I read romantic novels in my youth, dreamed of unrealistic dreams in the age of flowers, and searched for the direction of life alone in the age of nothingness.

In my lifetime, I will use my pen to describe the vastness of the dying twilight, the smoke and ink clouds spreading to the sky, the stars and memories carried in the sky are freely outlined to the horizon, and the romantic scenes are depicted: I have written many novels, and described them in Xianxia novels

A group of gods drink together, sing and dance, wear beautiful clothes, beautiful silk; or see the branches and leaves of the giant green tree in the sky, the silhouette of silk feathers and flames disappearing...

The wind is moving and the clouds are dispersing...

Wake up from a dream.

The trembling blue sky leaves only a few cloud traces, recalling the dream just now. As time goes by, I still do not forget to dilute the remaining cold spring; the gentle breeze blows, bringing the warmth of mid-spring to the swaying green onions. That is

A little bird that flaps its wings and learns to fly.

It starts from the top of the tree and descends slightly towards the clouds.

The leaning figure was caught by the skylight.

The cry that echoes in the setting sun is entrusted to the long wind to sing, dedicated to the disappearing clouds and dreams.

If I'm not good enough, I'm always looking for my own direction in my ordinary life.

Sometimes I am sad, sometimes I long to change myself.

In this huge city, the lights are dim at night. In this bustling city, a group of people are always busy, but they have forgotten the meaning of life.

In this era of rapid development, no one wants to stop, but they don’t know why they are busy.

Maybe it's to finish the unfinished work early, or maybe it's to let the family live a better life.

Maybe I can't find the meaning of busyness, but I am used to going with the flow, but I can't find it. I have been lost in this debauched city. In this busy and impetuous era, no one is willing to stop and wait for the person who deserves their love.

Watch this movie you've never seen before.

I'm tired of watching romantic scenes in idol dramas.

There is always a group of people chatting in front of the barbecue stall on the street, eating meat skewers in their hands, and occasionally drinking a bottle of beer.

In this city, tired figures can be seen everywhere. People who have been busy for a day and come back with the stars and moon are telling each other their thoughts, but they also feel the difficulty of life.

Each of us is working hard to survive.

After experiencing setbacks again and again, I also worked hard.

Although life is not satisfactory, they still do not want to give up easily.

Although they have passed the age full of fantasy, they still have not forgotten the wishes they made. Those wishes are particularly clear deep in my heart. If I get used to walking alone at night, I will not be afraid of the dark night.

of darkness.

If I get used to walking alone among the endless flow of people, I won't be afraid of the complexity of this world.

If I were used to facing everything with a strong and independent attitude, I would never expect anyone to be the support of my life.

The world is not beautiful enough.

The reality is cruel and cold.

There are always some painful experiences that leave a deep impression on me.

In a messy room, there is a lot of noise.

The star I once admired, Lin Zhengying, has disappeared from public view.

He was such a dazzling presence on the television stage.

Flowers and applause have always accompanied him through the peak of his career.

Once, he was tired of everything and quietly withdrew from the gorgeous stage.

From then on, he lived a simple life.

Maybe, at some point, he will think of himself, and his heart will not be calm for a long time.

Perhaps, at the moment when he recalled the past, there was no wave in his heart.

Everything is slowly changing, and so are we. The moment I got the university admission notice, I was looking forward to a bright future, dreaming of learning more knowledge on the beautiful university campus, meeting a beautiful love, and being with my best friend.

Have hot pot with good friends, and go for a walk on the playground after studying with your favorite person in the evening.

When I finished my four-year college career and received my diploma, I also looked forward to a bright future. My future would shine like a star, but I never thought about the cruelty of reality.

I embarked on the road to job hunting alone, but never thought about it.

The reality is so cruel.

Like me, there are many people who embark on the job search journey from college.

Everyone has a passion, but after experiencing failure after failure, I felt frustrated.

Maybe I have seen through the cruelty of reality, maybe I don’t know how to plan my future.

