1263. Chapter 1263 Day and night
Chapter 1263 Day and Night
When it comes to revenge, he should indeed take revenge.
But he had personally experienced the power of the Flame Ghost Emperor and had completely defeated his revenge. Now, all he could feel is fear, endless and hopeless fear.
Even if you can practice hard day and night, the enemy's strength will not stagnate, and this gap will never be filled.
There is no hope of revenge, and in the future, as long as he steps out of the Heavenly Palace Gate, the other party will definitely kill him immediately. His future has been blocked, and there is no longer expecting him, and those who deserve his expectations. His life in the future is too pale!
Luo Chenxing became more and more desperate as he thought about it, and he suddenly started to tremble in control.
Jiang Jinkong comforted him in time: "Don't think too much, just have a nap first. When you wake up, it will be a new day."
I walked aside and poured him a glass of water, and handed him a few pills: "If you can't sleep, take some sleeping pills. Although I don't usually advocate using this, it's very suitable for you now."
Luo Chenxing slowly took the medicine and the water cup, still looking confused.
Will it really be a new day when you wake up?
Why does he feel that the sun in his life will never rise?
Now he had no way to calm down. His mind kept replaying the bloody scenes and the hideous expression of the Flame Ghost Emperor. At the beginning, perhaps he was also slaughtering in his mansion with the same hideous appearance.
No...I can't think about it anymore. His spirit has already developed an instinctive resistance to this memory. If this continues, he will torture himself crazy!
Let's have a nap, and when you fall asleep, you don't have to think about anything anymore... Luo Chenxing gritted his teeth and stuffed the pills into his mouth. Because his soul was not there, he drank a whole glass of water intermittently before swallowing the pills.
"Then you have a good rest. I'll go back first and see you tomorrow." Jiang Jinkong pressed his shoulder and was about to turn around and leave.
Luo Chenxing suddenly became anxious and suddenly grabbed his sleeve: "Don't leave!" As he spoke, he couldn't help crying again, "Can you stay with me? I don't dare to sleep in the room alone... I always worry that someone will break in and kill me, I'm really scared..."
His painful and collapsed expression was like a helpless child.
For many years, under the guidance of his father, Luo Chenxing was used to not showing his emotions. On his face, he always had a condescending smile, sitting and watching the ups and downs of the outside world, rolling and unfolding.
But now, all the strong coats were defeated, and he no longer had the strength to disguise himself, leaving only the most essential, scarred self.
Just as a child desires adult protection, he is almost begging, trying to seize the only sense of security.
Jiang Jinkong smiled, and under his hopeful gaze, he was really patiently comforting as if he was coaxing a child: "Okay, then I'll stay at the door and help you stare at the suspicious person, okay? You sleep with peace of mind, just look for me if you have any problems."
Luo Chenxing nodded pitifully and lay down like a child trying to show off. His helpless eyes were still staring at him, as if he was afraid that the other party would disappear in the blink of an eye.
Jiang Jinkong helped him raise the quilt and comforted him for a few more words. He finally tried to coax him to close his eyes. Then he also kept his promise, sat down in the lounge chair at the door, while checking the Jade Message, and occasionally glanced at Luo Chenxing's direction.
The sleeping pills were effective very quickly, and he should have fallen asleep slowly. However, the blow he suffered in one day was too big, and he couldn't sleep well even in a dream. Tears occasionally slipped down the corners of his eyes, his body twitched unconsciously, and his mouth was muttering sad sleep.
He is somewhat similar to Xueying at the time. They both chose to close their own people under the oppression of the outside world. But one of them armed the inside and outside with indifference, while the other was sinking into despair and unable to extricate themselves.
When he approached Xueying, he did not expect that the "Luo Young Master Luo Chenxing" who brought her various harms would have a close relationship with him one day.
However, his vision of human affairs is different from that of them. Since he is respected as a god, everyone on this land is his people in his eyes. No matter what kind of sin they have ever had, as long as they can repent, he will forgive them and lead them to rebirth.
This sitting took place from noon to dusk and then until nightfall.
