"Su Jingchen, I admit that I love you, but loving you doesn't mean that I agree with everything about you."

Nan Siyin did not interfere with Su Jingchen's position, but it did not mean that he completely agreed with Su Jingchen.

He was neither from the South nor from the North. He stood by and watched the battles between the North and the South. No matter who lost or won, it made no difference to him.

He was just enduring all this, knowing that Su Jingchen would not go with him, and knowing that Su Jingchen was protecting the Crown Prince, so he never expressed his grievances.

After yelling a few words, Nan Siyin's eyes turned red and he looked at Su Jingchen aggrievedly, "Su Jingchen, your Highness is very good. I know that, so I'm helping him."

"But you can't let everyone admire Gu Jingxu. I have never received any favor from him, Gu Jingxu."

"Of course, you said that Su Yanzhi was unforgivable, but I didn't see it, because Su Yanzhi never hurt me in the slightest."

"The two of them are no different from me."

Nan Siyin's eyes were red, and he pushed Su Jingchen away who was pressing him, "Don't use your beliefs to restrict everything I have. I don't want to care about the entanglement between Gu Jingxu and Su Yanzhi, and I don't want to care about it."

His voice was hoarse, but what Nan Siyin said was the truest thought. He loved Su Jingchen and did not interfere with Su Jingchen's beliefs, so he didn't leave a word after he finished doing it three years ago.

He never asked Su Jingchen to come to the Western Regions to see him when he was "free". He suppressed all his emotions in his heart, not thinking about it or making trouble.

But it doesn't mean that he didn't expect it.

Su Jingchen was stunned, his eyes trembled, and he looked at Nan Siyin, "Ayin..."

"Don't call me!"

Nan Siyin's emotions exploded in an instant, tears fell down her cheeks, and her aggrieved voice trembled, "Do you think...everyone will surround your Highness? Do you think that your Highness the Crown Prince should enjoy the respect?"

Rong, sitting on the imperial throne?"

"But have you ever thought about it, he has his southern country, and I have my western region!"

Nan Siyin stood outside the north and south. He didn't want to be involved in all this. If it weren't for Su Jingchen, he wouldn't want to help Gu Jingxu at all, nor would he want to make suggestions for Gu Jingxu.

As long as he doesn't focus on the Western Regions in the north-south campaign, it has nothing to do with him. Whether Gu Jingxu is dead or alive, it has nothing to do with him.

"Su Yanzhi, he also has his own Northern Kingdom. We are both emperors, and we are both in the abyss. Who can blame whom, and who is destined to die!"

No emperor of any country is kind. Their kindness is the sword used by others to kill them and the knife used to stab them. Su Yanzhi is not kind, but his evil has never been directed at the people of the Northern Kingdom. Perhaps the Northern Kingdom

The royal family was not stable.

But under the rule of the people, the scenery of the North is known all over the world.

"I'm telling you, Su Jingchen, the winner is the king or the loser! In today's world, you can't get the title of king just by saying "love the common people!"

No one on the throne of the emperor was paved with blood.

"You hate the Northern Kingdom for invading the Southern Kingdom and taking advantage of the Southern Kingdom's wealth. But let me tell you, Su Jingchen, if I have a strong army in the Western Region, I will definitely lead my cavalry to crush your Southern Kingdom."

People's hearts are like this. No one can see who is living a good life. The country is peaceful and the people are content with hardship. It's all a joke. Nan Siyin knows it best. "The southern country is rich and the military is not that strong. How stupid can I be?"

A piece of meat like this hangs before my eyes every day without eating it."

"You admire your Highness, Gu Jingxu is worried about the world, I know!"

"But it was only when he was not in war or suffering that he could see the affairs of the world."

"On the battlefield, we never see whether a person should die or not! It's always just... life and death. Don't take people's hearts too seriously, Su Jingchen."

Nan Siyin raised his hand and wiped away his tears. He didn't like crying because he was too weak, but sometimes he was also fragile and wanted to be protected.

Su Jingchen admired his Highness in his eyes and in his heart, he knew it.

Nan Siyin also wanted to admire that person, but he couldn't do it even though he tried.

Aiwujiwu is just a compromise of love. He Nan Siyin can't do it. The love he likes needs to be pure. No matter what the emotion is in his eyes or in his heart, he must be put first.

