462. the 462nd chapter broken love
Chapter 462: Destroy the Love
Ye Shuo was surprised when he saw Qi Dingsha.
In the past, although everyone was also friends in the Xuantian Sect, at most they had to nod. At the same time, they all had their own life tracks and rarely had intersections.
After that family tragedy, the few surviving people had more or less changed their personalities. However, Ye Shuo knew very well that Qi Dingsha was the one who was most hurt in this tragedy. What she lost was not only a family, but also her only relative in this world.
There were many times when Ye Shuo wanted to comfort her, but because of an indescribable resistance, he always stopped at the last moment.
On the one hand, his heart was also in a mess. He had no confidence to help Qi Dingsha get out of the pain. It was more likely that the two of them would fall into the torture of hatred together.
On the other hand, perhaps it is a more important reason. He always felt that these things should be done by Chu Tianyao, and what Qi Dingsha needed must be Chu Tianyao. From his own standpoint, he was not qualified to enter her heart.
After entering Zhiyuan Academy, since the activity areas of the two were not in the same range, a shielding system for jade slips was set up here, which was equivalent to completely disconnecting from contact.
Until the practical course met again, she seemed to have a lot of clearness. When Ye Shuo was still hesitating whether to go over to say hello to her, the three-person group that disliked each other and was constantly troubled had already occupied all his thoughts.
Recently, although the college temporarily closed the shielding system in order to investigate the Jade Slip signal that communicated with the enemy, Ye Shuo had enough troubles. The consultant was chased, punished and reviewed, Nangong Fei's debt, and the practice report that followed... one after another, leaving him so busy that he had almost no time to breathe.
Speaking of which, today is actually a special day. I just came back from hot pot with Xu Yuan and others, and then received another special guest in the dormitory. The news he brought made Ye Shuo frown... Just as the man had just left, a knock on the door sounded again outside the dormitory.
In this mood, Ye Shuo really didn't have the interest in entertaining guests. He opened the door casually. The first thing he saw was that Qi Dingsha who had been carefully dressed up!
"Ye Shuo, can I go in and sit?" Qi Dingsha looked into the room, her eyes were timid and empty. Since she left the Xuantian Sect, her eyes have only regained a little bit of her former spirit when she looked at Chu Tianyao. It's a pity...
"Oh, of course, come in and sit in!" After forcibly suppressing the concern in his mind, Ye Shuo took the initiative to avoid a step. After Qi Tingsha walked into the room slowly, she carefully grabbed the two door panels.
As soon as the door closed, only the two of them were left in the limited space. Ye Shuo suddenly felt an unspeakable sense of inconsistency, not only thinking that the room was too empty, but also thinking that it was so small that it was impossible to find a topic to talk about.
For example, it was because he was nervous about being alone with a girl, but even when he was alone with Yan Xuemeng, Helian Feng, and Nangong Fei for various reasons, he never felt this way...
After swallowing his saliva, Ye Shuo could only attribute this abnormality to the heat of the weather.
"That... Junior Sister Dingsha, is there anything wrong?" After watching Qi Dingsha sit down at the table, she took out a small gourd wine on her own, and drank it by herself with the wine glass she brought. She was actually in a posture of sitting for a long time. Ye Shuo finally could not remain silent anymore.
Qi Dingsha's eyes swept across his face, something unknown in her eyes. She quickly picked up the wine glass again and whispered to herself: "If my father is still here, then today should be his birthday..."
Qi Dingsha's eyes turned red in an instant when she said the first sentence. She was still worried about what if her acting skills were not up to standard and Ye Shuo saw the flaws. But now it seems that everything related to the Xuantian Sect does not need to be disguised.
Similarly, hatred... does not require disguise.
Qi Dingsha's eyes staring at the wine glass suddenly slashed, and she returned to normal before being caught by Ye Shuo, "So Ye Shuo, can you talk with me? At least today, I don't want to be alone..."
Being gazed with pity, Ye Shuo had not yet come to his senses, but he had already sat opposite her by a devil. I hope she still didn't know anything, I hope... it's not like she thought.