"I won't go back today, so I don't have to keep a meal for me." After receiving a message, Jiang Jinkong briefly explained to the opposite side.
"Well, he is very dependent on me now. I will accompany him in the next few days. In fact, he is a good seedling. As long as he can pass this level, he will be completely reborn."
"So from tomorrow, I will start 'experience life'. It feels quite fresh to be a student in my territory for a few days."
When Feng Mushan heard that the adults would not be able to accompany him for a few days, he seemed to have some "small emotions".
"Sir, how long will you handle the matter of the Luo family's young master?"
Jiang Jinkong immediately followed up with a funny look: "Do you know the matter of the young master of the Luo family? If you could help me with it earlier, I wouldn't have to be so tired now."
Feng Mushan felt embarrassed and quickly explained: "Sir, I did not convey the Luo family matters to you as soon as possible, just to not disturb your cultivation..."
"It's okay." Jiang Jinkong didn't care. "I will solve the Luo family's affairs when it comes to the right time."
With his supernatural powers and a little calculation, he knew that this matter was one of the "constant numbers". In the dark, there was also the promotion of the way of heaven, in order to promote a certain historical necessity. Since this is the case, he was not in a hurry to interfere.
He glanced at the inner room and said with a smile: "You don't know, he looks very much like you in the past."
"I am so fragile that I always collapse at any time. I like to act coquettishly and dare not sleep alone at night. I clamor for me to accompany me. I am very old, and it seems that I have become a child at once."
"You really should come and see him, probably it's like looking in the mirror."
Feng Mushan seemed to be protesting: "At the beginning... I shouldn't be so inferior, right?"
Jiang Jinkong replied with a smile: "What do you think? Who are he? Are you still superior to such a junior?"
He always speaks like this, both humorous and melodious. Even if eight out of ten sentences are harmful to you, he will not really take it seriously. And Feng Mushan will only have leisure to joke like an ordinary person in front of him.
In this way, he really understands that feeling. It is not just the instinctive dependence after the demise of the family and country, but in front of a person who knows that he is strong enough to support you, all the tight strings seem to relax suddenly and will involuntarily open their hearts to him.
For so many years, as an emperor, he was the only one who took on the "unbearable weight" of his own. From now on, someone can finally share his own suffering and happiness.
Sir, it is too much for him to bring the people around him to a sense of security.
In such a casual chat, Luo Chenxing inside suddenly screamed in his sleep.
"No more, my child is about to get up again, so I'll take a look at him first." Jiang Jinkong looked in his direction, said a few hurriedly to the jade slip, and ended the communication.
On the bed, Luo Chenxing sat up in cold sweat, and his whole dress was soaked in sweat.
"The Flame Ghost Emperor... He wants to kill me! He wants to kill me again!"
Even the sleeping pills didn't work. The amount he took should be enough for him to sleep till the next morning. But after falling asleep, not long after, he soon dreamed of a scene in the daytime, and the Flame Ghost Emperor was still chasing him with a fierce spirit. He was killed in his dream just now...
"Did you dream of the Flame Ghost Emperor again?" Jiang Jinkong wiped the sweat on his forehead with a handkerchief, "Don't worry, he doesn't have special abilities and cannot break into your dream and kill you."
Luo Chenxing was still in fear. Even though he knew that he would not really die, he never wanted to relive such a scene again. He probably couldn't sleep this time.
"I..." After he held his knees and "autumed" for a long time, he finally squeezed out a few words in a depressed manner, "I'm a little hungry."
Even he himself doesn't know why he says this at this time.
Jiang Jinkong had asked him if he wanted to eat something before, but he firmly refused to step out of the room. Jiang Jinkong knew his condition at that time, and even if he forced him to eat, he would not be able to eat it. He respected any lifestyle and agreed to let him go to bed early. Sure enough, when it was time for people to be hungry, he would still be hungry.
"Then go and have something to eat? The restaurant here is open all night."
