1445. Chapter 1445 Butterfly Transformation
Chapter 1445 Butterfly Transformation
Before this, Yi Xin has indeed been bothering this problem.
Why do I often think about Rong Xiao even though I am dating the young master, and I am actually a bad girl like this, so I am a bad girl?
But now when I think about it carefully, this situation has not actually happened when I first dated. At that time, he did give her countless romance and pampering, satisfying all her girlish fantasies, so she was just satisfied with his kindness to herself. She felt very happy and thought that her choice was correct.
However, as their relationship becomes more and more unstable, the more disputes arise, the more she misses Rong Xiao. She always thinks that if she is with Rong Xiao, everything may be different.
It was precisely because she could not get the respect and security she needed in the young master and could not break up with him that she could only imagine a virtual boy, fantasizing that he would love and tolerate himself. She regarded this phantom as the only life-saving straw, and merged this phantom with Rong Xiao's shadow.
This is like a vicious cycle. Rong Huang's suspicion makes her exhausted, and she wants to escape; and the more she wants to escape, the more Rong Huang is suspicious of her. So the relationship between the two continues to deteriorate.
They were all deeply trapped in this cycle and no one could break it.
After thinking through all this, Yi Xin was both moved and shocked: "It's really like what the senior sister said... Senior sister, I think you are so transparent, you seem to understand everything!"
Liu Mo smiled satisfied, and wanted to make her admire her again: "You think it's difficult to fall in love. On the one hand, it may be because you didn't meet the right person, and on the other hand, it may be because you didn't master the correct way to get along."
"Is it often that your starting point is obviously out of good intentions, but the other party may misunderstand you? It may even cause unnecessary disputes?"
"Yes...yes!" Yi Xin was stunned for a moment, then nodded repeatedly, "It's true! I don't know why this is the case!"
For example, when she was after school, she saw some classmates who were still left in the classroom by the tutor to correct the test papers. When they were anxious, she kindly told them that if there were questions they could not know, she could teach them, but one of them glanced at her in disgust and said, "Yes, yes, you can die if you get the full mark, right?"
For example, when she wanted to buy music boxes for the young master as a gift, she used her spare time to work, but not only did she not make the young master happy, but instead made him feel restless and thought that she was doing something shameful on her back.
For example, after Dai Hang hid in the academy, she understood that he did not want to cause misunderstandings between her and the young master, but she did not want to lose this good friend, so sometimes she would do something for him quietly.
For example, on the day he was on duty, she came to the college early, finished his work first, and put the breakfast she bought for him - just like he used to bring breakfast for herself - into his desk. But this scene happened to be seen by a few naughty boys in the same class, who screamed and cheered. Yi Xin saw Dai Hang, who then walked into the classroom, his face was obviously very ugly.
So, did you cause trouble for him?
There are many similar examples, for example, once she happened to be very early after school and passed by a newly opened restaurant. She was not good at speaking and wanted to express her love to her parents. So she ordered a few dishes that her parents liked and took them home. After spending a long time to clean the house, she was waiting to see her surprise when she came back.
Unexpectedly, seeing her abnormal behavior, my mother's first reaction was not to feel relieved, but to question with a dark face: "You might have failed the exam, right?"
For example, Xu Wenwen has always been a person who doesn't study and crams before the exam. Her scores are always struggling on the edge of the passing line. Once, the big exam is approaching, and it is said that she finally made up her mind to review well and let herself supervise her, but when she turned around, she made an appointment with several young sisters to go shopping. She tried to persuade her to stay for her grades and to fulfill her supervisory duties. At that time, the young sisters were quite complaining.
That day, she tutored her several sets of test papers and gave her a concentrated analysis of all the wrong questions. Xu Wenwen was very grateful and said, "This day was not in vain!" But then a few young sisters came back from shopping and talked about Xu Wenwen's favorite idol Yan Nanqing, "Prince Nan", and today they held a signature CD sale event in the square where they were shopping. They all got Prince Nan's autographs and even showed off their CDs in front of Xu Wenwen.
Xu Wenwen regretted that her intestines were blushing, and the sisters said lightly, "If you want to blame, blame Yi Xin, she didn't let you go with us." Xu Wenwen thought that this was true. She really took her anger on herself, shook her shoulder and shouted that it was all you blame...
Every time she encounters such a thing, Yi Xin feels particularly wronged. She really doesn't understand why her kindness is always disappointed. Is it because her emotional intelligence is too low? Why is everything she does is wrong? These experiences have become shadows in her heart. When she makes her do things again, she will first worry about doing something wrong.
Liu Mo explained in a timely manner: "This is because you are too bad at expressing yourself, so you cannot accurately convey your thoughts to others. They don't know what you are thinking, so they just interpret you with their own guesses, which will form a 'misunderstanding'."
"Then... what should I do?" Yi Xin asked quickly.
Liu Mo smiled and said, "Actually, your logical thinking is very good. I think your composition must be very outstanding. I am not good at expressing it, but because when you get along with other people, you will always put yourself in a habitual way. You care too much about the impression you leave on others every sentence, so you dare not say a lot of things and are embarrassed to say them."
Yi Xin nodded subconsciously, and Liu Mo continued: "To change this, the first thing to do is to improve your confidence. When you no longer be careless, you can say a lot of things naturally. The senior sister suggests that you can do a long-distance race every day, without having to force it at the beginning, and wait until you slowly adapt and extend the distance bit by bit. Every time you break through the limit of your body, you will feel that your whole body is completely refreshed! Believe me, this is very helpful in improving your confidence."
"But I..." Yi Xin buried her head in a hurry, "I'm not very good at running..."
