At this moment, Qin Xuan's mood fluctuated violently.

Recalling the past, when his senior sisters almost died in front of him, his whole body was trembling, and veins popped out on his face.

Because this was not the first time he had experienced something like this.

So even though Liao Yusheng has just set off and the unbearable scene has not happened yet, he can still feel how desperate he is.

Qin Xuan has no way out.

With Xuanyin's character, even if Qin Xuan takes the initiative to hand over everything, he will not let go of those people Qin Xuan cares about.

The reason is very simple.

Xuanyin dare not reveal what happened in this secret realm.

If Tongtian Temple and Order Alliance knew that Qin Xuan died in Xuanyin's hands, the consequences would be disastrous, so anyone who enters the secret realm must die.

Including Liao Yusheng and his gang are no exception!

At this moment, Qin Xuan's whole body was shaking like chaff. This was a phenomenon caused by his emotions being on the verge of going berserk. He was so angry that blood overflowed from the corner of his mouth.

Yes.

This is impotent rage.

Because he can't do anything.

You can't kill Xuanyin even if you have the Cangling Sword, and any other means will become futile. This is the gap between the Nether Realm and the Divine Realm that can never be crossed.

In the cruel world of martial arts, weakness is the original sin!

At a certain moment, Qin Xuan's body suddenly stopped shaking, like an old monk in meditation, sitting there cross-legged, motionless.

Even Xuanyin couldn't guess it at this time.

Qin Xuan entered a state of enlightenment!

Except for Jiang Wenjian, who gained enlightenment in battle, the other martial arts supremes all went through seclusion before reaching the state of spiritual enlightenment.

So everyone has a subconscious mind.

When there are too many distracting thoughts, it is absolutely impossible to enter the state of enlightenment, let alone Qin Xuan's current situation. Xuanyin certainly had no way of predicting it!

Everyone's path to martial arts is different, and most of them cannot be copied.

After Qin Xuan entered the realm of Tongyou, he remained calm and peaceful, and his life was uneventful, but he still had no enlightenment.

Who would have thought that he would unexpectedly welcome this moment when he was so angry.

But at the same time, Qin Xuan's state of enlightenment under such circumstances is bound to be accompanied by many crises, because his mind is very chaotic and he may go crazy at any time!

At this time, Qin Xuan could no longer sense the outside world at all, as if he had been in a dream.

Little did he know, his inner calamity had begun.

The reason why the heart tribulation occurs is because Qin Xuan always has certain obsessions deep in his heart, which he himself cannot usually detect.

Those things that he least dares to face will all appear in his mind.

Survive the calamity of the mind and eventually become supreme.

On the contrary, the body will die and the Tao will disappear!

…

In a dream.

Qin Xuan returned to Daru Village, and at the same time... he also returned to the day when his master died.

This is not a reappearance of memory, but a scene given by the heart calamity that is somewhat similar but not the same.

"Senior Sister, please walk faster. It's getting dark soon. If Master knows that we don't practice Kung Fu and sneaks out to play, we'll definitely get a beating."

On the tree-lined path, Qin Xuan kept urging Mo Rushuang.

Mo Rushuang threw herself on Qin Xuan's back and smiled sweetly: "I can't walk anymore, little junior brother, please carry me. Usually the senior sisters try to dominate you, but I finally have time to play with you.

It's so annoying that you still come to rush me."

Feeling the softness on his back, the eighteen-year-old Qin Xuan couldn't help but blush with embarrassment, and his words became expressionless, "Little, little senior sister, I have no problem carrying you, but don't keep rubbing against me, I feel you

It’s so strange lately, I used to be quite quiet.”

"How did I know you were Tang Monk Meat before? I was the only one who realized it later. I didn't want my senior sisters to get there first, huh."

Mo Rushuang murmured in a very low voice.

Qin Xuan didn't hear anything clearly.

Not long after, the two returned home.

All the senior sisters were unusually absent from home, and only Master's door was open.

Qingyunzi, who was wearing a gray-white Taoist robe and with two white eyebrows hanging down half of his face, was meditating on a futon.

"Master..."

Qin Xuan and Mo Rushuang did not expect Qingyunzi to come back so early. They walked into the house silently and knelt on the ground, looking like they had done something wrong.

Qingyunzi slowly opened his eyes, and his usually stern gaze suddenly became kind and kind, "Xiao Xuan, do you still remember what my teacher told you a while ago?"

Qin Xuan recalled it and responded: "Remember, Master wants me to look at life, old age, illness and death, as well as joys and sorrows, separation and reunion objectively."

"Then can you look at it objectively now?" Qingyunzi asked.

"cannot."

Qin Xuan shook his head, "I understand the truth. There is no immortal person in the world. Everyone comes to this world naked and will eventually go back naked, taking nothing with them. This is an irreversible cycle of life and death, but

I still can't imagine how dark this life would be without my master and senior sisters."

"If a person is ruthless, he will be like a zombie in the world. Your love and justice make me very happy, but everything is too much. If you cannot objectively look at the joys and sorrows, you will eventually become a cocoon."

Qingyunzi let out a long sigh.

Two days later.

Qingyunzi passed away, a natural death, in line with the laws of birth, aging, illness and death.

Qin Xuan suffered a huge blow. Although his senior sisters were with him, he was still depressed. After handling Qingyunzi's funeral, he sat in front of the grave in a daze all day long.

Dreams sometimes come from reality.

In the real world, when Qing Yunzi died, Qin Xuan was in the same state, but because of the complexity of the whole thing, he had to move forward and finally got over the pain.

But this is a dream.

It magnifies his weakness and pain infinitely, making him sink and unable to extricate himself.

After Qingyunzi's death, Qin Xuan never smiled again and gave up on his cultivation. It was not until the second year that he finally got better and understood that he could no longer worry his senior sisters like this.

But……

Fate is unpredictable.

In the next ten years, nine senior sisters had accidents one after another and died.

Until the last senior sister passed away, Qin Xuan's age reached twenty-eight.

He is unshaven, depressed and never leaves his hand with the bottle of wine.

Ten consecutive painful blows finally turned him into a walking zombie. If he had not promised his senior sisters that he would not seek death, he would have killed himself long ago.

Some people are alive, but it is better to be dead.

Qin Xuan was in such a state. He had no spiritual sustenance at all, and no one to care about. He was alone, lonely, being swallowed up by memories every day, and the pain was unbearable...

The timeline in dreams is very fast.

Year after year passes by like a fleeting moment.

At the age of thirty-eight, Qin Xuan finally couldn't stand it any longer. He wanted to leave this world and be free from it.

This is the horror of the heart tribulation.

What Qin Xuan is most afraid of on a daily basis, this is what Qin Xuan is desperately trying to show him.
Chapter completed!