In this way, I spent year after year in confusion and loss, but I never thought about when I would be able to live the ideal life in my heart, nor did I have the courage to change the status quo.

So I got used to drifting with the crowd, gradually lost myself, forgot the meaning of struggle, and gradually got used to this kind of life. But I always envy those who are happier than me. Is this what I used to be like?

I am confused but don’t know how to find my own direction, so I can only envy others.

When I was 22 years old, I was reading a novel alone and dreaming about a bright future, but at the age of 24, I was disappointed with life.

When I was 26 years old, I left the familiar city and went to a strange place, but suddenly found myself so lonely. At that time, I was no longer young, and I couldn't define whether my life was happy or sad.

, but I can't guess the true meaning of life.

So I spent night after night.

Suddenly, I discovered that there are many people like me in the world.

We are busy desperately trying to live a strong life in this world.

All kinds of pressures came one after another, and all kinds of people were always urging me to try to follow their footsteps.

Although I feel very resistant to this kind of life, there is nothing I can do about it.

Those who are powerless can only accept everything silently, and then struggle every painful night.

However, when they recall the past moments, they cannot calm down for a long time. I am an ordinary boy.

I don't have a rich family, and my appearance is ordinary.

My grades as a student were mediocre.

After entering the society, I had a stable job, but I never met the right person.

Sometimes, I want to change the status quo, but I will never meet the girls I like because they are completely different from me and have nothing in common.

When I see people around me getting married and having children, I can't help but feel anxious, so they try again and again on the blind date, but fail again and again.

In this era where love has become a fast food, meeting someone who loves me is an accident rather than a requirement, but I always feel that I am not blessed by fate, so they no longer expect love. I am an ordinary person.

I have unrealistic fantasies about love.

When I was a boy, I had many unrealistic dreams, but I had to face the cruelty of reality.

When I was 20 years old, I didn't get into the school I wanted. I couldn't sleep all night, but I had to choose to forget that painful experience.

After graduating from college, my family arranged for me to take a job that I didn't like, but it couldn't change the situation. Many people told me that finding a job that I wanted was never easy.

I also thought that I would live such a life with low self-esteem, but I never thought about it.

When I was 24 years old, I was completely disappointed with life. I once wanted to end my life, but I accidentally discovered that there were many things I wanted to do and many things I didn’t have time to do. So, I gave up my negative thoughts and started to change.

Own.

Finally, I quit the job my family arranged for me and came to a strange city, but I didn't realize that there were many things that I needed to face.

I was helpless and could only move forward in the dark. Many people start to feel anxious about the future at the age of 23, but by the time they are 25, they are powerless to do anything about the future.

Many people face the cruelty of reality very early, but ignore all the joys, sorrows and joys of separation and reunion.

The only person in the world who can always accompany me is the person who has been working hard on the road of life, trying to find his own direction, and trying to change himself. I work hard to learn more knowledge and skills, enrich my mind, and read more.

Many books make my spiritual world no longer empty. Is this the meaning of my efforts?

Although this road is difficult, I have not chosen to give up. If I want to live a life that is not defined by anyone, I cannot be afraid of the contempt of others. I must bravely resist those who try to restrict my life.

So I chose to go to a new city, start a new life, get out of the swamp of sadness, and find my own way.

Although this road is difficult, it is full of wonderful things.

This journey is beautiful, but also full of difficulties.

Maybe one day I will live the life I want, and maybe I will find the meaning of my life. Everyone writes wonderful chapters on their own life path.

Every heart longs to fly to the other side of happiness.

People are still coming and going on familiar streets.

Under the lively stage, some people were silently applauding me.

If I could go back in time, what choice would I make?

I don't know, but I still have to work hard to survive.

Maybe, I will plan my life earlier, or I will choose another way to face this colorful world.

Everything is possible and I will live the happy life I dream of.

But now, my happiness comes later than I thought. I wish me an ideal life in the future.

This is my wish.

Have these wishes come true now?
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