As if he was poked into the vital point, Luo Chenxing curled up into a ball in fear again: "I won't go out...I won't go out..." The empty restaurant in the late night sky was simply the most suitable place to start! He was so scared that he thought of it.
"Actually, I still have some food to store..." He buried his head deep into his knees, his voice lowered.
What he mentioned was actually a few buckets of instant noodles.
Recently, in order to save points and time, he rarely goes to restaurants for dinner, and most of the time, he just needs to eat with a soak.
After letting go of the seasonings, pouring boiling water, and waiting for the noodles to soak, Luo Chenxing remembered something that he had ignored before.
"Thank you for staying here with me." Scene words and education have become an instinct rooted in his blood. So at this moment, he first thanked him politely before turning to the topic and asked: "I'm very curious, what is your identity here? Are you also a student of this class? Why have I never seen you?"
Jiang Jinkong replied: "Maybe because I rarely participate in group activities."
"I have always been doing closed special training here, and there will be special personnel to guide me. Speaking of which, it is like a level of 'secret weapon'."
Luo Chenxing's IQ at this time was really much lower than usual. After hearing this, he believed it without thinking much, and nodded in admiration: "No wonder you can defeat the Flame Ghost Emperor."
"You..." It is definitely not easy for those who can "open a small stove" at the Tiangong Gate. Now, in addition to the original gratitude, he has a little more respect. "You should not only have a good mind, good qualifications, but also have a good family background, right? Are you a private child of Tianxiao Pavilion or Jiuyou Palace?"
"I really envy you famous geniuses who can live without the pressure of survival..."
"It's not entirely true." Jiang Jinkong took the opportunity to guide him, "I heard that Mo Gucheng, the first place in this assessment, may not be very prominent, but now when the new students see him, who is not respectful? The family background may be able to help you directly cross the finish line, but don't you still have to walk on your own after crossing the line?"
Luo Chenxing sighed: "You don't understand..." In his opinion, these words are the innocence of famous children like "why not eat meat minced", "A genius like that is not one in a million. Most people's achievements are still limited by their family background..."
"To put it, I'm so embarrassed to feel sorry for a genius like you. I'll accompany me to have instant noodles here."
At this time, Jiang Jinkong had skillfully uncovered the cover and picked up the fork.
"No, this brand has a 'spicy beef flavor' and you can try it next time?"
Luo Chenxing was stunned. He didn't expect that a genius like him was so "down-to-earth" and could know the taste of a small bucket of instant noodles...
Then, he barely started eating.
Although he was indeed hungry in his stomach, before he could take a few bites of the noodles, he suddenly felt nauseous and suddenly lowered his head and couldn't bear it and vomited the noodles he had eaten all over the floor.
Whether it was a psychological effect or a physical function that had not yet recovered, he felt that he could not eat anything now.
But if he doesn't eat now, he may not be able to eat anything in the future. Luo Chenxing calmed down and used a fork to lift the noodles in the bucket and forced him to his mouth.
As expected, he vomited again.
He just ate and vomited for this whole meal, and it was so painful. But even if it was painful, he was still trying hard to force himself to eat.
Because, he wants to survive.
Jiang Jinkong didn't say much. He could take them with him some roads, but there were also some roads that had to be followed by them.
...
One night passed.
Luo Chenxing was still sleeping uneasyly, and a bloody chaser appeared in his dream.
With all his injuries, hunger and sleepiness, his current physical condition is really bad.
As the sunlight shone through the window frame and spread on his face, he narrowed his eyes slightly and turned over again.
For everyone, a new day has begun. But this new day has no expectations for him.
He still wants to sleep like this. Now only this bed can make him feel safe.
"I'm going to go to the morning training, are you going?" Jiang Jinkong asked him as he packed his things.
Although Luo Chenxing supported himself with his upper body, he still wrapped himself tightly with a quilt: "You know I won't go..."
"Don't go, okay, please, please accompany me? I'm very scared..."
He also knew that his request was selfish, and no one would be willing to give up his cultivation and stay in this room to accompany him for the rest of his life. But now he just wanted to try his best to seize this only warmth, one day more.
Chapter completed!