152 Chapter 22(1/2)
So much for the memories of Ilmi. Rai feels that some things should be treated as if they don’t need to be taken out to be recalled. Roll them up into a ball and put them in the locker at the bottom of the press box. After locking them, they should never be seen again.
Go touch it.
...but there is no option to treat it as garbage and incinerate it to ashes.
At night, after finishing his training for the day, Killua was finally able to lie down on the bed and rest.
Looking at Killua's peaceful and lovely sleeping face, his cheeks so soft that water seemed to drip out of them, Rai was so cute that she screamed.
There are not many times when you can sleep so peacefully, because soon, the enemy may launch a test on Killua to deal with the "night sneak attack", which will be specifically expressed as -
During Killua's sleep, hidden weapons will be dropped at Killua at random times from various places in the bedroom.
Before becoming a 'hunter', you must first survive the state of 'prey'. This is to train Killua to fully experience the state of being hunted in the dark, and I am in the light. When sleeping, you can
The wariness of the surroundings is engraved in our instincts.
Rai and Ilmi started this kind of trial when they were 5 years old, Killua only started it earlier.
Killua suddenly frowned while he was sleeping. He must have had a nightmare, but the reality he was experiencing now was already scarier than the nightmare.
Rai wanted to stretch out his hand to smooth Killua's frown, but his hand passed directly through him. Rai floated in mid-air and sighed.
If possible, I really want to take you away.
Crazy thoughts popped up in Rai's mind, but the next second, he suppressed them.
She thought about taking Killua away to give him a happy and carefree life, but if she really did that, it would be a very cruel thing to beat the enemy Hakka and Killua.
This world is one where the weak eat the strong.
It is not wrong to kill the concepts from such a cruel world. It is the responsibility to train the children to be a powerful killer.
After all, the foundation of the Hakka is here. Children born in the Hakka cannot live an ordinary life. If the Hakka does not first screen out the weak side of their children, their children will be ignored by the world.
Get eliminated.
Rai is one of the exceptions. She is very lucky because she is favored by the gods, so as long as she does not kill anyone, she can live safely.
——But not Killua.
Killua wants friends, does not want to be the next head of the family, and later even wants to leave the Hakka family to see the outside world... Rai is willing to support these ideas that other family members think are unrealistic.
But there is one thing that Rai and other family members have the same idea - Killua must develop his power to the extreme.
If you want to protect everything you value, you have to become stronger.
Rai looked at Killua with soft eyes. She understood this deeply. She also wanted to protect the people she cared about. She wanted to protect Killua from the hands of Ilmi in the future.
The 'enemy' who will really hinder Killua from living the kind of life he wants in the future is Ilmi.
——Based on Rai's past experience and the abnormal 'love' that Ilmi has for Killua now, Ilmi's desire to control Killua is the source of Killua's fear of his big brother.
...It’s also incredible, Yi Mi, that he can make his sisters and brothers so afraid of him. It’s not easy to do this.
Originally, if nothing happened, Rai would never want to have anything to do with Ilmi in this life.
Rai hates Ilmi, but she can't kill Ilmi, and she doesn't want to kill Ilmi. Ilmi feels so suffocating to her that she can't kill her, and she can't hide... But hiding
You can live for a while, but you can't hide for a lifetime.
Rai is now deeply aware that she and Ilmi will definitely have a collision of concepts in the future, a battle called "guarding".
Ilmi is difficult to define in Rai's mind as a simple 'enemy'.
Like a cursed spirit, Rai can be killed in seconds with one strike, and he has no scruples. But Ilmi is very special. He is Rai's family member. This relationship cannot be broken by Rai unilaterally, and Ilmi
It is impossible to explain such an extremely egoistic person like Mi with words. In the end, he will be entangled in the logic he gave. Without knowing it, and unconsciously, he will be led by the other party's nose.
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...a difficult operating system.
The flaws in Ilmi's character are obvious. He does have the strength to make himself willful. He is a person who uses his ability to suppress to achieve his own goals. If you want to make Ilmi calm down, you can only give him
Here are the rules.
Rai still needs to become stronger, strong enough to suppress Ilmi to death.
This is a particularly protracted war, and Ilmi is so terrifying that even if Rai's ability is stronger than him, Rai can't feel comfortable and relaxed.
In the future, when she returns to this world in her physical form, she will confront Ilmi face to face. Rai is sure that she will be very aggrieved by the other party, but she does have to jump through some pitfalls...
Now, she can't do anything.
Lai came here this time just to see her brothers who were not yet born when she left, but in the end she became depressed.
