Chapter 818 Forgiveness

That night, the two of them slept in the mountains and forests. They made a fire and sprinkled deworming powder around them. Ling Tianshuang directly put on his clothes and lay down.

"I'm sleeping, come and watch."

Yan Xueying looked at his neatly dressed clothes and said in surprise: "You're just sleeping like this?"

Ling Tianshuang responded, "Well, I'm afraid you will assassinate me." She glanced at the burning fire beside her and then said, "Don't go over the fire."

"No!" Yan Xueying blurted out. After subconsciously refuting, she was suddenly shocked.

Why am I so anxious? Not only did I never think about hurting him, but I even paid attention to his safety all the time. I was happy for him, worried for him, and valued him more than myself. When did it start to become like this?

Staring at his quiet sleeping face, his perfect facial features and slightly trembling eyelashes, it seemed to have a kind of seductive magic. Under the reflection of the fire, the world was dyed with a hazy warmth. Yan Xueying slowly raised her hand and tentatively stroked his side face.

The burning flames suddenly jumped up, and a string of sparks exploded, which also shocked Yan Xueying's enthusiasm. She hurriedly withdrew her hand, and her heart was beating like a thief.

I... seem to really fall in love with him.

Only love can make the ice and snow goddess who is cold from the inside to the outside become a young and shy little woman who can act spoiled and shy for no reason.

The flames continued to move, sprinkling the warm red light on the two of them, and also scorching Yan Xueying's restless heart.

This kind of life lasted for several days.

Every night, Ling Tianshuang throws the night watch mission to Yan Xueying without saying a word, and falls asleep on her own. She never gets up and changes shifts at night. Yan Xueying gradually feels full of resentment from her initial tolerance. But she has just realized her thoughts and does not want to affect the relationship between the two, so she can only swallow the bitterness into her stomach.

That night, Ling Tianshuang was sleeping well. Yan Xueying stared at him with resentment, and broke the dead branches he picked up and threw them into the fire, constantly muttering complaints that only he understood.

"What's wrong? Don't you want to watch the night?" Suddenly, Ling Tianshuang half opened her eyes and glanced at her with a faint smile.

Yan Xueying glared back viciously: "I don't want to!"

Ling Tianshuang nodded and sat up happily: "Okay, let's exchange."

Yan Xueying was stunned. Why did he... suddenly become so easy to talk to? This made her stare at him more alert and dared not fall asleep.

"Tell me what I want in the future, and others will not guess what you think. Then you will blame the world for the incomprehension of others." Ling Tianshuang fiddled with the fire and soon entered a state of "vigilance" and said lightly.

Yan Xueying's eyes were blurred for a moment and then slowly softened, with a hint of gratitude hidden in it. It turned out...is this his purpose?

This is a common problem among the world. There are many misunderstandings, often due to lack of communication. One is unwilling to say it, the other is unwilling to ask, which leads to both parties going further and further on the wrong path until they cannot look back.

At the Tianxiao Pavilion, she was questioned by the elders. She wanted to say many times that she had worked very hard, why can't you see it? She also wanted to accuse her loudly, why should she have so high demands on me, and why can't she be more tolerant?!

However, because she has always regarded her elders as authority, and authority cannot be denied, she never dared to express her true thoughts, and could only be angry again and again, and finally she accumulated a lot of resentment and ran away in anger. If she had been able to express herself more frankly at the beginning, many things might not have developed into what she is today.

However, it was precisely because of leaving Tianxiao Pavilion that he knew him... Yan Xueying quietly turned over and stared at the person who took him out of the cocoon and experienced another kind of life. The smile that came from the bottom of her mouth was raised again.

I am indifferent, paranoid and weird, and I have also hurt some people who are kind to me. It was him who smoothed out his edges and made her know so many different levels of self.

What he did during this period, whether he was working with himself or watching the night, he had been helping himself, approaching society, integrating into society, and in a normal way.

When I am with him, I can rely on him with confidence, as if I don’t have to worry about anything, and at the same time I can retain myself. This is a very magical and beautiful feeling.

