money. I will transfer my 200,000 yuan to you first, and then ask Senior brother to borrow 300,000 yuan. You can take it for emergency treatment first."

Bai Qingqing hesitated a little: "But I don't want to bother you..."

"The other party can do everything to collect debts. If you don't pay it back, you won't know what crazy things you will do in the future. Besides, you are so polite to me. I'm not giving you a charity and don't want you to pay it back. If you have a job in the future, wouldn't it be enough to pay it back slowly?"

Bai Qingqing originally wanted to refuse, but now it has reached this point. If it doesn’t work, it may not work anymore. So he nodded and agreed to laugh: “Well, I will find a job as soon as possible and make money back to you.”

"Don't worry, you can do it when you graduate." Lin Momo paused and asked, "But do you really don't want to work in Erxiang?"

Bai Qingqing shook her head: "I won't go."

Lin Momo nodded, without asking why, and said, "Then I'll go to the base first."

Bai Qingqing responded and watched Lin Momo leave. Lin Momo took two steps, then turned around and asked her: "By the way, do you have a younger brother?"

Bai Qingqing's eyes flashed, but he nodded in the end.

Lin Momo smiled and said, "Why haven't you heard from you? I always thought you were the only daughter before."

"There is nothing to mention." Bai Qingqing lowered her head, her tone a little cold.
Chapter completed!