Chapter 458 She is leaving me
Su Cen became interested in listening to stories when he was admired by someone from the inside out: "Tell me about you and your lover."
When talking about his lover, Chen Huaiyan's eyes became gentler. Looking at the field painting on the wall, he recalled: "My lover and I grew up together and were curious about the outside world, so we came out of the town and went out to explore.
When I was not an actor, we came to a big coastal city to look for a job. At that time, we had no money and could only live in a room of 30 square meters. The conditions were particularly difficult.
At that time, the film and television industry was emerging. I took the path of acting. At the beginning, I could only play a supporting role and barely maintain my life.
For me, she gave up the comfortable life in the town and wandered around with me, no place to live, and often moved. Sometimes she couldn't even eat enough to eat, and could not dress up beautifully like other girls.
At that time, I swore to make it ahead and let her live a good life."
Speaking of this, his eyes dimmed, with pain.
"After two years of running a supporting role, I was lucky enough to be discovered by a scout, signed an agency, and officially embarked on the path of an actor.
When I finished filming the first male lead role and learned that it would appear on the big screen and wanted to share it, she was excited to share the good news with her, but she was lying in the ward.
I only realized that when I was filming on the crew, she was afraid of affecting me, so she didn't tell me that she was sick and was in the late stage of gastric cancer. I accompanied her for chemotherapy and did not dare to leave for a moment. She passed away four months later.
That was the darkest day in my life. I felt that she was gone, so what's the point of doing this?
Being an actor is to make a lot of money and give her a good life. She is gone, and all my efforts are meaningless. I decided to give up the path of acting and numb myself every day."
You Qian listened seriously and couldn't help but say: "If you really give up this path, it will be a big loss for many people who love you."
Although he was rare to make a movie in a few years, he was recognized as the best comedian at that time. He brought too much laughter and joy to people and was a figure in the film industry.
Even now, he basically does not appear in the public eye and is still a well-deserved comedy star in people's minds.
Unexpectedly, such a person who brought laughter and tears to countless movie fans was such a person who valued feelings in private.
No wonder he is clearly acting in comedy, but when he watches a movie, he can't help but feel moved and cry when laughing.
It is because although he unknowingly revealed his true feelings in the play, he brought people like a play.
Chen Huaiyan held his hands together and relaxed his body and leaned on the sofa: "I am willing to make a movie because the male and female protagonists of this movie are very similar to us, and I want to make it for her to show it."
You Qian suddenly realized that no wonder the movie he invested in was so easy to invite such a big actor: "I have already reached this point, why did you suddenly give up?"
Chen Huaiyan shook his head and continued: "When I was in a slump and was about to give up, she appeared in my dreams, and even in my life, allowing me to feel her existence.
She definitely didn't want me to give up my dreams. In this way, I began to constantly learn to understand the characters' personalities, learn how to act, and treat her as my audience. I acted more and more dramas and won various awards.
Every time I win the jackpot, I will take it back and tell her that I know she is proud of me.
My lover has always been there, and I can't see her, but I can truly feel that she is by my side and never leaves."
Chen Huaiyan looked down: "But, her presence is getting weaker and weaker, and I feel like she is leaving me."
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Chapter completed!