Chapter 202 Peeping into her heart

Shen Xingwan contacted Fu Xien on the phone and was relieved to learn that there was nothing wrong with him.

The children and mother were outside in the garden, and only Feng Shaoyu was in the living room.

Shen Xingwan moved over silently, pretending to ask casually, "Shaoyu, are you at home?"

"I have a weekend off today! Sister-in-law, what's wrong with you? Your eyes are so red? Did you quarrel with my brother? Did my brother make you angry?"

Feng Shaoyu noticed something strange about Shen Xingwan and immediately stood up to ask.

He didn't know yet about the dispute between Shen Xingwan and his brother.

"No! I watched a very touching movie and was moved."

Shen Xingwan found a lame excuse and then asked, "Your brother hasn't come back?"

"No, are you looking for him? I'll help you summon him back."

Feng Shaoyu said as he took out his mobile phone to contact her, but Shen Xingwan stopped him, "Oh, no! Don't call him, I don't want to see him."

You said there was no quarrel?

Although Feng Shaoyu noticed that something was wrong with Shen Xingwan today, he didn't say anything, so he didn't ask any more questions.

"By the way, sister-in-law, I think you brought back so many painting tools, are you planning to paint?" Feng Shaoyu thought of something and asked in passing.

"Yes, I plan to draw."

"Then you come to my studio to paint. We can be company while I'm working on my creation."

Feng Shaoyu extended the invitation, and Shen Xingwan was worried about not having a place to paint, so he readily agreed, "Okay!"

"Come on, let me help you move your things."

With a place to paint, Shen Xingwan started painting. She already had good inspiration in her mind, so she just needed to put it into practice.

With Shen Xingwan by his side, Feng Shaoyu found it much more interesting when doing carvings.

"Sister-in-law, do you think we can jointly hold an art exhibition in the future? Your paintings are hanging on the wall, and my statues are placed in the display cabinets. Look how nice it is. With our two swords combined, we will be invincible." Feng Shaoyu said happily.

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Shen Xingwan chuckled and said, "Forget it, you're just a bitch, don't get involved with me."

Feng Shaoyu: "..."

He just wanted to ask if he could still chat happily?

Why is my sister-in-law so mouthy?

Shen Xingwan had never thought about those unrealistic imaginations. She just wanted to live her life peacefully.

I just hope that Meng Kefan and the others can catch the murderer soon so that she can leave the house as soon as possible.

She didn't want to live here, especially after she had a big argument with Feng Yehan today. How embarrassing would it be if they met again?

Shen Xingwan started painting seriously, but she didn't know that Feng Yehan was lying on the small bed where she usually slept, peeking into her inner world.

Feng Yehan read very carefully, not missing every punctuation mark. From between the lines of Shen Xingwan's words, you can see that it was not easy for her to grow up along the way.

[I no longer have a family. My father became someone else’s father and married another woman. Why did my parents divorce? Didn’t my father also love my mother very much? I don’t want them to divorce... I’m so sad

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Her parents' divorce and her father's remarriage had a great impact on her.

How did she, at such a young age, endure all this on her own?

[I am going to study abroad, and go to the school where he studied. I hope that I can become better, so that I can have the opportunity to stand in front of him with my best self in the future!]

It turns out that she worked hard and studied hard just to catch up in his footsteps.

[I feel so bad today! I have no way to go abroad. My quota is gone. Why? Why is the world so unfair? I worked so hard, why was my quota cancelled? 】

The further he looked back, the more tense Feng Yehan felt. He seemed to be able to feel Shen Xingwan's helplessness and helplessness in the face of an unfair fate.

[Unfortunately today, my mother had an accident during a car robbery and has not woken up yet. The doctor said that if she does not wake up within a week, she is likely to become a vegetative state. Why does this happen? Why?

?The accident happened because my mother was studying abroad. Why didn’t I stop her from going to school? It’s all my fault...]

She attributed everything to herself. How painful and uncomfortable must she have been at that time?

[My father refused to pay for my mother’s medical treatment. In order to raise money for my mother’s surgery, I had no choice but to marry. But fortunately, I married him. I never thought that fate would tie us together. I

I am about to become his wife, and I feel a little uneasy. What if he doesn’t like me? 】

It can be seen that she is worried and full of expectations in her heart. But she does not know that she will face a cruel test.

[He doesn’t love me, he doesn’t love me at all. He hates me so much that he doesn’t even want to talk to me. No matter what I do, he doesn’t even look at me. Only now do I understand that I am just his name.

His wife helped him take over Fengtian International’s tools. What a ridiculous marriage.]

Their marriage was unsatisfactory. He treated her badly, never gave her a good look, and turned a deaf ear to her concerns.

In order to avoid her, he stayed abroad and rarely saw or contacted her.

Seeing this, Feng Yehan felt great self-blame in his heart. It was his irresponsibility that led to the breakdown of their marriage.

As long as he stops and gets to know her seriously, he might be able to discover her goodness.

What a pity, what has he done?

He hurt her heart with his indifference.

[It was raining in the sky and the weather was so cold, but on a night like this, I was kicked out by my so-called mother-in-law. The reason was that I had cheated on her during the marriage. Oh, the only person I ever loved was Feng Yehan. I didn’t feel sorry for him, so I left him.

Divorce, I don’t want this marriage worse than the grave.】

From then on, what she recorded was all related to her children, her vegetative mother, and her busy life.

Every bit of it reveals the sadness and difficulty.

He was unaware of the children's arrival and had no involvement. He missed too much precious time.

"well……"

After closing the diary, Feng Yehan sighed deeply. He closed his eyes, feeling that his eyeballs were wet and hot, his throat was sore, and his mood became depressed and depressed.

It was he who personally destroyed everything he had.

I want to get it back now, is it still possible?

However, after learning about Shen Xingwan's past, Feng Yehan became more determined to make up for and protect her in the future.

This time, it's not just talk.

Instead, I made this important decision from the bottom of my heart and with empathy.

He hoped that everything was still in time.

Putting all the diaries back to their original places, Feng Yehan left Jinglan Garden. He knew what he was going to do next?
Chapter completed!