Chapter 1043: Women disguised as men: the favor of powerful ministers (44)

Aunt Zhao stumbled back to her room, clutching the handkerchief in her hand, recalling the past, and couldn't stop her tears from falling down one drop at a time.

What a similar scene just today!

At that time, she was only as old as her daughter is now. She stumbled along the way, and after achieving some achievements, she became conceited. She thought that she could change with her skills, knowledge and insights far beyond those of people here.

Everything, keep your destiny firmly in your own hands.

But reality, the bloody reality, still gave her a slap in the face.

At that time, she was two months pregnant, kneeling straight on the ground, her eyes as stubborn as her child's today.

Her father slapped her, her face turned to one side, blood overflowed from her mouth, and she was dizzy. But when she looked at the people around her, she felt cold and endless ridicule in her heart.

Her father always wanted to expand the family's business and ignored his children. What's more, she was just an insignificant concubine. This was probably the first time that she had received so many people's attention.

"Tell me again, whether to marry or not?"

She did not compromise: "That man said that he would come to marry me."

Her father gave her a sarcastic smile: "It's been so long and he still hasn't come back. If you look like this, it's great that someone can still want you. Otherwise, you'll just be in the pig cage! I, the father, will hide this for you."

The thing is, the whole family is already risking their heads for you!"

She held her hand tightly, feeling a little uncertain in her heart, but compared to the pain of her lover abandoning her, she was even more helpless that she had arranged her life at will.

So she mocked: "That sounds grand, but father, are you really doing it for me? Ever since you were a child, have you visited me once? Have you ever had me as your daughter in your heart? What if it wasn't the one this time?

The person who likes your daughter is the current Prime Minister, and he can take good care of you in business. Will you still give your daughter to me as a gift like I am now?"

But my father would never have imagined that everything he had wanted in his life had already been easily grasped in her hands, and it was even a thousand times bigger! She wanted to take control of all the industries in this area and the entire Kyoto.

With her hands, she would make her father have no place in this world and be driven out of Kyoto in despair!

But she won't tell him all this because he doesn't deserve it! It's a pity that she was born in a merchant family, and there is only so much she can see, hear, and come into contact with.

"You!" Her father's eyes widened and he slapped her again, knocking her to the ground.

"You are lucky to be alive like you are now!"

Feeling the dull pain in her stomach and burning cheeks, everyone gathered around her and looked on with cold eyes. There were accusations all around, and they wanted to spit on her face. They accused her of being unruly and unmarried.

A two-month-old child; accusing her of not observing filial piety, as a child, she dared to talk back to the father who gave birth to him; accusing her of being inhumane, as a member of the Zhao family, how dared to disobey the Sheng family, and wasting hundreds of thousands of care for the Zhao family

A life.

Yes, it is all her fault, she is wrong. But is she wrong? Is it her fault, or is it the whole world?!

She covered her face, crying and laughing, but there was not a single tear on her face. There was no pain or sadness in her heart, just endless despair.

She was deeply disappointed, and more and more disappointments accumulated into despair for the world in front of her.

But she still stubbornly insisted: "It's just a child. If he hadn't come to me, he would have been aborted at worst. But it is absolutely impossible for me to marry into the prime minister's house!" If a man makes a mistake, he can start over, and she is still young.

She can afford to lose! But if she enters the Prime Minister's Mansion and spends her whole life in that prison, everything will be ruined.

"Look! Come and see, everyone, this is something a person can say!" They pointed at her.

She also sneered.

It doesn't matter if she doesn't agree. She doesn't need anyone's approval here. She just feels sick staying here. What will happen to the people in the prime minister's house and what does it have to do with the Zhao family and her. They don't deserve her to worry about their life and death! She wants to leave

Here, run away far away

But all this collapsed when her blind mother arrived.

My mother has suffered a lot in her life. She has worked hard to pull her up and prevent her from starving to death, and then she has what she is today. But now she has been groping all the way here, and the first thing she did was to punch her.

He was beaten and kicked and cried until he was out of breath.

"Ru Ru, you have ruined our family! Are you worthy of the Zhao family and your father!"

The tears that had dried up filled up again, and she collapsed weakly to the ground.

Mother, don’t you know I only have you? Don’t you know I only have you? Why don’t you stand with me? Why don’t you stand with those people when I encountered the most painful thing in my life? Why why?

Why?! Tell me why...

Am I really wrong?! Maybe I am.

I am really that excessive, I am really so rebellious, I am sorry for the world, I am a heinous sinner! Otherwise, why wouldn't even you be willing to stand by my side?

Her heart began to waver, but she still had a glimmer of hope, it was that man.

He clearly said that he loved her and that he would come back to find her.

But that day, when she saw the man wearing a dragon robe passing by, she already understood that that man would really not come back.

In this world, she is lonely. She came alone and will leave alone.

She still got married.

Dressed up to get married, with red makeup, no smile on her face, and a cold heart.

These damn powerful people, most of the powerful people in this world deserve a bad death!

She married for herself and for the entire Zhao family. Even though no one in the entire Zhao family was worthy of her sacrifice, and even though her father was born without raising a child and had no humanity, she still had to fight for those who were not worthy in her life.

People pay. Why? Maybe she was born to atone for her sins. Who asked every child to fulfill his minimum filial piety? Your parents have already been kind to you since you were born. Why are they not important to you? They are important.

What is true is that you should be filial. Anyone who is not filial is guilty and deserves to go to the eighteenth level of hell!

"When people are born, they are inherently good. Their natures are similar, but their habits are far apart."

There were children around her who were reading, and she sneered: "Human nature must be evil at the beginning, and it will become worse and worse as time goes by. Those so-called sage books just teach people how to hide

They use a sanctimonious illusion to drive those weaker people, blinding their ears and eyes, allowing them to be enslaved by others stupidly, thinking that they have done the right thing, and paralyzing themselves.

, self-moved.”
Chapter completed!