This kind of incomprehension began when Zhuang Yibo hid from her, but now it became more and more like a thick fog.

Even though Zhuang Yibo was in front of her, she could not see her clearly.

Even when there were only two people together, Zhuang Yibo seemed to be the same as before, but Qianxing knew that it was not.

Judging from her performance in front of Shin Wangjin, Qianxing knew that she was not.

She didn't know what Zhuang Yibo was thinking, and Zhuang Yibo didn't seem to want her to know, so she pretended not to care and didn't ask.

But this is not normal.

This is fundamentally abnormal.

"You would never look at such clothes before," said Qianxing.

"Yes." Zhuang Yibo said, "But at that time, I just wanted to try it. I think such clothes are very suitable for me."

Qianxing vaguely noticed what she wanted to say, and paused before saying, "Because Shin Wangjin doesn't like it?"

"No." Zhuang Yibo slowly shook his head, "At that time, I didn't know what he liked or didn't like, and I didn't have to go against him. What I thought was that Zhuang Yibo, who was suitable for himself, was with Shen Wangjin."

Qianxing's breath suddenly suffocated.

As he said this, Zhuang Yibo slowly let out a breath, smiled, and then said: "Qianxing, some things are really difficult. I have worked hard for a long time but I can't do it. On the contrary, I just stayed in endless pain. I have had enough, really enough - I can only completely abandon the past self and face a completely different life with a brand new self."

Qianxing looked at her quietly, and his eyes turned red in an instant, and he stretched out his hand to hold her.

Zhuang Yibo just patted the back of her hand, chuckled and said, "In fact, I handled it well, I almost succeeded, I have begun to devote myself to it, and enjoy this other kind of life-"

"I broke your other life?" Qianxing said slowly.

Zhuang Yibo shook his head, "It's not your reason, it's because of me. I can separate from the whole world, except you. Because you are the only person in this world who is truly good to me - no matter how my world is divided, I can't exclude you."

"So you can only hide from me?"

Zhuang Yibo lowered his eyes slightly, "I have no choice... I promised you not to lie to you, but I will try my best to manage a new life-"

Qianxing couldn't help biting his lips, then suddenly reached out and grabbed Zhuang Yibo tightly, saying, "Yibo, you don't need to be wronged like this, you don't need any new life! You were so good in the past, very good! You don't need this bullshit second life at all--"

"I need it." Zhuang Yibo faced her gaze and spoke word by word, "Because Zhuang Yibo in the past could neither put aside his guilt towards his parents nor be with Shin Wangjin. But after a different person, I could do anything - not be humiliated by my parents, shameless, and with Shin Wangjin--"

"If it's really that good, why don't you continue to enjoy it?" Qianxing looked at her and said, "Why do you want to say these words?"

"It's because I'm afraid." Zhuang Yibo slowly raised his head and looked at her again, chuckling involuntarily, "Qianxing, do you know how ridiculous this world is? I tried hard to turn myself into a person who can be with him, but in the end, what he liked was always the Zhuang Yibo who couldn't be with him - Qianxing, do you understand what I'm talking about?"

Qianxing suddenly stopped.
Chapter completed!