Some people were born in sin from the very beginning. They never understood what gentleness and sunshine are. They are like the moonlight in the darkness. Although they also shine with light, they cannot see the newborn sun.

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Gu Jingxu was lying on the ground. There was still some blood on his legs, but he no longer cared. "Su Yanzhi, I know that you have been in a different situation than normal people since you were a child."

From then on, when the secret guards helped him investigate, he knew that Su Yanzhi was "bitter" when he was a child. Many people only saw his gorgeous appearance, but did not see his suffering.

Therefore, at the beginning, he was not too "giving up" and even thought that this person could be saved.

When did he gradually become cold? Maybe... it started when Fu Shiting returned to the Imperial City of the Northern Kingdom, or maybe when Lin Junlan appeared in front of them.

Jun Lan was like a fuse that ignited all Su Yanzhi's sins.

"Su Yanzhi, can you... tell me why you hate Jun Lan so much."

Gu Jingxu was a little confused. He thought carefully, and finally realized that Jun Lan appeared at that moment.

"I don't like him."

Su Yanzhi looked coldly and spoke in a low voice, "But why does everyone like him? My father likes him, so do you, and so does Shi Ting. Why?"

Gu Jingxu closed her eyes indifferently, "No, why. Because it's worth it..."

Because Lin Junlan is worthy. Junlan was born in darkness, but has been working hard to live, with slaves engraved on his hands, and he is beautiful. Such a person has been bullied by others since he was a child.

But Lin Junlan has been enduring it. He is also suffering, but he knows how to wait for the light...

"It's worth it, yes, it's all worth it." Su Yanzhi smiled coldly and raised his eyes, "By the way, I might as well tell you that that year, I let those people take away Lin Junlan, who was only two or three years old.

.Putting the blame on spies from the Southern Kingdom."

With a cold voice, he took Gu Jingxu's hand and said, "I've been thinking about his death since I was a child. And those little things that I did so well have to be copied and executed, so why not die and get the right result."

That year, Su Yanzhi was only seven years old, but he knew that Lin Junlan had to die...

He has never been a kind person. Lin Junlan was considered by the late emperor to be the next emperor. He is obviously the one who should be in a high position and should be supported by everyone.

Why could Lin Junlan, a child of the regent, be promoted to the throne, while he, who was clearly his own son, was treated as a monster.

"Su Yanzhi, have you ever had the heart to see the suffering of people in this world?"

Gu Jingxu had no strength left, but he still wanted to ask this question.

Just such a sentence made the person sitting tremble in his eyes, and for a moment, his heart also trembled. He did not answer Gu Jingxu's words, but there was a bit of surprise and hesitation in his eyes.

When Su Yanzhi didn't get an answer, Gu Jingxu moved his pale eyes and said, "In this world, you are not... the only one living in an endless hell."

Gu Jingxu was lying on the ground, a tear falling from the corner of his eye, not because he was crying about his decadence, but because he felt this pain, which Su Yanzhi didn't understand.

"Have you ever seen the sadness of ordinary people, the vast expanse of bones, the separation of wives and children? Have you ever seen the sadness in the eyes of those children in places where people are traded as slaves?"

"When I was ten years old, on my birthday, I saw it..."

Because he has seen it, he will never forget it. In this world, many people are born in darkness, but they still yearn for the light. "Su Yanzhi, you may have suffered a thousand times more than them, but you should also remember that you once

There is a chance to climb out of the abyss."

"How to climb out of the abyss."

Su Yanzhi sat next to Gu Jingxu, looked at him, and clenched his hands, "My father fed me poison since I was a child. He thought I was a monster and wanted to kill me."

"No one loves me in this world. Tell me how to get out and who will save me!"

"If it weren't for me... taking poison would be like eating. Now, among the white bones you mentioned, there is me."

The corners of Su Yanzhi's eyes were scarlet. He stared at Gu Jingxu, dragged him up, and threw him against the wall again, "You were also poisoned, right."

Scarlet eyes were fixed on Gu Jingxu. He pinched Gu Jingxu's neck and said, "I am immune to all poisons. Are you very disappointed, Your Highness?"

"You can't kill me, are you disappointed?"

Su Yanzhi's eyes were red and he asked coldly.

"Yes, people like you shouldn't live. If you suffer, others will suffer too. So what is the meaning of your life?"

Gu Jingxu's pale eyes were fixed on the person in front of him. The corners of his lips were stained with blood. He smiled and said, "Tell me, what is the meaning of your life."

"Yes, I...what is the meaning of living?"

"Probably, it's just to bring pain to others."
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