【zero......】

[Zero, I’m about to graduate, and I’ve also received an invitation from the Metropolitan Police Department’s Public Security Department. I’m wondering, after I graduate, will I meet Zero as a policeman and as a politician? Think about it.

That scene may have been quite interesting. Suddenly it was a bit funny and a bit curious. I wonder what Zero is like as a politician? Just like Zero never gave up on me when I was a child and insisted on bringing me out of the darkness, neither did I.

I will give up investigating the truth about zero’s change. You can’t avoid me forever, right? We will meet sooner or later, and I’m waiting for that day to come.】

But that day did not happen, and this was also his last email.

After that, he suffered a huge blow and everyone died.

Fangtani Rei raised his hand and put it on his face, gasping for air with difficulty, but there was only the cold night wind on the top of the mountain around him, which stung his heart and lungs with pain that tore and twisted them, and he began to suffocate when breathing.

I'm sorry... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...

Now Hiro still has the memory of the last week. Before ending this week, he must apologize to Hiro. Although it is trivial and completely useless, he must at least apologize...

The blond young man leaned stiffly on the stone wall at the edge of the cliff, then slowly and feebly slid to the ground. He stretched out his cold fingers and clicked three times before successfully clicking on the email page.

Then, his fingers froze in front of the phone screen for another two seconds, and finally he gritted his teeth and clicked on the top email that had just been sent.

[I'm serious. It's useless for you to commit suicide now. Even if you commit suicide again now, I will still have my memory. Even if you commit suicide again, I will still remember everything. So, can you wait for me for a moment? Let's have a good chat.

Okay, please, zero, don't jump, just wait for me, okay? I really don't want to see your body again...

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What?

Jianggu Ling's eyes suddenly opened wide, and his usually smart brain went blank at this moment.

What, what? What? What what what?

Hiro is saying...what?

Jiang Guling's fingers began to tremble uncontrollably, his vision went dark, and his whole body felt like he had fallen into an ice cave.

Hiro said he knew everything? Why did Hiro know? Why did Hiro remember? If Hiro always remembered...then what unforgivable things did he do?!

But why? If it was just the memory of the last week and it was impossible for Hiro to discover these things, what exactly happened?

Fangtani Rei suddenly stood up: "System? Observer? Are you—"

"zero!!!"

Fang Guling's whole body trembled violently, and he turned around and met the sight of the panting blue-eyed young man. His whole aura suddenly dropped to the bottom, and he even wanted to run away immediately, but he absolutely could not escape from this matter.

"Hiro..."

Zhu Fu Jingguang suddenly rushed over and grabbed his hand, pulling the stunned blond young man into his arms and hugging him tightly with the roughest violence he had ever seen.

It wasn't until he really caught this person, until he pulled him away from the dangerous cliff, until he quickly retreated to the safety of a big tree, until his sweaty back leaned against the strong trunk of a big tree, that Zhu Fu Jingguang

He felt like he was alive again, and then he realized that his heartbeat and breathing were deafening, and his chest and throat were in pain as if they were being torn apart.

However, the blond young man in his arms suddenly reacted and began to struggle violently.

"Hiro, why did Hiro come here? Does Hiro really remember what happened before? How much does he remember? But why does Hiro remember? What did they do to Hiro?!"

"Yes, I remember! I remember everything!" Zhu Fu Jingguang gritted his teeth and grabbed his shoulders and looked into his wide-open purple-gray eyes. Tears mixed with sadness and pain all fell from his face because of the collapse after relaxation.

, "The first time we all lived happily together in the police academy until September 13th, but I died in the fire, and then you ran in together to find me and died together. The second time on April 1st, after you asked

I detail the memory of turning around and committing suicide after driving me away, cutting my throat and dying in the dormitory. On September 15th for the third time, I was stabbed by gangsters while trying to save others. After the rescue failed and I died, you ran to a place where no one was around and stabbed the knife into yourself.

The memory of heart suicide, the fourth time you jumped from the cliff on the top of the mountain to your death, and then I only found your body at the bottom of the mountain. The fifth time, the fifth time you severed ties with me directly, left the police academy and went home to become a politician.