Regarding Killua's current predicament, Rai can't intervene. Perhaps, she can only——
A point of light emerged from Rai's fingertips. It seemed to be alive, floating in the air. Following the will of its owner, it left Rai's side and entered Killua's body.
This is a fragment of Rai's soul, a piece with only pure spiritual power.
【Mom’s soul is very warm...】
Lucas had a conversation with her about the topic of soul fragments, [Although he is very small and does not show his presence, he is always by my side.]
[There were a few times when I felt sad, and a pleasant melody suddenly appeared in my heart to comfort me... It is difficult for me to describe that feeling. If I use more artistic language to express it - there will always be something in the darkness.
A beam of light is illuminating me.]
[After realizing this, I felt an inexplicable surge of courage to face the coming suffering...]
[Mom’s existence can save many people, because your soul gently makes lonely people want to cry.]
Really?
...Because Lucas only thinks about the good side when it comes to her, Rai doesn't think it's such an exaggeration.
But she still kept an eye on it, and later, she also experimented a little with her own soul fragments.
It was a relatively accidental opportunity. She saw the process of curse spirits slowly evolving from humans in Yokohama.
At that time, she split off a very small piece of her soul and injected it into the emotionally broken man, and a magical scene happened——
The black energy in humans is disappearing, and the curse spirit has not successfully evolved from him, but is disappearing along with the black energy.
At that time, Rai also followed the traces of the human being whose soul fragments were poured into her, and also investigated some of his past experiences.
Both of his parents are dead, his family is poor, he was bullied when he was in school, and after entering the stage of social work, he is a transparent person on the edge of the group...a typical social youth with ordinary abilities, but willing to work hard, but has been completely injured by the cruel system.
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The day the curse spirit was born was when he was completely despairing of life. While he wanted to put an end to his life, he was also cursing the world that had imposed so many injustices on him. This is why the curse spirit was born.
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But after that day, the young man successfully pulled himself out of the hopeless autistic space. He cheered up again, reached a kind of reconciliation with social injustice, and continued to fight against life with a positive attitude.
A few months later, this person became an outstanding employee of Shesen Group. At this time, he has entered the stage of getting married and starting a family with the true love he was seeking.
Rai would not take all the credit for his sudden optimistic mental outlook, but the soul fragments must have played a role. She did several more experiments, and finally proved that-her soul fragments
, to a certain extent, it can promote the positive reaction of people's mental state.
This means that the fragments of her soul can heal the human spirit.
When the soul concentration reaches 1, Rai's potential ideology will exist in the fragments, which is detrimental to Rai and the people who are injected with the soul fragments. Leaving aside the special case of Lucas...the soul concentration of 001 is the best.
, such a pure soul fragment will not generate new consciousness, nor will it create a special connection with the subject. It is more like a carrier of Rai's spiritual power, helping to repair the soul core of the injected host unconsciously.
of polluted places.
Could this be the ability derived from [lv6 Soul Controlling Splitting Technique]?
Rai once asked Ruby.
[Uh, this... maybe it varies from person to person...]
Ruby seemed unable to explain this situation, [The system did not display this information, so this is your own talent Rai... If you are not a strong enough and optimistic soul, you cannot do this...]
[Healing the spirit and dispelling negative emotions... For people who have a mental breakdown, this is tantamount to a blessing from the gods.]
Ruby sighed, so far, Rai has succeeded in doing many things beyond 'him' imagination.
It is certain that Rai's split soul fragments have the function of healing the spiritual body, but the side effects on her are still unknown. Ruby and Lucas, who knew about this, have advised Rai not to use it.
too much.
Rai himself knew it, but facing his brothers who were at a loss, if he could do his best to make them feel a little better at a certain moment, even if it cost him, Rai would be willing
Go and pay.
In addition to Killua, Rai also visited his other brothers.
Mi Ji is now 7 or 8 years old, her figure is still in shape, her skin is fair, her cheeks are fleshy with a little baby fat, and she looks good.
His eyes are long and narrow, and before they are squeezed into a line by the fat, his eye shape naturally has a deep and charming charm. As long as Miji continues to maintain it, he will definitely be as good as Ilman.
The handsome guy is the kind of cool guy whose gender won't be misunderstood at all.
...But it feels difficult, probably because his ability is not as good as that of Ilmi, his talent is scorned by Killua, and Miji, who is caught in the middle, is a little transparent person who is easily ignored by his parents.
Therefore, at a young age, during non-training time, Mi Ji would lock himself in his room and indulge in the online world.
To be continued...