In the fire, Yan Xueying looked him deeply and imprinted him into her heart, then slowly closed her eyes and fell asleep with a sweet smile.

...

Since then, Yan Xueying no longer blocked herself. She would take the initiative to tell him some of her own little thoughts, and Ling Tianshuang's response never disappointed her.

In irrelevant trivial matters, his spoof and humor always make her happy quickly; and when he calms down to comfort himself, he is always so understanding and makes her feel warm. When he is quiet and when he moves, he grasps it just right. Moreover, in him, he also has an unparalleled leadership temperament, which naturally leads the actions of the people around him. Such a person is enough to move any woman.

Finally, after crossing the hearts, Yan Xueying decided to tell him the deepest secret he had hidden, that is, the secret about Tianxiao Pavilion.

"I dare not say that I can help, but I promise that I will listen carefully." Ling Tianshuang answered like this after she raised her head.

Yan Xueying nodded gratefully. The process of restarting the memory was unexpectedly not as painful as she imagined. Perhaps because she had always been borne by herself, and now, there is a trustworthy person around her to carry it with her. And she believes that he can withstand it.

"While God closes a door for you, he will also open a window for you, so you know me now."

The slightly narcissistic answer made Yan Xueying smile and squint her eyes. She didn't expect that this memory that once tortured her so much that one day could be said in such a relaxed tone. Looking back on the past, those pains are no longer rough gravel that abraded the soul, but can be appreciated with another perspective to appreciate the beauty of broken sand. Perhaps, this is growth.

"Why do you have to recognize the value of your own efforts?" Ling Tianshuang and Yan Xueying sat side by side on a small slope, their voices were calm and they had the power to heal people's hearts.

"There are many people in this world who will not be your friends or your enemies. It is unrealistic to please everyone. As long as you have a clear conscience, be yourself with peace of mind, and there will naturally be people who know how to recognize your value."

"I am willing to be the one who recognizes you." As he said that, he raised his hand and gently placed it on the back of Yan Xueying's hand, holding her hand, "Just your brilliance will bloom for me."

Yan Xueying's eyes trembled a little, shocked by this strong tenderness. After a while, she turned her head and met Ling Tianshuang's eyes, with infinite tenderness surging in her eyes.

"I just really feel that maybe God has treated me quite well."

...

After sharing this most secret thought, Yan Xueying felt that the relationship between them seemed to be much closer.

To be honest, Ling Tianshuang is a person who is not prone to conflict with others, because he never forces you to accept his views. He has always given the greatest respect for different opinions. Yan Xueying spent most of her time with him, except for one thing-

When Luo Chenxing humiliated himself so much, he would not be able to vent his anger without killing him. This is Yan Xueying's principle of dealing with things.

But whenever she mentioned this, Ling Tianshuang would only suggest that she let go of her hatred and forgive others if she had to. That light tone would always make Yan Xueying angry.

It can be seen that his outlook on life, like the master of the Heavenly Palace, is a standard "holy father". They advocate forgiveness of all evil people and advocate "harmony is the most important". Only in this regard, they are different from him and do not make plans!

Every time Luo Chenxing is mentioned, it will almost lead to a small dispute. Yan Xueying has been holding back and forth. That night, when the topic turned here again, I don’t know which string in my heart touched. Seeing that he was not in his own affairs and would only persuade him to "forgive", Yan Xueying finally yelled in grief and anger.

"You asked me to let Luo Chenxing go? Do you know how miserable I was by him? You always asked me to consider it from the perspective of others, why can't you think about it from the perspective of me?"

"I thought about it from your perspective and said this." On the opposite side, Ling Tianshuang stood up and looked at her calmly, "You are just venting your personal grudges. What can you get if you kill him? What are you left except a heart that is twisted by hatred?"

