Zhan Wenshu did not go to the bathroom, but stood in the corridor on the 21st floor, looking at the two wards blocked by a wall, feeling complicated and heavy.

After reaching this point, she thought, the person who suffered the most was Lin Lian.

Sometimes, love is beauty, happiness, and joy, but sometimes, it is also pain, burden, and pressure.

Whether they were honest or good, the love they gave Lin Lian was unparalleled and unmatched by other women, but it was not necessarily what Lin Lian wanted.

A woman actually doesn't want much. As long as you treat her sincerely, she will repay you with more affection and more rewards.

Lin Lian, she is such a person, but...

Zhan Wenshu looked at Lin Lian's ward and sighed.

Lin Lian's journey over the past few years has not been easy.

In Linlian's ward, Han Zaixing sat in front of the bed and looked at the person on the bed.

It's very quiet here, like a forest curtain that hasn't woken up.

However, Han Zaixing was not calm.

His heart is not at peace, and he cannot be at peace no matter how quiet the place is, especially around the one he loves.

He looked at this face that was engraved deep in his memory and would never disappear, and long-standing memories gradually emerged in his mind.

That year, he was not sick yet, that year, everything was still wonderful.

And on that night full of summer wind, he met her.

He clearly remembered that it was a starry night and he came home from piano practice at school.

But not long after he walked out of school, he saw her surrounded by several gangsters.

He stepped forward to stop those people, and she kept bowing to him and saying thank you, with a sincere and sincere attitude.

He remembered her as a very serious and sincere girl.

Then, strangely, he kept seeing people he had never seen before.

She was reading in the school library, and she was walking under the school's sycamore tree. Her figure was strangely reflected in his mind, and he couldn't get rid of it.

Finally, unable to bear it, he asked about her. This was the first time he asked about a girl.

At that time, he didn't know that he liked her. He only knew that he wanted to know her. It was that simple.

Then, he found out that she was not a student admitted by the school through formal examination, but a student in a training class that the school cooperated with an outside teaching and training institution.

Most of these students were not admitted to college for various reasons, or were admitted but did not study. Then through their own efforts after working, they want to realize their dream of studying, or they really want to study, or they need to work.

Take this kind of training class.

She is this type of person.

He didn't expect it, but he understood it after knowing her identity.

No wonder he never saw her alone, no wonder he sometimes saw her in a hurry, no wonder he never saw her in the professor's class, let alone heard of her.

However, he felt that it was very good.

Strangely, he thought this was good.

Then, he began to pay attention to her. Her schedule was very stable. He knew exactly when she came to school, what classes she took, and where she went.

Whenever she appeared, he would look at her from a distance, but she never noticed him.

Even though sometimes she passed him by.

This feeling is very strange, how can a person be so indifferent to everything around him, but he just likes to see her like this.

Gradually, he realized that she was different in his heart.

He began to miss her, and even dreamed about her, and he finally understood that he fell in love with a girl.

A girl who has been working hard, studying hard, and living hard.

He thought that he was going to get to know her.

He doesn't want to continue like this, he wants to take a step closer.

That day, he went to the library early to wait for her. It was a Sunday and there was no one in the school, but she came every Sunday.

He sat where she usually sat and waited for her, waiting for her to come and then get to know her.

He had thought about what to say to her and how to make her not afraid of him or hate him.

He was ready for everything, and he was even confident that he could become friends with her.

However, he had thought about everything and calculated everything, but he had not calculated his fate.

He fainted.

Then, the doctor told him that he had acute leukemia and that he would die at any time.

At that moment, he felt that his world was dark.

She also became dim in his world.

Everyone in the family came to see him, and his parents were even more haggard all night. He knew how serious his illness was.

Experts from home and abroad were invited to treat him, but he was strangely quiet.

Looking back now, at that time, he seemed to have been thinking about a question.

What is his wish? If God wants him to die, is he really willing to die like this?

He thought about it for a long time, and finally when his condition worsened, his life gradually faded away, and he realized that he would really die at any time, he became unwilling to give up and had an unfulfilled wish.

He wants to know her, want to be with her, wants her to be his girlfriend, and even more.

Then, he actively treated and operated, and a strength emerged in his heart, which supported him to continuously escape from the hands of death.

That year seemed to be the beginning of all good things and the beginning of all nightmares.

But for him, that's not a nightmare, that's wonderful.

Even if I think about it now, it was wonderful.

However, when he was out of danger, his health got better, and when he came back, she was no longer at school.

She disappeared.

He couldn't find her, and he was afraid.

He was afraid that she would have a boyfriend and get married. After all, she was so good, how could anyone not like her?

He told himself, don't give up, don't give up.

Sure enough, he met her again, also in summer, also in her difficult time.

The difference is that she is in danger.

He took her to the hospital, and he thought a lot along the way.

He was glad that he could meet her again, and thanked God for sending her to him, but at the same time, he was also afraid of why she was like this, whether she would die, and whether she would leave him before he saw her.

But fortunately, fortunately not.

When she woke up, she was still sincerely grateful to him, just like the first time he saw her.

She hasn't changed at all.

She is the one he likes, and it has never changed.

But...

Han Zaixing looked at Lin Lian's hand, his heart was filled with emotions and his eyes were filled with heat.

He raised his hand, took Lin Lian's hand in his palm, wrapped it, and put it against his forehead.

He regretted it.

He regretted not getting to know her earlier, regretting not understanding his heart earlier.

If, if he realized that he liked her when he noticed her, took the initiative to get to know her, became friends with her, or even fell in love with her, wouldn't there be nothing more to come?

Or, even if he was dying, he still went to get to know her, would the outcome be different?

Lin Lian, I regret so much...

I really regret it...

Obviously, we met first.

Obviously, I fell in love with you first.
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