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Chapter 28 I'm a Terrible Person(1/2)

Mu Xiangqing usually wakes up early, but today she woke up earlier because she was hungry.

She sat up and leaned against the head of the bed. She grabbed her messy hair with her right hand and blinked before she woke up. What happened yesterday slowly emerged clearly in her mind.

In the boxing room, the little boy was injured.

Afterwards, she was surrounded and scolded, and she lost control and ran away.

and after?

Mu Xiangqing covered her face with her hands and thought for a while before remembering that she ran to the glass room and hid, and she could not remember it again.

Mu Xiangqing simply stopped thinking about it and looked at the bedside table. There was no sign of her cell phone. She looked at the alarm clock. At 5:03, she lifted up the quilt and stood up.

Because she was afraid that Mu Xiangqing wouldn't hear anything when she got up, the door was just ajar.

The two maids standing guard outside the room heard the noise, knocked on the door immediately, and asked softly, "Miss, do you have any instructions?"

Mu Xiangqing opened the door and walked over and said, "Chicken shredded porridge, bring me my mobile phone."

"yes."

One maid went downstairs to the kitchen, and the other immediately went to the small living room to get Mu Xiangqing's cell phone. At the same time, she also reported to Zhong Nanming that Mu Xiangqing had woken up. It was Zhong Nanming who said that she would tell him whenever Mu Xiangqing woke up.

Zhong Nanming stayed up all night, sitting in his study and numbing himself with work. He was not relieved until he heard the news that his daughter had woken up.

Then Zhong Nanming contacted the number he had not called for a long time, which was Mu Xiangqing's former psychiatrist, and asked her to come over and have a look at her.

When Mu Xiangqing came out of the shower, chicken shredded porridge was also served because Zhong Nanming had already ordered the chicken shredded porridge to be kept warm in the kitchen.

After putting down the shredded chicken porridge and side dishes, the two maids quietly retreated out of the room.

After eating, Mu Xiangqing did not go to the boxing room for a run as usual. Instead, she sat on a chair on the balcony. She rolled up her feet, folded her hands, rested her chin on her knees, and stared at the distant place that was not yet bright.

At seven o'clock in the morning, Mu Xiangqing changed her clothes and went downstairs, when Hong Antong came from the direction of the dining room.

Hong Antong quickly caught up with Mu Xiangqing and got into the passenger seat before she drove.

Zhong Nanming was surprised when he learned that Mu Xiangqing went to school, and sent a message to the psychiatrist to tell her the situation.

Along the way, Hong Antong didn't ask Mu Xiangqing how she was, and didn't even dare to look at her twice. He only paid attention to her with his peripheral vision.

It looked like she was no different from usual, but Hong Antong was not sure in his heart.

When he arrived at school, Mu Xiangqing got off the car, did not go to the classroom, and walked towards the garden corner with an expressionless face.

Hong Antong didn't stop her, picked up the car keys and walked to Class 11. Now she was sure that Mu Xiangqing hadn't recovered yet.

When the people in Class 11 saw Hong Antong coming, they all got out of the way. She walked up to Lu Rifeng and handed him the car keys.

Lu Rifeng frowned, "Where's Ah Qing?"

"Garden Corner, don't let anyone disturb her."

Lu Rifeng had a bad feeling in his heart, "What happened?"

Hong Antong didn't say anything immediately, but Lu Rifeng understood immediately and said in a bad tone, "Get out."

In less than ten seconds, only Lu Rifeng and Hong Antong were left in Class 11.

Sikong Jue approached from a distance and saw people standing at the door of the classroom, so he approached.

Chen Chen stopped him and said, "Classmate Sikong, please wait before going in."

Because Mu Xiangqing's attitude towards Sikong Jue had improved before, Chen Chen was still friendly.

Before Sikong Jue had time to ask, Hong Antong came out and walked past everyone to leave.

Only then did Chen Chen get out of the way.

Sikong Jue walked into the classroom and saw Lu Rifeng sullenly hitting the table and swearing.

The people in Class 11 returned to their seats quietly, not daring to say a word. It was obvious that Lu Rifeng was angry.

Sikong Jue could only relate the matter to Mu Xiangqing.

He recalled Mu Xiangqing's information and realized that today was not a special day.

Mu Xiangqing didn't come back until class started.

The first class was Lin Lanfei's Chinese class. Seeing that Mu Xiangqing's seat was empty, she asked, "Where is classmate Mu?"

Chen Chen glanced at Lu Rifeng, and when he was about to answer, he was preempted, "She's not feeling well."

Lin Lanfei wanted to ask something else, but Lu Rifeng said again, "Teacher, I'm not feeling well too. I'll go to the school doctor's office."

Seeing Lu Rifeng leave, Lin Lanfei had no choice but to go to class first.

Sikong Jue frowned.

After class, Sikong Jue got up and left.