"That's why I have to start adapting!" Liu Mo smiled and pulled her to stand up, "How about it, let's go to the playground for a few laps now! It's your first time running, and my senior sister will accompany you."
"Oh... the senior sister is waiting..." Yi Xin was pulled by her passively, but Liu Mo always had a calm smile on her face. She tightened her hand and prevented the junior girl from having the chance to escape.
The two changed into sportswear and sneakers together and came back to the playground.
After doing warm-up exercises, Liu Mo directly pulled Yi Xin and ran away. In order to accommodate her physical strength, they still slowed down in the first lap.
When dealing with Yi Xin, Liu Mo really hoped that she would be good. This is quite rare in her life of benefit.
What to say is probably because the friends who have been with her for so many years are the same kind of people. They say beautiful words but know more than anyone else in their hearts what the other person thinks. Even if they are praised by these plastic sisters, she won't really feel happy.
This kind of relationship is very hypocritical and sometimes makes her feel bored. Only Yi Xin is the most real. No matter how she says it, she must think in her heart. So Liu Mo also likes to see her admiring herself, so she plays the role of "life mentor" in front of her again and again.
Moreover, this girl is too simple and can't bear to hurt her. At this point, her idea coincides with Xie Shaochen.
After running for half a lap, Yi Xin was already exhausted and panting. Sports has always been her weakness, but every time she raised her head and saw Liu Mo's relaxed and natural look, she would cheer herself up and grit her teeth and persevere.
The senior sister is so outstanding. If she does what she says, will she become as outstanding as her one day?
When running with her, Yi Xin felt that their distance was very close for the first time. Maybe just running like this can make herself get closer to her..., right?
After running, Liu Mo simply held her hand and ran together. If it weren't for this, she might have given up early on exhausted. But there seemed to be someone who kept bringing her strength when running like this. So Yi Xin kept insisting and running hard...
This was the first time running. They only ran the distance of the girl's physical test. Yi Xin felt so tired that she was dying. But when she saw the timing on the jade slip, she was surprised to find that she had always been able to pass the exam. This was the first time she could run to achieve good results!
"Xinxin, how do you feel after running?" After the two washed their faces in the pool beside the playground together, Liu Mo asked her with a smile.
"I feel... very tired?" Yi Xin's breath is not breathing well yet, and her little face flushed after exercise, but it also adds a kind of healthy beauty to her who has always been weak.
"But, I'm very happy!" Her heart was beating, which made her spirit excited. "This feeling is wonderful. I don't know how to describe it...but, it's really good!"
"Then, you have to stick to it every day in the future." Liu Mo smiled, took out the jade slip and showed her a software, "There is a pedometer function on Micro Time and Space, which you can activate. At that time, you can check your own steps at any time and see the friends' steps ranking. In order to make the ranking look better, you will definitely be willing to run a few more steps."
Yi Xin has indeed heard of pedometers. When watching dynamics, she often sees people showing off her steps. At that time, she didn't think it was of any significance, but after activated according to Liu Mo's guidance, she saw that the well-known friend rankings were also many names that she was familiar with. This was like an alternative interactive space, a new world she had never touched.
Now that she has just been opened, her name ranks last, but the "self-esteem of a top student" really gives her the idea of catching up as soon as possible.
She walked back and forth with the jade slip a few steps and saw the numbers on the screen jumping from "0 steps". This sense of accomplishment seemed to have even wiped out the fatigue around her. She held the jade slip and walked around the pool, always smiling happily, which was an unprecedented confident smile on her face.
At this time, a boy wearing a high school uniform walked up to her and nodded to her.
"Hello, classmate, can I get to know you?"
"Hey, me?" Yi Xin was startled. After seeing him nodding with certainty, she still felt unbelievable: "Why... want to know me?"
"Because you think you are very beautiful and elegant." The boy's praise was very straightforward, "Can you exchange contact information?"
Yi Xin subconsciously looked at Liu Mo and asked for her opinions. Liu Mo nodded to her with a smile.
"Uh... OK." With the encouragement of the senior sister, Yi Xin finally plucked up the courage to take out the jade slip and exchange contact information with him.
Until the boy left satisfied, Yi Xin was still a little overwhelmed.
Is this the legendary "challenge"?
She knew that there were many girls who would be approached by boys wherever they went, but that was the treatment that only beautiful girls could get! She never expected that such things would happen to her one day...
At this time, Liu Mo also walked over with a smile.
"Xinxin, now I know that my senior sister is right, right? As long as you are willing to believe in yourself, you are very charming."
After tidying her collar and taking care of her hair, Liu Mo said again: "When I have time, my senior sister will take you to buy a few clothes and make a good look to let you see how beautiful you can be."
"I still think... it's incredible!" Yi Xin was still timid, and his fingers gently stroked the screen of the jade slip. "Hey, would he want to chat with the senior sister, but he thought the senior sister was too beautiful, and he was embarrassed, so he just asked me to deal with it..."
Liu Mo glanced at her with a funny look: "Silly, when he asked you for contact information, he kept staring at you, and never looked at me." She sighed deliberately, "Oh, the first time I was compared by my junior sister, I was even more jealous--"
Yi Xin nodded thoughtfully. It was not until this time that she dared to carefully check the newly added name in the address book.
Since the senior sister said so, it should be true...
For that boy, maybe this was just a very simple call, maybe he just wanted to make friends, maybe he had asked many girls for contact information like this, but no matter what, for Yi Xin, this experience really greatly encouraged her self-confidence. Let her know that such a self, such a small and ordinary self, can be loved by others...
Chapter completed!