Chapter 1151 Suspension Bridge Effect

Supporting the construction of disaster areas has shown initial results so far.

After completing some farm work within their ability, the next thing the volunteers have to do is to help the victims rebuild the houses that collapsed in the flood.

The building materials are fully equipped and the scaffolding is also well-built.

Mo Liangcheng means that he wants Su Shian to continue to be the supervisor and direct everyone to work. Judging from his performance in the previous few days, he is completely competent.

However, when everyone picked up the tools and returned to their respective positions, Su Shian just stared at the scaffolding in front of him with his eyes open.

Memories, like lights that play very quickly, came alternately in an instant. He only felt dizzy in his mind, time was misaligned, and other people's voices and inquiries, and he couldn't hear clearly, only in his mind

It was buzzing, as if this was the only sound in the whole world.

"...I can't do it." In the end, in the expectant eyes, he just said these words with difficulty.

Without an explanation, he left everyone behind and turned around and left.

...

Su Shian walked very fast. He just wanted to leave all the memories that were entangled with him behind his mind, without thinking or facing them.

As for what others would think... let them go! He never really thought that he was participating in this show to cleanse himself, so he didn't need to cater to anyone's eyes.

It is an accident that the public will change their views about themselves. But even if the show is broadcast tomorrow, they will change their views again, which is just to bring everything back to the starting point. To put it bluntly, he doesn't care or care.

At some point, there was an extra figure behind him.

Jian Zhiheng, he was the first one to catch up with him.

"I really don't have the mood to listen to you explaining those great principles today, so you can take a break." Su Shian did not look back, but just sent him away with Yu Guang's annoyance.

Jian Zhiheng walked up step by step, "I don't talk about the big reason, I can just talk to you. What's wrong? Why did I suddenly go on strike?"

"Everyone's impression of you has finally improved a little, and they are also looking forward to your performance today." Seeing that he did not answer, Jian Zhiheng was tempted by himself again, "This time this time will disappoint the audience."

Su Shian's face darkened and almost vented his anger, he replied: "I don't care, I don't care about them!"

"What do you care about?" Jian Zhiheng took the opportunity to ask.

A silence.

Only the river not far away is still echoing with rhythmic sounds of bangs.

"...I hate scaffolding." Finally, Su Shian spoke as if he was talking to himself.

When he saw the scaffolding and the workers who were climbing up and down in the scorching sun, he would think of his father. Then the feeling of powerlessness that he had finally gotten rid of would also entangle.

Hearing such a reason, Jane Zhiheng couldn't help laughing: "I can understand that you hate someone and a profession, but there is no need to hate scaffolding, right?"

Su Shian frowned and turned his gaze away again in anger.

Indeed, scaffolding is not fatal, and it is not the cause of the case. On the contrary, it is still a job that has supported their whole family for many years.

However, the reason why venting anger is called venting anger is because there is no reason. Anything that appears on the edge of misfortune, or even just a stone or a small grass, can become the object of venting anger.

Many times, he once thought secretly that if his father didn't do this job, if there was no such profession in the world, he wouldn't have met that bad boss, wouldn't have been owed wages, and wouldn't have happened in the future.

Everything...

So, he just hates this kind of profession and scaffolding, and there is no reason! He doesn’t accept rebuttals!

It took a while for Jian Zhiheng to feel touched:

"You really look like Ah Chun. He once thought that his father was a constable...that happened. The profession of the constable took his father away, so he would rather

Abandon your childhood dreams and escape from this profession.”

"But in fact, no occupation is absolutely safe, but no matter how dangerous the job is, it requires someone to do it. It is precisely because of such a group of people who are on the front line of disasters without fear of life and death that they are guaranteed.

The normal operation of the entire society.”

Su Shian's eyes flashed several times. He really vomited these high-sounding principles! But for some reason, he never interrupted them.

Behind him, Jane Zhiheng was still talking.

"Being a constable is not fatal. What really takes away the constable is his simplest sense of justice."

"If he doesn't have this sense of justice, he can choose to be with the criminals, or choose to be in danger and only care about protecting himself, but he doesn't. What he chose is to protect the safety of the people and fight with the most dangerous criminals to the end.

; It is to give the hope of life to your boss at the last moment."

"His sense of justice made him leave us and his beloved son, but it was precisely because of his sense of justice that he has been remembered by society and praised for so many years.

Su Shian finally sneered, turned around halfway, his eyes sarcastically: "It's fair to have been praised for many years, my father has been scolded for many years."

"So, the only person who can save your father's reputation now is you." Jian Zhiheng said without any concession, "Although maybe he really left you the worst starting point, as long as you have the determination, you will still

You can start from the lowest point and climb to a place higher than everyone else.”

"In the past, when others mentioned you, they thought you were the son of the culprit and you were ashamed of your father. Then, if one day, you succeed and become famous, you will be recognized by everyone, and others will mention your father again in the future,

They will only think that he is the father of a successful person. Can you make your father proud of you?"

Looking at Jian Zhiheng's sincere gaze, Su Shian sneered for a while, lowered his head and lowered his eyes, and gently rubbed his forehead that was slightly painful.

"You have poured a lot of rotten chicken soup again, Madame Jane."

"Why do you have to go back? This show is not OK without me?"

Jian Zhiheng could see that he was actually half convinced.

"If you are just tired and want to take a break, I won't stop you. But if you have ununcleaned knots, I will have to help you untie it." He also laughed, "At this point,"

Just like you said, I have Virginia.”

Su Shian glared at him with anger and amusedness. At this time, he suddenly felt a little sympathetic to Guan Zhen. With such a good friend, he didn't even have the chance to worry alone. He stared at you all day, at any time

Prepare to warm you with his sunny smile...hehe.

