Chapter 59 18
Recently, there has been a controversy over raising children in our home.
After the soul split, Rai was too slimy, and his small body was soft and fragile. The 90% concentration separation of the soul not only left Rai without a strong mentality to regulate himself, but also made his mind too sensitive, and even the body itself.
They all became slender and fragile, like small flowers whose petals fall off when the wind blows.
A cub that falls down after taking only two steps and has a heartbreaking cry in its voice makes people completely uneasy.
If little Ley is left alone like this, she will soon feel insecure and cry where she is. It makes people directly hallucinate an orphan child without adults to love her. Such crying will make adults with tender minds feel heartbroken after listening to it.
Throbbing pain.
Fortunately, there are many Touken Fusangshins in Honmaru. If one person is responsible for a certain period of time for little Rai a day, the schedule may not be full in ten days. The advantage of having too many people is that there is no need for both parents to work outside and only one child can be left to look after the child.
The awkward déjà vu of home being isolated and helpless.
With a complete soul, Rai is like a butterfly flying freely in the wind. With his agile and light figure, even the polarized dagger with the highest maneuverability may not be able to catch up. And Rai II, who only has a little soul left.
No. always walks slowly step by step. I saw her walking too fast before and fell to the ground crying. From then on, I decided to practice my patience more.
Ley is just a special case. Ordinary children really need more patience, gentleness and careful care like Ley No. 2. Here, it takes a painful period of trying to play a ghost game with Ley No. 2 and causing her to fall on her knee.
Tsurumaru Kuninaga's broken skin and bruises wouldn't go away for several days.
The sight of watching the cute little girl walking towards me step by step like babbling is simply too healing.
"Thirty-three."
Rai took small steps and walked towards Mikazuki Munechika who was drinking tea, his eyes overflowing with love for him.
Unlike Rai, who wraps his sincerity in layers of armor, he needs to rely on the fierce attacks of others to think about temporarily taking off a few layers of packaging. Rai 2 is a person who cannot hide, and his emotions towards people are
It is written directly and openly on the face.
Whether it's the gorgeous and noble blue hunting coat, or the overly delicate and beautiful face of Mikazuki Munechika, or the crescent moon hidden in the deep sapphire-like eyes... Rai No. 2 seems to particularly like these things about him.
In every aspect, I stayed with him for a particularly long time.
She likes to sit on Mikazuki Munechika's lap, burying her whole face in the clothes on his chest, grabbing the small accessories on the clothes with her little hands, and looking up secretly with her eyes. When compared to Mikazuki Munechika's doting smile
When they met, he immediately lowered his head. From Mikazuki Munechika's perspective, he could only see the small red ears protruding from the soft hair.
Mikazuki Munechika smiled and touched her head. His other hand no longer held the tea cup, but held it weakly around the little girl's waist, for fear that she would fall.
The little girl's intelligence has deteriorated very seriously, and she is always called simple names. Listening to her cute and cute cry of 'three three' and 'three three', Mikazuki Munechika's heart almost melts.
Is this kind of happiness real?
——So very good.
Mikazuki Munechika was already very satisfied. It would have been difficult for him to see the little girl before if he didn't take the initiative to come to his door, because his 'offensive' always wanted to avoid him. Sometimes Mikazuki Munechika couldn't help but wonder if his model was no longer available.
Popular with little girls.
...Now it seems that he is simply overthinking it. The little girl before was too shy.
I hope the little girl can rely on him as much as she did now when she comes back.
Although the little girl loves to cry, she feels like she wants to cry out all the grievances she had previously suppressed, but she doesn’t cry all the time. As long as someone is by her side and allows her to ‘make trouble’, she will be extremely easy to coax.
After discovering that Mikazuki Munechika had never scolded her or behaved harshly towards her, the little girl became bolder and kept playing with the tassel hair ornament on Mikazuki Munichika's head. She seemed to be easily attracted by these shiny things.
He stopped looking.
Because of this, Kotetsu Hazosuga has been wearing his thick golden battle uniform recently and wandering around the honmaru. Wearing such a gorgeous and dazzling outfit to feed the horses would be a bit too big and overqualified, but Kotetsu Hazosuga is happy to do this.
, who can withstand little Ley's shining eyes that only contain him.