As if Ye Shuo's question was seen, Qi Dingsha took the initiative to fill the wine glass opposite, and her scattered hair covered her confused eyes, "Tianyao... hasn't paid attention to me for a long time. Our Xuantian Sect, we died, we left, and we scattered. Now, you are really the only one left..." He drank the wine in the glass, and the flush on his cheeks first outlined a bit of drunkenness, "Today, let's not be drunk, okay?"
Ye Shuo took the wine glass, hesitated for a moment, and then sipped it all in Qi Dingsha's expectant gaze. As the spicy knife-cut feeling passed through his throat, a treacherous smile suddenly sounded in his mind.
"Hehe, I've just had a sleep, where did this little girl come out like this? Oh, it's really good, her figure is not worse than the last time, tsk...hey, she seems to be your boy's sweetheart?"
"What are you talking about?" Ye Shuo was so familiar with the cunning voice. It was the one who had just been conquered by himself in the underground secret passage and caused him a peach blossom debt with endless troubles. The unscrupulous pet beast Shen Xinglie!
"She is my junior sister in the Xuantian Sect before. I warn you, this time you will never be allowed to make trouble for me again! Did you hear that!"
"Tsk tsk, when you talk about her, you're so nervous. You dare to say that you're not your sweetheart-" Shen Xinglie was still sighing alone, "Boy, don't pretend. When you face her, your soul fluctuations are different from when facing other women. This is the breath of love and desire! I am the most familiar with this fluctuation, and you will definitely not hide it from me."
In the end, Shen Xinglie was a little embarrassed, "At the moment of beauty, you silly boy just drink and chat, which really ruined the love luck that came to your door. In order not to let you be punished by God, I will reluctantly take it on your behalf. Men, don't be cowardly, just do it!"
"I warn you not to do anything randomly!" Ye Shuo had to draw out a large amount of soul power to suppress the instinctive impulse aroused by the fierce movement of the gods. "I already have Nangong Fei! I must be responsible for her! Speaking of which, who caused me the trouble!!"
"Hehe, what's the point of just guarding one woman? This colorful world is worse than I accompany you to collect all the girls in the world, and then you will be responsible for them one by one? Hehehe..." Shen Xinglie smiled even more treacherously.
"You're really enough! Why did I take such a pet beast like you back then!!" Ye Shuo roared madly in his heart.
Shen Xinglie's soul fluctuation immediately shook back: "Why, if you are so reluctant, you will terminate the soul contract now and give me freedom!"
"Don't even think about it!"
Ignoring the strange curse after Shen Xinglie, Ye Shuo focused his energy on the wine table again. He was distracted just now, and he discussed the old things about the Xuantian School with Qi Dingsha. Naturally, he drank one cup after another.
"Ye Shuo, what should you do if a person you were originally familiar with suddenly finds that he has become very strange one day?" Qi Dingsha leaned halfway on the wine table and stared at him with all concentration, "Do you pretend you don't know anything, or... admit that you are blind?"
Ye Shuo sighed: "Everyone will change. But sometimes, maybe it's not him who has changed, but you have never really known him."
"Ha..." Qi Tingsha sneered heavily, "Maybe!" After drinking a few big glasses of wine alone, she stopped again, "Is there any clues about the consultant?"
Ye Shuo silently held the wine glass in his hand tightly. Qi Dingsha's every sentence tonight was meaningful. Perhaps, things really were going to develop in the direction he didn't want to see.
"I have it." Ye Shuo was silent for a long time after saying these two words. Looking at Qi Dingsha with his eyes burning, he finally turned away. "If I said that person was Chu Tianyao, and the person who sent the seller of spiritual weapons in Xuantian was also him. If you didn't come tonight, I was going to go to him to settle the accounts. What would you... think?"
In Qi Dingsha's ears, every sentence of these words was in conflict with Chu Tianyao's accusation. Ye Shuo did nothing but his bad things, and now he still had to turn the tables. How could he be deceived by him?
