She turned off the office lights and walked out slowly.

On the way home, I passed by a restaurant where she often went to dinner alone and stopped the car to eat.

She chose a single table, and the warm and delicious meals made her cold body feel a little more comfortable. She gave her a cup of hot milk with the waiter she already knew, and smiled, "I'm working overtime so late again?"

Jiang Tunan looked up and smiled warmly, "For this time, come and drink your milk."

The waiter saw Duo Jiangtunan many times, but was still amazed by her appearance. "If I look so beautiful, I will definitely find a rich man and no longer work hard."

Jiang Tunan's gentle smile, "It's the longest thing to rely on yourself."

The waiter turned his eyes and said, "You are right, women should be independent!"

After dinner, Jiangtunan left the restaurant and drove home.

It was very cold outside, and the warmth brought out from the restaurant was soon blown away by the cold wind.

When I got home, I opened the door and went in, and the darkness and coldness filled the room.

Suddenly I thought of one night when she wanted to send him a message after she returned home. When she wanted to give up, she saw him standing on her balcony.

Just like a person who was lost in the dark sea suddenly saw the lighthouse guiding the way.

The scenes and moods at that time, now I think of them, are so beautiful that they are so trance-like, and so profound that they can be remembered for a lifetime.

She didn't turn on the lights and walked slowly towards the balcony. It was naturally empty and there was no figure of that person anymore.

I walked to the desk, took out the notebook from the drawer, opened it, looked at the crossed words, had dinner together, watched movies, went shopping, and wore couple outfits...

She picked up the pen and crossed out the last "goodbye".

They are not lovers, so there is no question of breaking up, so what she wrote in the end was, goodbye.

She told herself that once she has it, she can save her loneliness for the rest of her life, but can she really do it?

He said that after the agent has been working for a long time, it will be difficult for him to integrate into normal life once he retreats. That feeling of loss can destroy a person.

She was deeply touched.

Just like when he kicked her out of the organization, she had no idea where she should go?

She grew up beside him, and he was all hers. She lost him, lost the career she worked hard for and struggled for. She was at a loss, helpless and desperate.

She once lay in a small hotel on the Delta border for ten days.

Others still have homes to go back after they retire, but she doesn’t even have home.

Later she began to travel around the world, going wherever she thought, and not daring to stop for a moment.

Occasionally, she saw Jiangcheng on a landscape map, so she came here.

This place gave her an inexplicable sense of belonging, and she finally chose to stay.

In recent years, she has gradually adapted to this city and gradually got used to the busy life. She thought she had completely separated from him, grew up, and became independent.

Now I realize that it is just an illusion.

And this time, how long will it take for her to deceive herself again.

Jiang Tunan sat facing the window on the ground. It was pitch black behind him, and there was endless darkness outside. She was condensed into a place in the darkness, thinking about every word he told her.

She knew very well that from childhood to adulthood, what he taught and told her was to let her learn to be strong!

Only by being strong can one make one indestructible.

She will!
Chapter completed!