Chapter 1107 The light that cannot be grasped

The room is very dark.

The whole world is desolate.

There is only one person left in the world.

He raised his hand, and the hazy light penetrated through his fingers, but could not reach his eyes.

Su Shi lay quietly on the bed, looking up at the ceiling in the darkness. The curtains were tightly drawn. It was clearly a sunny day, but this place was like a gloomy cemetery.

He could only look up, looking up at the faint light coming in from the gaps in the curtains, the light that he tried hard to touch but could not catch.

After leaving the trial space, he had been lying like this for many days.

This "pop craze" that swept the world brought about a group of people's carnival, but for him, it was just one person's loneliness.

Every day I was in a state of confusion, sleeping and waking up, not contacting anyone, and refusing to be approached by anyone.

As decadent as a dead man.

No, perhaps he was already dead more than ten years ago, starting from the day his father was revealed to be in prison.

The jade slip on the bedside lit up again.

When he openly provoked the audience and announced his account, the comment area and private mailbox were indeed filled to capacity.

These people use pervasive abuse to vent their various dissatisfactions in real life, just like they did back then.

However, among the messages he briefly scanned, there were not only curses.

Some people also expressed their good feelings to him through private messages. They advised him to cheer up and go on with his life. In fact, he is still very handsome.

Perhaps they were worried that if they publicly spoke for him in the comment area, they would be besieged by angry netizens, so these girls who held different views all chose to send private messages. This resulted in that the comment area and the private message box were almost completely different.

Two styles of painting.

He would also read these "warming" messages, but in his heart, he was not moved at all.

Some people say they like him, and some say they are willing to be his girlfriend. So, what do they like about themselves?

It is impossible for them to like his tragic experience, nor his extremely extreme personality. The only thing worthy of their liking is his face.

This kind of love is too superficial. If I am short, fat and have pockmarks on my face, can they still express their love?

Among them, there is a girl who insists on sending warm words to herself every day and saying good morning and night. Even if she never replies, she is still gentle, considerate and considerate. If I were a fool like Guan Li, maybe she would really do it.

Think of her as an angel.

It's a pity that in these years, he has investigated Guan Zhen too clearly.

Therefore, when he saw that name, he also knew that she was the ex-girlfriend that Guan Zhen could not forget.

Liu Mo... has a beautiful name and a beautiful face. If you only looked at her appearance, how would you know that she has such an ugly heart.

Compared with those abusive people, girls like her who deliberately get close to hot figures just to show their personal charm and satisfy their own pleasure are even more despised by him.

Because of this, every time he watched her performance, he felt like he was watching a bad joke. He had seen it and laughed at it, but he just didn't want to expose it.

After scanning the latest news at a glance, Su Shi'an threw the jade slip aside again.

Since he dared to publish his account in the first place, he had expected that this day would come. Those malicious comments had no effect on him at all. Even if the whole world came to be his enemy, he would not care.

Now, what really defeated him was the emptiness that suddenly surrounded him.

After so many years of hard work and hatred, he finally got a chance to face Guan Zhen in front of the whole world, so that he could claim back that old debt.

But his revenge failed.

If that's all, it's nothing. At worst, he will continue to practice until the day he truly tramples his enemies under his feet.

However, Guan Zhen actually said that he had forgiven himself...

"Today, I will kill you here once. After we get out, we will never owe each other again!"

Liangqing... How can Liangqing be just like this...

He hasn't agreed yet, so how can he unilaterally declare hatred between the two parties?

Guan Li...looking up at the ceiling, there was confusion mixed with hatred in Su Shi'an's eyes.

Why don't you hate me...Why don't you say you want to take revenge on us, father and son, for your father, until you kill me...

If that's the case, I can treat you as my destined enemy and destroy you more calmly...

But now...his life suddenly has no purpose.

All the hatred seemed to be punched into the air, leaving nothing but emptiness.

Revenge without a response is also very lonely...

For so many years, he has lived solely for hatred. If hatred is gone, what will be left in his life?