When I came to the corner of the garden, I saw Lu Rifeng standing outside with a gloomy face and a sense of powerlessness, while Mu Xiangqing bent her legs and hugged herself, which was different from the usual daze looking out the window.

She didn't have any mood swings today. She just had her soul removed, leaving only her body.

Sikong Jue's heart ached. At this moment, he knew clearly that he had different feelings for Mu Xiangqing.

Lu Rifeng's attention was all on Mu Xiangqing. When Sikong Jue approached, he realized that he wanted to drive him away, but thinking that he would disturb Mu Xiangqing, he turned around to block it and lowered his voice, "What are you doing here?"

Sikong Jue asked, "What happened to her?"

Lu Rifeng wanted Si Kong Jue to leave, but thinking about Mu Xiangqing's mother's birthday and her previous willingness to let Si Kong Jue accompany her, is it okay today?

Lu Rifeng has been here for more than an hour. He has been with Mu Xiangqing for so long, and she has not even changed her movements.

He didn't respond when he talked to her, completely isolating him from her world.

He didn't know what to do either.

In the past, Mu Xiangqing would hide at home while a psychiatrist would provide her with psychological counseling.

Today she ran back to school.

Now Lu Rifeng can only act as a living doctor.

"Sikong Jue, you go in and stay with A-Qing, but you can't say anything about blood, car accidents, accidents, etc. Remember this."

Sikong Jue thought that the information said that when Mu Xiangqing's mother had a car accident, she witnessed it with her own eyes.

There is no mention in the information that Mu Xiangqing has any shadow.

Maybe it was hidden.

"Go and buy something she likes to eat."

Sikong Jue said without giving Lu Rifeng a chance to refute.

Lu Rifeng originally wanted to stay there, just in case there was nothing he could do to prevent Sikong Jue, but what he said seemed to make sense. Why hadn't he thought of it before?

Sikong Jue heard the sound of retreating footsteps, his calm eyes were covered with a layer of worry, and he walked to Mu Xiangqing and knelt down.

Her eyes were empty, her face expressionless and a little pale.

She didn't notice his appearance at all.

Sikong Jue took out his mobile phone and turned on the player.

A piece of soft and beautiful light music flows with the air.

Sikong Jue didn't get up. He put his cell phone on the chair and put his right hand on the back of Mu Xiangqing's right hand, which was a little cold.

For nearly twenty minutes, Sikong Jue stayed motionless with Mu Xiangqing.

Mu Xiangqing's empty eyes trembled, and she opened her lips lightly, "Sikong Jue, I am a very bad person."

Sikong never replied.

"I don't have any abilities, I'm poor at studying, and I have a bad temper. I relied on my father and grandpa to do whatever they wanted in school, and I did whatever I wanted. I never considered other people's feelings. It's like they said that if I hadn't been reincarnated, I wouldn't have grown up.

So big."

"I don't care about these comments, I only care about the well-being of the people I love, but now I can't even do that well."

Mu Xiangqing's tone was quite calm when she said this, but then her voice became even softer.

"Not only did I fail to take good care of them, but I also made them worry all the time. I couldn't even control myself. Ha, I really failed."

Sikong Jue took back his hand, stood up, and sat down next to Mu Xiangqing, "My parents are very accomplished, at least everyone who knows them thinks so, but in my eyes they are the worst parents, let alone qualified, they are extremely No, I lived with them in the same place until I was ten years old. I was raised by a nanny and I saw them less than ten times a year. They couldn't take care of my work and me, but I know and feel that they love me very much. , I despise them, but that doesn’t stop me from respecting them.”

"People are contradictory. They have two sides. The people you love think that loving and caring for you is the happiest thing for them. Even if you think you are useless, in their eyes you have countless advantages. As for worrying, as long as the person you love still loves you You, even if you are as powerful as a saint, they will still find something to worry about you."

Mu Xiangqing's gray eyes slowly moved to that gentle and clean face, listening like a well-behaved and good student, and those words slowly enveloped her whole body like warm sunshine.

Sikong Jue curled his lips, "You said you failed, how do you define success?"

"Is it to be successful, to be number one in everything, or to be loved by others?"

"It's none of this. It's just that we have accomplished the goal we wanted to achieve. Although it's not the best, we tried our best and we are satisfied with it."

"Mu Xiangqing, it was your personality that made me notice you in the first place. You do whatever you want without thinking about others or your own gains and losses. Yes, it's your own business. Why should you consider other people? No matter how much you think about it, you can’t take everyone into consideration. It would save time to skip this step from the beginning.”

Mu Xiangqing looked at Sikong Jue at this moment as if she had found an oasis in a dry desert.

Her grandfather, her father, Lu Rifeng, they loved her and pampered her, but they never thought about why she did what she did or why she did it. They would just follow her.
To be continued...
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