"Okay, I'm still tired now, I want to rest." After deliberately provoking, he sat down with a big look.

"Hey, you've had enough..." Jian Zhiheng couldn't laugh or cry.

The atmosphere was quiet and harmonious between the two of them.

Later, Su Shian went back to work.

In order to train himself, Guan Zhen took the initiative to propose that he should be another supervisor.

In addition to daily arrest of criminals, the work of the constable sometimes also needs to go to the disaster area to guide the rescue work. Since you have firmly determined the path you will take in the future, this is a good opportunity to exercise.

Mo Liangcheng naturally agreed. He liked to see these volunteers progressing day by day, walking on the path they yearn for, and shining in their respective fields. Looking at them, it was as if their hopes were also continuing in them.

During the whole day of work, Su Shi'an and Guan Ci were still incompatible and had many differences in command, which made the volunteers who were commanded by them.

Fortunately, there is also a cute little white rabbit. When you look at it when you are tired, you will even get better. Overall, the whole process is quite relaxed and pleasant.

The boys are all working on scaffolding, so the girls' tasks are much lighter. They basically help the boys, handing them tools from time to time, getting a bottle of water, etc. When they don't need them,

You can also sit in groups of three or three on the ridge of the field and chat.

"I've asked him for you." Shen Antong glanced at Su Shian and sat down next to Jin Siqi.

"He said he didn't want to fall in love, but I think it was just an excuse."

"If I don't want to talk, he has been having a lot of fun with other girls during this period. Last time we gave up on Xiaole, I saw the account that I often play with him. The id is a pattern with three peach petals, so I must be a girl.

I guess I have chatted a lot."

"Any refusal that can be justified is false. In the final analysis, it's not that he doesn't want to fall in love, he may just don't like you."

Jin Siqi crossed her hands gently, and sorrow and confusion intertwined in her eyes. After a while, she seemed to finally seize a glimmer of hope and said hurriedly:

"If I just played games together... I might just be an ordinary friend? Didn't he play Crying with us last time?"

"I can't do anything if you think so." Shen Antong shrugged, not knowing whether he was talking about Jin Siqi or mocking himself, "When girls want to deceive themselves, their brain power is always endless."

"Isn't there a saying? If you need to guess whether a person likes you or not, then there is no need to guess. He will definitely not like you."

"So," she sighed faintly, "I might be about to give up."

Jin Siqi was shocked and couldn't even care about his own emotional problems. He said anxiously: "You want to give up the Blood Skeleton? But have you been liked him for a long time? Wouldn't you be unwilling to give up?"

Shen Antong smiled bitterly: "I'm not willing to give up, but so what can I do? Because I was hurt in my relationship and was unwilling to give up, so I went in without hesitation and endured more damage?"

"I have been together for so long, but I still can't see through him at all." As she spoke, her expression became more and more painful. Those anxious nights and those uneasy thoughts were clearer in her mind again.

"I need to guess everything about him, what he is doing, what he is thinking, does he care about me at all... I racked my brains and found all kinds of interesting things to tell him, either he just doesn't I replied, either it was just a word um, which made my heart chill.”

"That's true," sighed with a self-deprecating sigh. Chen Antong shook his head, "I am not interested in this person, and I am not interested in the topic. What do you want him to reply to me?"

"I'm a girl too..." She bit her lip and tried her best to resist the soreness in her eyes. "I also want to be cared for and loved by others. I also hope that the feelings I have paid can be responded to. I also want to hold on I went shopping with my lover's hands, wanted to show my love with him on public platforms, and wanted to spend someone with me every festival. But for him, it was just a luxury."

"I also believe that he is determined to pursue the route of a strong man and has no intention of falling in love. OK, I will wait for him... I can wait for him in three or five years, and I can wait for him in ten or eight years, but what about a hundred years and a thousand years? It is impossible to exhaust all my youth for someone who refuses to turn back.”

The only one who can attract him to chase is the strong. If he is a strong enough girl, he can go along with him. Maybe by that time, he will pay more attention to himself... just like Mo Gucheng and Sister Liang .

But... I can't do it. No matter how hard I try, I can't become stronger than him. And he can't give up his dreams, stay by my side, and be a gentle and considerate boyfriend.

They can't become what each other expects.

This is a gap between them and they can never be crossed. After understanding this, I feel relieved.

"Have you heard of the suspension bridge effect?" After taking a deep breath, Chen Antong tried to smile again, "That is to say, when a person walks across the suspension bridge, she cannot tell whether her heart is faster because of the suspension bridge itself, It was because of the person she met. So, she might misunderstand this normal physiological reaction as love."

"Think about it carefully, maybe I didn't like him from the beginning... because we met in that dark training class, where every step of the way, there would be life-threatening danger at any time. And he was the only one who could lead us, It gives us an unparalleled sense of security... Maybe, in fact, I just mistakenly think that sense of security, the feeling of having to rely on him, and think it is love..."

Of course, this statement is just to deceive yourself. But if she wants to give up a person she has loved for so long, if she can't find one, she will be able to convince herself, and she really can't do it.

"I think I will obey my heart, like him for a while, and like him until I am really powerless and continue, I will let go... However, my view of love will not change, and I will only choose what I love People are together, but no one has ever said that the only person I love is him, right?"

"Where are you, do you have to wait any longer?" After calming down her mood, she asked Jin Siqi again.

"I... should do it." Jin Siqi nodded in a panic, "Anyway, I have already made plans to never fall in love for the rest of my life and never get married. It is rare that there is someone I can like, even if I wait until the end, I will still be disappointed. , that doesn't matter..."

"Because, I can afford to wait."
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