He closed his eyes tiredly, but the next moment, he raised his head again and stared at the ceiling.

These days, he always avoids sleep. Because as soon as he closes his eyes, the scene of the confrontation with Guan Zhen in the trial and Guan Zhen's words will be played over and over in his mind, making him upset.

Since when had the person he had been talking about driving to hell turned out to be his nightmare...

What has the outside world become like now?

This was the first time he had walked out of bed in many days. Due to a long period of inactivity, just walking a few steps made his legs and feet sore.

In front of the table by the window sill, there was still the newspaper he never left.

Looking at his father's photo in the newspaper, Su Shi'an suddenly felt a sense of sadness pouring into his body. In the past few days, there was nothing but emptiness in his heart. It wasn't until he looked at this photo that he found his mind again.

A bit of human emotion returned.

Just like a child who is used to being strong outside, only when facing his family can he be willing to take off his armor and throw himself into the arms of his relatives to find support.

"What should I do..." Su Shi'an muttered helplessly while supporting the table corners with both hands.

"Father, if you could see today's news, what do you want me to do?"

Once upon a time, his father told him never to cause trouble for Guan Zhen and his son.

He agreed, but he also broke his promise.

Will his father blame him? Or will he be grateful that the child from his enemy's family that he cared about finally walked out of his own way...?

So in the past few days, he didn't even dare to read this newspaper anymore because he didn't dare to face his father.

No matter whether the look in his father's eyes was disappointment, blame, or sadness, he didn't want to face it.

At this time, the jade slip sounded again.

Liu Mo: Brother An, the sunshine is very good today, go out for a walk and soak up the sun! Breathe more fresh air, your mood will really improve~

Here it is again, her "daily care" is as natural as if she is already his girlfriend.

He put down the jade slip with a mocking attitude, but when his eyes fell on the newspaper again, Su Shian was suddenly startled.

Is it my imagination? The father in the photo seems to have the same smile in his eyes... It was a smile that I had never noticed after so many years of searching for hatred in newspapers...

Is he also encouraging himself? Does he also hope that he can get out of this room and go outside to have a look?

By some strange coincidence, Su Shian opened two heavy curtains.

The sunlight that poured in instantly was as dazzling as gold scattered all over the floor. This also made Su Shian, who had not seen the sun for a long time, subconsciously raise his hand to block it.

How should I put it, this feeling of bathing in warmth is surprisingly good.

This room, and the wall of his revengeful heart, have always been like shackles that imprisoned him. Only by truly taking this step can he usher in the sky and the sea that belong to him.

"It seems like it's really time to go out for a walk?" Standing in the sunshine that was so warm that it almost melted him, a faint smile unconsciously appeared on Su Shi'an's face.

***

At the same time, Jin Siqi was holding a large paper box and walking hurriedly in the corridor.

What was placed in the box were all gifts that Meng Zhao had given her before. It took her half an hour to sort them out.

At that time, Meng Zhao really couldn't be said to be careless about himself... Even now, the attachment to the past has faded into hatred and resentment, but the good things that once existed will still truly exist in his memory and be remembered.

She once loved and owned.

The process of sorting out these gifts really brought back a lot of beautiful memories for her and made her feel a lot more peaceful.

Even if the person who has loved each other cannot become friends, she does not want to completely become an enemy with him. Then, let them be a pair of strangers who pass each other. They will no longer interfere with each other's lives and be in each other's world.

I escaped with my body intact. Maybe this is the best ending.

In the chat a few days ago——

Meng Chan vivi: You will still have to live in the future. Have you ever thought about your future development direction?

Jin Siqi: This...actually not

Jin Siqi: Because Meng Zhao doesn’t like me for being too good, so I have always planned to concentrate on being a full-time housewife after being with him.

Meng Chan vivi: Now you see that this doesn’t work?

Meng Chan vivi: Men say they don’t like your excellence, but in fact they don’t love you enough
To be continued...