Chapter 1088: Women disguised as men: the favor of powerful ministers (89)

After the accident, in order to conceal the incident and preserve her status, Concubine Jing searched for children of similar age and stature among her clan members. After many twists and turns, she finally selected him as her "prince."

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A large group of people broke into their house, but the first ones to betray him were his parents. When his parents held his shoulders, the person he was before, who was once weak and had no ability to resist, suddenly became

It became quiet.

He was stupid at the time. He thought, even the only parents he had betrayed him, how could he live a good life?

What caught his eye was his mother's twisted face. He couldn't remember whether it was the yearning for power or the instinct to survive. He only remembered that his mother was holding a pill in her hand. According to the people next to her, she took it.

This thing will gradually burn and fester the skin all over the body. The final state will be the same as being scorched in a fire.

His mother slapped his face like a devil: "Yao'er, if you eat this, neither you nor your mother will worry about glory and wealth in your life. I believe my mother, she will not harm you."

Among so many people, he had no chance to choose.

As the medicine slipped into the throat, a corrosive pain was immediately felt, and the whole body seemed to be on fire and dissolved by sulfuric acid.

He covered his face and fell to the ground, rolling in pain. It was as if there were tens of thousands of poisonous insects burrowing through his internal organs. Black water kept leaving on his body, leaving a patch of uneven pimples.

But Grandma was talking to Lady Jing, counting the banknotes and land deeds in her hands, grinning from ear to ear happily.

He fell to the ground and looked at her as he was dying. It turned out that wealth and glory were really that important. Was Aniang really doing it for him? But he was in pain, it really hurt.

At that time, he thought that as long as A Niang looked back at him, even if there was a little bit of distress or regret in her eyes, he would forgive her and assume that she was doing it for his own good.

But no.

From the beginning to the end, Aniang never looked at him again.

Except that he was carried away unconsciously in the end, Aniang looked at him again: "Yao'er, when you get to the palace, you must listen to Empress Jing and don't say anything nonsense, let alone talk back to Empress, you know?

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He was very calm when he was dying, accepted everything calmly, and closed his eyes calmly.

So in the end, he killed everyone who knew about it and planted poisonous insects on his mother. When she was rolling on the ground in pain, he didn't even look at her until her mother died.

My mood is as calm as before.

Because you caused me pain, you will also feel pain, a thousand times or ten thousand times more painful than me at the beginning!

But before she died, Aniang grabbed his leg and told him that she didn't look at him at first, because she didn't dare to look at him or see him being tortured, because Aniang couldn't protect him.

Should he believe it? He would never believe her again. After all, it was because he believed it in the first place that he suffered so much pain. Wrong is wrong. No matter what the reason is, the damage has been done. After so many years, it has already been

It cannot be undone.

He only later learned that it was not poison, but a poison. In order to calm the poison in his body, he needed to take an antidote once a month to save his life. When he killed all those people, he had already found a way to get rid of the poison.

, his skin recovered little by little, but looking at himself in the mirror, he felt extremely strange.

So he put on that layer of mask again, regained that ugly skin, and continued to be his ghost-faced evil king. After so many years, he had already become accustomed to wearing that layer of mask. After all, what kind of soul should

What kind of skin should he wear? Maybe his soul is too hideous and ugly, so he feels uncomfortable when he sees his restored appearance.

That's good. Everyone avoids him and he doesn't need anyone's favor. He doesn't feel inferior to his past at all. After all, without that Gu, he wouldn't be where he is today.

He controlled many courtiers at that time by relying on the poisonous insects he inherited. With such a good thing, "mother" only used it for harem fights, which was really overkill.

But he never thought that one day he would mind this ugly skin. She always called him "ugly, ugly", bright and bold, and didn't care about his scars, and then turned her gaze to him without hesitation.

other people.

In the beginning, he was arrogant and disdainful. Judging someone by their appearance is the stupidest thing to do. If a person cares about your skin, is attracted to you when you are good-looking, and abandons you like a pair of shoes when you are ugly, then the feelings gained in this way are real.

Love? He wants her to see him, and he doesn't need his appearance. What he wants is a real relationship, a firm choice, and he is not allowed to give up for any reason.

But as time went by, she still only had other people in her eyes, including her brother, Xie Nanning, and even the emperor's brother. He became more and more afraid, afraid that he would never be seen by her, and even more afraid that she was what he thought.

That kind of woman.

Why can't she see him? Doesn't she know the goods? Is her vision so bad? Can't she see that among so many people, he is the only one who will always firmly choose her and is always waiting to be loved by her?

Choose firmly.

But as year after year slowly passed, he realized that it was not her who had poor vision, but him who had poor vision.

Xiao Beiheng looked at himself in the mirror and smiled bitterly.

"Why do I fall in love with you? Sheng Jiaoyang."

Are you that kind of woman? A woman who will never have eyes for only one person, will never be sincere, and will never go towards one person firmly.

She should have thought of it earlier. Over the years, she has been able to get both sides of them and is always so lovable.

He still remembered that time when she grabbed his arm and told them that she cared about him the most. He really cared and was pleased.

At that time, he really had the illusion that he was special in her heart and was firmly needed by her.

It was impossible for him to let go, because he didn't have much to begin with, and he only wanted Jiaoyang to be alone.

not to mention.

Xiao Beiheng grabbed the face in his hand and fell into a daze, recalling the absurd scenes with her that day in his mind, like a dream.

Even if it was impossible for those people to do things, he could do them for her.

Xiao Beiheng pursed his lips and stood up from the chair.

He wants to find her.

Jiaoyang sat on the horse, looking at the bull-headed man in front of him who could start a fight even if he asked him to buy a candied haws, the corner of his mouth twitched.

Fortunately, she thought he had become mature and steady before, but now it seems that he has really not changed at all.

Eating candied haws on a stick was a last-minute idea, and now that she had been asked to wait for so long, she no longer felt like eating it.

Jiaoyang dismounted, walked into the crowd, and pulled back the bull-headed man who was swearing and yelling louder and louder. His eyes were red with anger and he was about to fight with others.
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