Kotetsu, who had been favored by the little girl recently, always sent out provocative and proud signals towards him. Regarding this, Nagasone Kotetsu only felt that this guy's recent behavior was a little too unkind.
Because his somewhat ferocious appearance and his unsmiling appearance always had to face the image of the little girl cowering behind Hazusuka Kotetsu, Nagaso Ni Kotetsu felt a little disappointed.
But one day, after receiving a flower secretly handed over by the little girl, and seeing her running away quickly, Nagasone Kotetsu was both happy and worried. Her body was swaying when she ran so fast, so don't fall.
"It fell again."
Because she possesses superb medical skills, the little girl who has never visited the infirmary as a 'patient' before has been frequently brought here by different swords and swordsmen. Toshiro Yakuken has become very accustomed to it, and skillfully
Take out the medicine box and treat the girl's wounds.
But seeing the little girl's limbs wrapped in bandages, I still couldn't help but feel distressed.
"The floor is slippery. You're running around without shoes, right?"
Rai No. 2 lowered his head and pursed his lips in grievance. He was probably used to falling and his tolerance had improved a bit. This time he made progress. Tears did not fall out, but water vapor hung on his eyes. It felt like squeezing.
It's like a sponge that releases water when squeezed, so it's better to just cry out.
Yauken Toshiro sighed helplessly, he rubbed the other person's head, "You don't have to hold back, you can be coquettish to me if you want. I don't know much about Fengya, but if it's you... I really don't want to
I’ll never see you enduring alone again.”
As a doctor, Yakuken Toshiro knows more about the physical and psychological conditions of his patients than others think.
Rai's current extremely contrasting personality is not just a simple cause of soul division, but may also be a self-destructive personality caused by being in an extremely self-depressive environment for a long time. He could have relied on reason.
They are disguised, but when this appearance fades away, powerful negative energy forms will burst out in an instant.
Ley is wary of people. She used to be able to disguise it with a smile, but now she uses helpless tears instead. She longs for the care of others, but is afraid of being hurt, so she always showed a passive state in relationships with people before.
, she will adjust according to the appropriate situation and respond to others in a polite manner. It is difficult for this kind of person to open her heart. Now that she is like this, it is probably in a situation that I did not expect.
The little girl's mind is very fragile. She has probably suffered a lot of grievances in the past. Without a self-defense mechanism, there is no need for anyone to take the initiative to ask. As long as the little girl falls into some weird emotional depression, she will
He slowly and unconsciously revealed the past that he had tried so hard to hide.
"Am I... stupid?"
Rai No. 2 asked in despair to Sosan Zuomonji, who was braiding her hair.
The feminine pink-haired beauty paused and asked in a gentle tone, "Why do you think so?"
"Because, I can't do many things well."
"But you've accomplished a lot."
Zong Sanzuo read the words word by word very slowly, but it didn't make people feel hesitant. Instead, because of the pleasant voice, it had an ethereal lingering sound. He carefully stroked Lai's soft hair and whispered to her.
Asked, "Have you encountered anything unhappy?"
This question opened up the conversation, and Rai's nose became sore, "I miss home."
Before Zong Sanzuo Wenzi could say anything, he heard the next words that made his fists harden.
"But if I go back now, they will lock me up."
A simple sentence made Zongsan Zuofeng unconsciously think of the life of a caged bird during his career as a swordsman.
Locked up? There are many secrets hidden in these words. Zong Sanzuo's soft eyes flashed with cold light. Who is trying to break the wings of the butterfly?
"I can't live up to my family's expectations. I... don't want to kill anyone. I don't want to be a killer."
Xiao Lai's words were dropped like a bombshell in the main pill. After hearing this, the Sword Fusang Gods wanted to transform into a time-traveling army to help those who hurt their girls.
Someone got a sudden piercing.
"Humans, why do we kill each other?"
Jiang Xuezuo, who has a tendency to be extremely world-weary, said this with suppressed anger, "It is because of people like this that the war will never stop."
"Do you want me to avenge you?"
Xiaoye Zuowen asked her, "They hurt you."
Little Rai shook his head, "It's my problem, I'm useless."
"No, you are very brave."
