Chapter 58 Lonely Self

The three of them each took a few books of interest from the library.

As for Wu Yu, in addition to novels, of course he also brought two professional books to each of the two Zaizai.

Along the way, Wu Yu fell into an unusual silence.

She took Nina and Li Jing back along the original route, feeling listless along the way.

The two people who have always been enemies have rarely unified the battlefield.

The two Zaizai communicated with each other for a long time, trying countless times to start a conversation, but all ended in failure.

Wu Yu always answered the questions in a simple manner, and then returned to a long period of calm.

I always felt that there was an inexplicable sadness between her eyebrows.

Of course, the two of them had no idea what had happened until they returned home and found Wu Yu locked in the room without saying a word, but still found nothing.

Along the way, Wu Yu felt that her mind was in a jumble. When she got to the room, she quickly changed her clothes and got into the bed.

She lay flat on her back, staring blankly at the ceiling above her head.

When I saw that postcard, it seemed like a false peace was broken.

Yes, Wu Yu has been trying to explain everything in front of him with a relaxed and cheerful thinking since he just experienced the huge disaster in Orange Star.

Some meteor heard his wish and hit the orange star to make himself the richest man on the planet.

Behind the ridiculous rhetoric is the bloody truth.

All living people before the Orange Star have returned to dust.

Dead, the truth of the matter is, many, many people died.

And Wu Yu became the only lucky and unfortunate survivor on Orange Star.

How can those who died be measured with numerical values?

Although Wu Yu persuaded himself countless times, they were just strangers whom he had never met before, just a number.

It is obvious that he lives in the slums with the worst conditions in Orange Star. It is obvious that he was abandoned by his parents since he was a child and grew up helpless in an orphanage.

It was obvious that this world, and even this planet, had not favored her.

Obviously, every colorful living person has nothing to do with her, and they don't even bother to lower their eyes to Wu Yu.

But when Wu Yu saw the postcard, the life and consciousness behind the numbers were revealed again.

The painful truth that she had tried to hide for a long time suddenly hit her hard.

She recalled what Yu Hua said to her at Green Star.

Why would someone be willing to use their own lives to restore and develop the planet?

At that time, Wu Yu was still confused, but after being awakened by the truth, she also felt the burden.

A tragic inheritance, perhaps an inexplicable bond, and complex emotions.

No matter how the world treats her, no matter whether Wu Yu loves or hates those strangers.

When the description Orange Star Man is used in front of everyone's name, nothing matters anymore.

Wu Yu looked up at the ceiling and closed his eyes heavily.

Perhaps after getting used to disasters, the deeper emotion you feel is loneliness, right?

In the huge ruins, I was alone.

But fortunately, I still have my cubs with me now.

Wu Yu turned over, still closing his eyes tightly and clutching the quilt tightly with one hand.

As if she suddenly remembered something, she jumped up from the bed, picked up the baby-raising guide on the bedside, and quickly read through it.

"Clone, clone"

A terrifying thought that he had just awakened from was like a gust of cold wind, wrapping around Wu Yu and making the hairs on his body stand up.

She was frightened, frowning and flipping through the baby-raising manual anxiously.

The cubs are clones created by cloning technology. They grow quickly and usually take several months to grow into full bodies.

Grows fast, then.

What about aging?

Wu Yu looked through it for a long time, but still couldn't find the corresponding answer.

She called up the system of the Baby Raising Guide and searched for questions, but the relevant answers she found were disappointing.

"Clone cubs can grow quickly and help the planet develop and revitalize quickly."

"The purpose of Zaizai is to help the planet develop and revive rapidly."

"Rapid development and rejuvenation."

"For development and rejuvenation."

"Planet Development, Rejuvenation"

For a few hours, Wu Yu held the book and read it from cover to cover.

It wasn't until she saw the last page that she clenched the page angrily and threw it out.

"Crazy, they are all crazy!"

"Selfish lunatic!"

"Human beings are crazy!"

She cursed loudly and loudly, then clutched her hair and cried bitterly.

It seemed like everything before was so logical.

Accept the zaizai in a natural way and arrange study for them in a natural way.

The technology for rapid human cloning growth is not yet mature, and the probability of illness or premature aging after growth is not low.

Everything in the book says that Zaizai can help the development of the planet.

But there is no page that tells the ending and fate of the Zaizai.

As clones, humans only consider their role and no one prays for a good death for them.

Even if you age prematurely or die from a serious disease, none of this will hinder your contribution to the development of the planet.

Perhaps they are more like tools than people.

They have had other people's memories since childhood, their lives have been fixed, and they have slept in cold sleep cabins for long periods of time.

When it is awakened, it can only come to the destroyed planet and start its own path to death.

What a cruel life.

If this was a cold text, Wu Yu would not feel so sad.

But the people who died due to premature aging were probably Nina and Li Jing.

How could this make her calm and accept this reality?

Wu Yu didn't know anything. For a moment, he felt that his mind was in chaos and he could only lie on the bed calmly.

Can't understand anything.

This feeling of shock seems to be stronger than all the difficulties encountered before.

Cruel reality is often more capable of destroying human will than those surging nightmares.

Wu Yu closed his eyes and cried bitterly, then fell into a drowsy sleep.

In the next few days, Wu Yu's mobile skills did not cool down.

And she herself fell into a chaotic depression.

Nina and Li Jing both ran over to see her, but she didn't want to see anyone and just locked herself in the room.

I read novels every day, laughing out loud, feeling in a daze, drunk and dreaming.

When he woke up in the morning, Wu Yu unexpectedly found that his mobility skills had returned to what they were before.

Perhaps it is because the mobile planet has been used more frequently recently, resulting in greater energy consumption, so more energy is added when filling.

Wu Yu raised his head, looked at everything on the holographic screen, laughed, and picked up the novel.

What does it have to do with me?

Anyway, I am the only one left on this planet.

They are all dead, and Nina and Li Jingzai will also die tragically in the future.

So what's the point of working hard?

Even if Orange Star develops very well, so what?

Will anyone survive? Will the past disaster disappear?

Where is the future happiness?

Do you want me to meet new cubs again and again, watch them grow up, and then watch them leave?

Wu Yu held the novel in his hands and snorted coldly.

On the page, a tear fell down.
Chapter completed!