Nan Siyin leaned against the wall, looked at the person standing in front of him, and smiled sarcastically, "When you are tired, you can play with me twice. When you recover, you can go find your Highness. I am not your attendant. You must

Stand still and wait for you."

"It has been a long time since you woke up. Have you ever asked me what I have experienced in the past few years? Why am I here in the North? Have you ever asked me where I left and how I recovered?"

Not a word, every sentence, almost every sentence, revolves around Gu Jingxu. He knows that His Highness the Crown Prince is his master and respects him, but he hopes that the person he loves will always have him in his eyes and heart, know how to care about him, and love him.

Understand what he is thinking.

"Who do you think you are? It's not like I can't live without you, Nan Siyin..."

Jie Ao raised his eyes and shed tears, "Su Jingchen, I loved you when I was young, but now I think about it, what is it about you that is worthy of my love?"

"Even my dog ​​knows how to comfort me when I cry and lean on me when I'm angry."

"But what about you!"

Nan Siyin pulled Su Jingchen and pushed him against the wall, "What about you!"

Su Jingchen was pushed by Nan Siyin and hit the wall hard. The wound on his shoulder split open in an instant, and blood fell down his shoulder. Seeing Nan Siyin crying in grievance, his breath froze in an instant.

.

Ignoring the wound on his shoulder, he hugged Nan Siyin over, pressed his head, and let him lean on his shoulder, "Ayin... wait for me for another year. After one year, I will return to the Western Regions with you.

, never come out again..."

"Also, it's not that I don't ask you, but I watch everything about you with my heart."

Su Jingchen thought for a moment and took out a piece of paper from his waist, "This records all the places you have been to. I thought that I would go with you when His Highness settles down."

Su Jingchen said, hugging the person in his arms tightly. When the red coat fell, the distress and pity in his eyes were especially obvious in the darkness, "In the past three years, I knew every place you went. Until two months

Before, the news was cut off and I was worried, but I know you are fine."

"Ayin, I love you. It's not that I don't understand you, it's just that I can't leave with you now."

"When everything settles and I no longer care about His Highness in my heart, I will leave with you."

Nan Siyin gritted his teeth, listened to what Su Jingchen said to him, wiped his red eyes, and pushed him away again, "I'm tired. Go to bed. Don't kill Su Yanzhi, or I'll kill you."

Su Jingchen lowered his eyebrows and glanced at his wrist, which was still bleeding. He moved it and frowned.

Nan Siyin took two steps in front, then came back, raised his hand and patted Su Jingchen's shoulder, "Forget it hurts so much, come with me, and I will help you bandage your wound."

At this time, Su Yanzhi, who was standing on the roof of the courtyard blowing the wind, stared at the two people leaving together in the corridor, his expression indifferent and his eyes calm, "Emotions... are so complicated."

Facing the empty corridor, he spoke quietly, "I am neither a tyrant nor a madman, you are... uncertain."

He lowered his eyes, thought for a while, then flew down to the roof, opened the door, and entered the house. In the darkness, he looked at the people on the bed, then looked around, and then walked to the table.

, picked up the brush...

…

Perhaps because he really hadn't rested for days, Gu Jingxu fell into a very deep sleep after recuperating. When he opened his eyes, he saw Su Yanzhi sitting by the bed and looking at him with a strange look.

Why does it feel strange? Maybe it's because Gu Jingxu can't see any tender emotion in this person's eyes, but there is a lack of indifference in his eyes.

It's different from before.

"You're awake, do you want breakfast?"

Su Yanzhi leaned over and placed it on Gu Jingxu's forehead, "I don't have any fever. I took your place yesterday..."

"After washing it, I can feel it."

Gu Jingxu pushed him slowly, stretched his brows, and sat up. He felt that there was no discomfort in his body.

This is a rare occasion. After a night of entanglement with Su Yanzhi, I feel no physical discomfort.

When he stood up, his hand touched a writing brush. The tip of the mahogany-carved pen stretched out and seemed to have some stains on it. In an instant, he narrowed his eyes and said, "This writing brush is..."

"There is no cloth and no water here, so I just use a pen. Anyway, I can get it out."

Gu Jingxu: "..."
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