Swordsman Gods who have experienced many battlefields can easily distinguish the eyes of the murderer. Rai's eyes are very pure, and they have not yet entered the dark road of no return. This makes Ishikirimaru faintly relaxed.
tone, but thinking about the child's originally unyielding temperament, I must have suffered a lot for persisting in such an 'unusual' idea.
"You are the bravest child. It is not easy to have a positive heart in such an environment."
Nakiri Hasebe nodded in agreement with Ishikirimaru's words, and he wanted to find out the parents who tried to teach their children bad things and burn them at the stake. Although it was not easy to find out about the girl's past, if they didn't take the opportunity to ask about this matter, they would do it later.
We may never know.
"Ley...did they do anything bad to you?"
Nikiri Hasebe asked this question with difficulty in a tactful tone.
"Bad things?"
Little Ley defined it as, "Those things that hurt and hurt?"
What a painful thing?!
The expressions on the faces of the Sword and Soul Gods all darkened when they heard it with their own ears. This feeling made them directly hallucinate to the time when they were locked in the cursed spirit pool and were in agony.
"If I don't do well, I will be beaten with a whip."
This kind of thing that may have relieved Lai, but in the eyes of the glass-hearted little Lai, he still felt very aggrieved, "I did a lot of painful and painful things in a very dark and scary place."
Domestic violence?! How could an adult in a normal family whip a child with a whip? Oh no, a family that would let a child kill someone is not normal.
"...It's necessary killer training."
Ubuyashiki Yoshiya looked sad, "There was a swordsman in the Demon Slayer Corps who was born into a ninja family. His family also did the dirty work of killing people for money. Children born in their family have struggled with pain since childhood.
Survival."
It was only after Yuzhuang Tianyuan became stronger in his youth that he could gradually break away from his family's control. And Rai, who had been fighting against the killer family since he was a child, endured many unknown pains and unspeakable things in places where no one could see him.
Lonely.
In the beginning, it was probably because of this kind of family that he helped Purgatory Anjuro resist the terrifying power of Kamisami. Later, Rai chose to limit this terrifying power in order to save Yashiki Yōya's body... and this power was actually exercised at the beginning.
It's for the purpose of harming our compatriots, but fortunately it appears on someone who doesn't know how to use it indiscriminately...
The more I thought about it, the more I couldn't accept it. Ubuya Shiki Yoshiya said sadly, "Lei was unwilling to mention these things before. It may not be because the relationship is not close enough, but because in her opinion... she might bring it up again."
It seems too pretentious."
How pretentious...it's really...
Swordsman Fusangshen had to admit that if she had a complete soul, Rai might not think that such a thing was worth mentioning anymore, because she was used to pain and didn't want to bother them with such a 'little thing'. She was
I won't show my scars to them again.
Sometimes I have to be thankful that the girl's move to split her soul finally gave her a little room to relax from her overly depressed psychology. However, when the little girl comes back completely, she will probably feel uncomfortable because of her words and deeds in the past few days.
Sorry.
I didn’t think there was anything wrong with a clingy and crying kitten. Now even if a little girl says she wants the stars and the moon in the sky, the Swordsman Gods will immediately agree to it. What’s so difficult about it? As long as Mikazuki Mune comes close.
Just contribute one eye.
The little girl couldn't keep her mouth shut and almost said everything she should and shouldn't say. This was very painful for Lay, who had recalled her soul.
Lai's return did not disturb anyone. After opening the space-time tunnel and returning to Honmaru, she directly released the spell, and her soul automatically returned to her body.
He opened his eyes drowsily and saw Rando Shiro's cute sleeping face.
Rai blinked, "???"
Why are you sleeping with me?
Rai, who calmly escaped from Rando Shiro's arms, stood up and found that it wasn't just Rando, but had she gotten into Awataguchi's nest?
Sleeping on the other side of Rai was the Gohu retreat surrounded by little tigers, and then on both sides were Awataguchi Tanto and Wakizashi sleeping in rows. Rai was honored to be in the C position among them.
Confused, Rai closed his eyes and began to quickly go through what happened to him in Honmaru these days. It was better not to think about it. When he thought about it, it was like experiencing all his artificial behaviors all over again. Rai
My toes were so embarrassed that I dug out a honmaru.
——Oh my God!
This is how the social death happened so unexpectedly that Rai completely broke his guard.
This wave came from my own backstabbing, and I created a dark history for myself.
Chapter completed!