"I just feel that some people's souls are really rotten and there is no cure to save." Qi Dingsha stared at Ye Shuo and slowly said this sentence.
After that, both of them seemed to have a tacit understanding to avoid this topic. After drinking a cup of strong wine, Qi Dingsha's eyes became more and more distracted. When she was almost about to fall, Ye Shuo held her.
"Junior Sister Dingsha, you have drunk too much, I'll send you back."
However, before the two of them could take a step, Qi Dingsha's arms had already wrapped around his neck. Her delicate red lips were close to her eyes, and she breathed like orchids. Ye Shuo felt a moment of breathing and suffocation.
"No, don't leave me behind... Just tonight, should I be with me? I just want someone to let me realize that someone cares about me. It turns out that I am not redundant in this world..." In the dim eyes, Ye Shuo's face gradually turned into Chu Tianyao in front of Qi Dingsha.
That's good, just treat him as Tianyao... If you treat him as Tianyao, you will definitely be fine... Qi Dingsha slowly closed her eyes and tentatively kissed her forward.
As his lips touched each other, Ye Shuo's brain suddenly turned blank.
In fact, Shen Xinglie said nothing wrong. He really felt a different feeling when he met Tingsha. However, she had always been a pair with the senior brother she respected, so Ye Shuo subconsciously did not think about that aspect. This feeling was always suppressed by him in the deepest part of his heart.
When Helianfeng "proposal" to him when he was encircling the city, a shadow flashed in Ye Shuo's heart. It was like a conditioned reflex, the first person he could think of when he was starting a family. But the shadow was too hazy and flashed away, and he didn't even see it clearly.
After that, every time Helianfeng was planning their future, when he heard his fellow disciples talk about love, and when he realized that his future feelings had to be placed on Nangong Fei, that shadow faintly flashed through his heart.
That is the person he really longs forever, and he will unknowingly put himself and her into other couples...
Ye Shuo didn't take it too seriously before. After all, love is not the whole of his life, and he doesn't think that having an extra girlfriend around him can bring him any practical help.
Until this moment, when Qi Dingsha snuggled in his arms, the beautiful figure in his mind finally coincided with the actual warmth and softness in front of him, which made Ye Shuo confirm for the first time that his first girl with feelings was really Qi Dingsha!
This feeling may be young, young, and may never bear fruit, but after all, it really exists...
Ye Shuo finally closed his eyes, and the two hugged each other tightly, falling down towards the big bed behind them.
The curtains are low, the candle fire is extinguished, and in the quiet darkness, there is only the passion like fire that depends on each other.
When the love reached its peak, the poisonous snake lying in the dark quietly revealed its minions, and a sharp white light suddenly flashed, piercing the initial throbbing that was addicted to ambiguity.
"Bang!"
A crisp sound of a sharp weapon falling to the ground.
Then there was a heavier sound and a woman's low voice.
In an instant, the room was brightly lit. It was a sharp dagger about an inch long that landed on the ground. Qi Dingsha also fell to the ground, not even caring about her slipping clothes, and her eyes were full of hatred and disbelief.
Ye Shuo sat on the head of the bed and looked down at her, slowly clasping the buttons of his coat with one hand, his expression a kind of sadness that had never appeared on his face.
"If I'm not mistaken, it should be Chu Tianyao who asked you to come."
From the first time he saw Qi Dingsha tonight, he had been resisting that possibility in his heart. He would rather believe that Qi Dingsha was indeed begging for his company because she was lonely and helpless and hurt her life...
However, the ominous premonition finally came true. This self just confirmed that she was the girl in her first love, and then came to assassinate herself. If this incident was sad enough, what Ye Shuo was even more distressed was why Qi Tingsha didn't care about herself like this and why did she ruin herself like this for Chu Tianyao!
Ye Shuo can use a girl who loves him deeply to do such a thing for him. He can say without hesitation, Chu Tianyao, he is really a scumbag.
Chapter completed!