The memory of his family then committing suicide with a gun after seeing the news of our deaths... I remember all of this clearly."

Jianggu Ling was completely stunned.

"It's too much, it's really too much. Zero, why did you hide it from me? Why didn't you come to discuss such an important matter with me? Why did you even commit suicide just to cleanse my memory? Isn't death painful? Isn't it?

Are my memories something you would rather suffer the pain of death to eliminate?"

Zhu Fu Jingguang gradually lost strength, his body was even trembling, but he still did not dare to let go of the blond young man in front of him, so he could only take him and slowly slide to sit under the tree.

"Zero, that is my memory with you, not just your memory."

Zhu Fu Jingguang wanted to talk to You Tongran about this matter seriously. He wanted to look into the other person's eyes carefully to show that this matter was really important to him, but his uncontrollable sadness and tears made his vision extremely blurry.

It was blurry, making his voice choked up.

"No matter how cruel the memory is, it is a precious memory of everything I have experienced with you. I don't want to lose those memories. I don't want to forget everything and continue living as if nothing happened. How can you take care of yourself?

Take them all away from me? Even stop being friends with me and just cut off all contact with me without saying a word... It's too much. Don't you think it's too cruel to me?

?”

"...I'm sorry." Fang Guling apologized in a low voice with a dry voice, trying to reach out to wipe his tears, "I'm sorry, I, I didn't know you would remember..."

Except when he was a child, Hiro rarely shed tears, but after his rebirth, he has seen him twice, and it was all because of him. How much unbearable pain and sorrow did he bring to Hiro...

"That's not the problem! That's not what you should reflect on!" Zhu Fu Jingguang suddenly raised his voice and interrupted him.

Fang Guling, who had never seen a young boy so angry before, froze.

Zhu Fu Jingguang grabbed the hand that was frozen in the air, wiped away his tears quickly, and looked seriously at the painful and remorseful young Tongran: "Zero, you still don't understand? It's not those things that make me sad, I

What’s painful is that you didn’t tell me anything and even kept committing suicide for me, but I didn’t know anything. I’m angry why you can’t pay more attention to yourself, zero.”

Zhu Fu Jingguang was forcing himself to calm down.

No matter how much he breaks down, he must be patient. He must not be impulsive or have bad emotions. He must be calm. Zero must have endured more and more terrible pain than him. He must calmly think of how to comfort zero now. He must not

Let zero continue like this.

Zhu Fu Jingguang held Xiao Tongran's hand harder, but his expression became very firm, as if no one or anything could shake his decision at this moment.

"How many times have you been reincarnated? What happened to you? What have you experienced? What do you think now? How painful are you? These things... I don't know at all, I don't know anything,

I am obviously the person closest to you, right?"

Fang Guling couldn't help but avoid his sight, turned his head and looked at the ground next to him, and saw a small white wild flower swaying gently in the wind.

"zero..."

Jianggu Ling heard Xiao Tongran let out a long sigh, and his heart suddenly jumped hard. Feeling guilty and uneasy, he carefully raised his head again to see the other person's expression.

Then, Fangtani Rei saw a sad but helpless encouraging smile, as if he would be unconditionally accepted and tolerated by him no matter how excessive he did.

"It would be easier to say it," he said with a smile.

Fenggu Ling was stunned.

[It will be easier to say it.]

This sentence was said to Hiro who suffered from aphasia when he was a child. Unexpectedly, time passed and now it was Hiro who said this sentence to him worriedly.

Fukitani Rei looked at the black-haired young man in front of him, whose whole body seemed to be shining as brightly as his name under the moonlight, and looked at his blue eyes that had become clearer and brighter after being washed by tears. What happened for a moment?

He couldn't say anything anymore, so he could only let the other person hold his hand and continue talking.

"No matter what difficulties you encounter, no matter how unbelievably terrible things are, don't bear all the troubles and pains by yourself. Let me share some of them with you."

"I will always trust zero unconditionally, so I also hope zero can trust me, okay?"

The black-haired young man with beautiful blue cat eyes held Jiangu Ling's hand tightly and gave him a gentle yet firm smile.
Chapter completed!