"Luo Chenxing, I don't recognize it. Maybe he has done a lot of bad things, or maybe it's just a side of yours, and these are not important. Since he is alive now, he is qualified to live. If he does something wrong and commits a sin, you can send him to trial and let him go to jail, but no one is qualified to deprive him of the right to survive! Hatred is not good, public opinion is not good, even the law is not good! This is my claim!"

When he spoke this, his momentum was so great that he was like a king who was speaking to his subjects.

Under such pressure, Yan Xueying felt that she had fallen short out of thin air. But thinking about the torture she had suffered in the Luo family, she still defended her weakly:

"But what if it is a bad guy? The Luo family runs the black market and has done so many despicable things, will you ignore these?"

Ling Tianshuang smiled coldly: "He is a bad guy, maybe, what about you?"

Yan Xueying's pupils dissipated, and she had a premonition that he had to say what he was going to say. Those were things she didn't want to hear. She begged and shook her head, asking him to leave some self-esteem for herself.

"How many people have you killed? Can you still count them?" However, Ling Tianshuang was abnormal tonight and continued to speak aggressively, "Just because others looked at you more on the roadside, you were going to kill people. Because there was a little conflict with you, you were going to kill people. You regard human life as a mustard, do you think you are a good person?"

"If you think that those who are weaker than you deserve to be killed by you, then Luo Chenxing did all this when he was stronger than you, what's wrong with him?"

Yan Xueying shook her head in pain, and two lines of clear tears fell from the corners of her eyes. These were all told to him by herself because she trusted him... But now, he has to use the weapons he provided to break through his defense. Why do he hurt himself like this? Is it just to protect Luo Chenxing?!

"I really didn't expect... there would be such a big difference between us. Why do you choose to stand on my side between me and my enemy? Didn't you say that you never force others to accept your point of view?"

While talking, Yan Xueying was already crying. They were all happy together, but they didn't expect to make such a big fuss about an outsider. Maybe she was wrong, it was because she shouldn't have provoked the topic tonight.

"Opinions can be expressed freely, but this is the law of the world." Ling Tianshuang's eyes were without mercy, as if at this moment, he was just the embodiment of the rules.

"The law is also determined by people!" Yan Xueying shouted in a collapsed voice, "You should be the supporter of the Lord of Heaven, right? I also respect the Lord of the Far Ancestor, but I absolutely cannot agree with some of his ideas!

He is not stopping others from killing, but simply stopping others from seeking revenge! Why do everyone choose to forgive after being hurt by others? What about himself? Can he really do it? What about him now forgive people who have nothing to do with him. If it really involves his personal interests, can he still choose to forgive without any grudges?"

Ling Tianshuang hesitated for a moment and looked away for the first time.

"At the beginning, he left a lifetime of regret because he did not choose to forgive in time."

When he said this, his voice was very light, and there was a hint of imperceptible loneliness in his eyes.

Yan Xueying was angry, but she didn't notice it. She tried to force herself to calm down after taking a few deep breaths.

"None of us can convince anyone, and it's meaningless to continue arguing. You can't help me, but please don't stop me. I must kill Luo Chenxing. At that time, we will go our own way. Please be clean of your eyes!"

Ling Tianshuang was silent for a long time and sighed softly. The scattered sorrow instantly wrapped him, making him feel like he was trapped in the shadow of backlight. The fog that floated in the mountains and forests was like the white frost that never dissipated for a long time in the winter night.

"Yes, it seems that our concepts are really fundamentally different."

Yan Xueying bit her lip and nodded, she was pleased that he could recognize this.

"So," Ling Tianshuang turned her gaze inch by inch, and her cold eyes slowly fell on Yan Xueying like a black hole that swallowed her emotions.

Yan Xueying was suddenly stunned. At this moment, he was unprecedentedly strange. There was no glory in his eyes, and even a strange murderous intent!

"I don't think you have the value to live."

As soon as he finished speaking, a black mist quickly swept around Ling Tianshuang's arm, and the front end was as sharp as a knife. He also raised his hand suddenly, and the black light burst out, instantly piercing Yan Xueying's heart!
Chapter completed!