Chapter 46: The Fear in My Heart(1/3)
"Am I dead?"
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"Huang Xiaoxian."
"Huang Xiaoxian."
"Who? Who is calling me." When I was confused, I seemed to hear someone calling me.
"Is it Bai Ze?" I tried my best to think of Bai Ze and try to regain consciousness.
"Huang Xiaoxian, get up quickly."
Why doesn't the voice sound like Bai Ze's?
"Get up quickly! Huang Xiaoxian!"
Before my consciousness fully recovered, I felt as if my body was suddenly twitched by some force, and the darkness in front of me suddenly became clear:
White walls, white-green leaf pattern curtains, clothes drying racks full of clothes, and...
"Huang Xiaoxian." Chen Ziming frowned and looked at me with an uneasy expression.
"Chen Ziming?"
When I saw Chen Ziming in front of me, I froze on the spot! Then what burst into my heart was the panic I had been suppressing about Chen Ziming and others!
"Chen Ziming!"
"Why Chen Ziming? What am I doing..." I regained my consciousness frantically and looked at the surrounding environment seriously again!
"This scene... I'm in a rental house in City H?"
"Four years from now?"
"How is that possible?" I scoffed at this place, but I couldn't help but feel nervous and panicked. Many questions popped up in my mind, making my heart beat faster.
"Why am I here!"
"Did you listen to me? What are you doing?" Chen Ziming looked at me impatiently and said.
I couldn't calm down my mood and looked at him in disbelief.
"What did you say?"
Suddenly, I felt a sharp pain in my lower abdomen, and I subconsciously covered my stomach.
"Can you go and pack your things in the bathroom?" Chen Ziming said with a look of disgust on his face, while taking out his mobile phone and lying on the bed.
He continued, "It's so disgusting, I can't stand it! It's so disgusting, I feel dizzy."
"Thing? What thing?" I wondered in my heart. I was not sure, but I endured the pain in my lower abdomen and actually walked to the toilet without missing a step based on the memory in my mind.
Then I saw the lochia on the ground, which was supposed to be the lochia that the doctor asked me to observe and compare four years later, but now it actually appeared in front of my eyes.
I suddenly remembered the scenes I had seen: four years later, in City H, after surgery, Chen Ziming thought I was so disgusting!
I looked at the lochia in front of me, my head started buzzing, my body collapsed and I held onto the wall, and I once again asked, "Why am I here!"
"How could this happen? How could this happen?" I couldn't believe it.
Before I could figure out the situation, the voice that disgusted me came again:
"Have you packed up yet? I need to go to the toilet!"
This sound made me physically sick, and I had to frown.
I couldn't figure out the current situation, but I still endured the pain in my lower abdomen. I squatted on the ground and silently packed up the missing things on the toilet floor. My mind was filled with all the memories I had seen in an instant:
Going to the hospital alone...
A man came back from the hospital in the rain!
A person was lying on the bed in excruciating pain, and in the end he said, "You're so disgusting!"
This is obviously the lochia that the doctor told him to pay attention to and compare, but why did it turn into... in his mouth?
"Why are you looking at me like that? It's disgusting to begin with. Isn't it just an operation? As for this, you look like you are dying?"
As soon as I finished packing and stood up to leave the toilet, I bumped into Chen Ziming again.
His face and the way he looked at me really made me feel sick.
I felt a sense of disgust in my heart, and I just wanted to say: "I hate him so much!"
Why did this face, this face that I had almost forgotten, appear in front of me again? It even reminded me of those earth-shattering love words that Chen Ziming said to me. Those looks were really ridiculous compared to what he looks like now.
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I stood in the room, trying hard to calm down my emotions, and told myself: "I want to get out of here!"
But why does the pain in my lower abdomen feel so real...
I'm obviously not here.
I was clearly in Fengming Palace just now.
I am with Bai Ze, with Bai Ze!
"Where's Bai Ze..."
My mind started thinking crazy and I started to panic...
There was no Bai Ze around at all, and everything in this room seemed to be reality.
Looking at everything in this rental house, I started to feel more and more anxious and panicked. I was suddenly afraid that all of this would really become true!
"Bai Ze..."
I kept thinking about Bai Ze in my mind, and I tried hard to tell myself: "I don't want to stay here!"
But when I want to use my divine power, I can't summon anything!
I looked at my hands in surprise and horror, unable to release anything.
"Why, why do I have no power anymore, where is Shenzong?"
"What's going on!" I was extremely anxious.
"What are you doing!" It's Chen Ziming again!
Chen Ziming passed by me after going to the toilet and looked at me with disgust.
His voice is really ugly.
I can hear my heart telling myself crazily: "I really hate him, I don't want to stay here, he really makes me sick!"
But my lower abdomen hurt so much that I seemed to have no energy left.
"Well."
I don't understand why the pain feels so real.
I stood limply against the wall, feebly thinking: "Why?"
Chen Ziming on the side didn't seem to give me a chance to think quietly, and his voice that made me feel uncomfortable came to my ears again:
"Have you not washed your clothes? What have you been doing all day?"
Chen Ziming looked disgusted again.
I really want to ask if he has no other expression except disgust for him? After all, you are the one chasing me!
"Oh, what is easy to get will not be cherished..." Looking at Chen Ziming's appearance, I couldn't help but feel quite chilled.
Due to the pain in my lower abdomen, I started squatting against the wall. I felt uncomfortable but said to Chen Ziming indifferently: "The doctor won't let me touch the cold water."
As soon as these words came out, I was shocked again: "Why can I blurt out these words in my memory uncontrollably?"
I squatted in the corner and looked at the white wall opposite, and began to doubt the authenticity of my experience.
"Where should I be?" I asked myself.
"If you don't wash, should I? I don't want to wash either. I'm still tired." Chen Ziming's voice made me upset. I didn't want to see him anymore.
"Oh."
I sneered. I didn't know whether I was laughing at myself or at the ridiculous fate that led me to meet Chen Ziming again.
"Why are you laughing?" From the corner of my eye, I saw Chen Ziming, who was lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone, sitting up and talking to me.
I laughed again, and all I wanted to say was, "Why do you care what I'm laughing at?"
I just squatted in the corner, thinking of all the things I had seen between Chen Ziming and me...
I was cursing fuck in my heart, but my eyes were filled with tears at some point.
I raised my head, directed away the tears that were about to fall, and said coldly to Chen Ziming:
"Are you tired? You have only been working for a few days. You are tired. Didn't we break up? Didn't you say you wanted to break up with me? What are you still doing here? I seem to have paid for this house to rent.
Why should I wash your clothes? Get out of here."
As a result, my tears fell down the moment I finished speaking.
To be continued...