004 opening (3)
Because it was inconvenient to move, I stayed in the cave for the next few days, and my mother didn't know where she went. She went out for so many days and didn't tell me that this kind of thing had never happened before.
Will she encounter any danger? She only met humans not long ago. There may be such a possibility. She is so stupid, even if anyone catches her, she should not be able to sell it.
I could only think so. The worries in my heart became more and more serious as time went by. Just as I was thinking, the deer walked in with a pile of newly found firewood.
"Oh, find me a piece of meat!"
As the beast that my mother stayed to take care of me, I had long lost fear of him.
He was stunned after hearing my words, then he rushed to put the firewood on the ground, searched in the cave for a while before turning around and looking at me carefully, saying, "I have finished eating, I have picked some fruits, can I?"
Of course I knew I had finished eating, so I asked him to look for it. Since it had transformed, it means that he had higher wisdom and it was not too difficult to hunt beasts with only one spirit and one consciousness.
And what's going on when a carnivorous animal eats fruit?
"Forget it." I took a deep breath, turned my back and said nothing. This forest seemed to be even more dangerous than before. It might be possible to let him go out and make these designations and fall into the hands of other beasts, or even into the hands of humans.
"oh……"
His answer was not at all contrary to my speculation. This guy could only say things that were obedient. He was indeed a well-behaved and gentle deer. Although he looked terrifying, he still retained the nature of a deer. I suddenly became curious and turned my body over and looked at him with concentration, and said seriously: "The venison is also delicious."
"Not delicious! Not delicious at all!" He didn't hesitate for a moment, and took a few big steps while looking at me.
This was the first time I saw such a decisive answer in these days. I could feel the fear in his eyes and the dull sound of hitting the wall.
"I won't eat you, my mother said that life after transformation cannot be eaten."
After saying this, I realized that this stupid deer was indeed just a weak person, and I was not as weak as I thought.
I felt ashamed of the previous words, and my eyes couldn't help but glance at the corner. After seeing something, I breathed a sigh of relief, secretly rejoicing that kind of thing.
"Those ant beasts are here again," the little ant beast has become my savior at this moment.
However, when they come, it means that the day is over, and there is still no news for the mother.
I was scared. Did something really happen to that idiot? He said he wanted to set foot in every corner of the world and find those legendary things, but the result was nothing.
"If a beast, how can we continue to walk this road..."
It was like setting off my heart at this moment. After crushing a fruit for the ant beasts, the stupid deer turned around and walked to the entrance of the cave and looked at it, saying, "Why haven't sister come back yet?"
"Are you afraid that I will eat you?" I suddenly rolled up and looked at him and roared. The cracks in the wound no longer mattered.
"I'm just worried..."
He didn't seem to have expected that I would have such a big reaction. To be honest, I didn't expect that because I was afraid that those who were worried would become facts, I wanted to deny it.
"Sorry, I'm too worried about my mother. You don't know, that stupid guy is stupider than you."
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"What are you doing when you are still there? The wound is cracked again. My mother asked you to stay to take care of me, not to let you watch."
Intersecting again and again, touching again and again, even if there are new barriers, they will quickly dissipate.
He first applied the herbs to the palm of his hand, then covered his hand on my wound and moved it gently. He was the first to contact my beast at such a close distance.
I could clearly sense the warmth coming from his palms and the tenderness that even my mother didn't have. My mother applied medicine directly to the wound with herbs. Even if you were so painful that you cracked your teeth, she would ignore it. But strangely, she didn't feel annoying.
If my mother doesn’t come back tomorrow, I will go to her and move more, so that the wound can heal faster. That’s what I think.
And he seemed to guess what I thought, stopped the movement in his hand and said, "Tomorrow I will accompany you to find my elder sister. I grew up here and I need to be familiar with it. And my sister also said that I will take care of you without leaving any steps."
Don't use this reason, let me eat fruits as a carnivorous person but I can't be considered a care.
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The next day, I woke up in the familiar embrace. I didn’t have the courage to open my eyes to see my mother, so I was afraid that all this was just illusion.
However, the joy that could not be concealed was constantly impacting. Under this irresistible impact, I slowly opened my eyes again, and it was my mother who came into my eyes.
There is no beautiful face, no watery skin, only those deep eyes and...
"Why disappear?"
"I met the humans you mentioned before."
And an extremely gentle voice.
"Are you injured?"
"No."
"Yes! Although there are no wounds on my body, I smelled the smell of blood and you are injured!"
"This is not my blood."
...No speech.
Indeed, my mother rarely got hurt since I had memory. The two humans who hurt me a few days ago were just as strong as that. Even more people couldn't hurt my mother. Thinking of this, the anger just now dissipated in an instant.
"I'm hungry, can I eat him?" I got up and looked at the stupid deer who was still sleeping, and my stomach cooperated with it.
He curled up under the raised rock wall and breathed evenly, with his unique breath, which was different from what I knew, and there seemed to be something else in it.
When I first met him, I didn't notice it because of fear, and then because of the injury on my back and the sudden disappearance of my mother, I didn't notice these things one after another, and I didn't realize it until now.
Is it different from others, or... this is the fundamental reason for his failure in transformation.
"Forget it, I won't eat it for my mother's sake. By the way, mother, does the story you told before really have no way to change after the transformation failed?"
"No." She spoke decisively, got up and walked to the stupid deer, half-squatted, then gently stroked his forehead, and continued: "If it was just a failure of ordinary transformation, it would be okay to try again after the spiritual consciousness was restored, but he took the initiative to cut off the connection with the bastard God, which was equivalent to provoking. Do you think God would forgive an existence who took the initiative to provoke him?"
"But don't you often provoke God?" And most of the things you say are unacceptable.
"A few words of cursing casually are not considered provocation, and he will not pay attention to these things. The so-called provocation is based on certain rules."
I can understand these words, and I don’t understand them. When will the transformation be transformed is also a rule? I didn’t continue to ask, and I didn’t know whether the God I thought of was the one I thought.
Seeing that I didn't speak or my mother didn't mean to continue, she stopped, and then she twisted her fingers and bounced heavily on the stupid deer's forehead.
"It is not necessarily a bad thing to go against the truth. If you cannot change your body, you will change the view of other beasts on your body. There are few things that can be predicted on the road of cultivation. Spiritual consciousness is still your future capital. Okay, if you pretend to sleep, you will really let Shuangxuan eat you."
She was so gentle the previous second, but she said such words in a blink of an eye. The stupid deer slowly opened her eyes, but did not look at her mother's gaze and sobbed in a low voice.
"I have tried very hard to change everyone's view of me. I have put in dozens of times more effort to practice and have achieved considerable achievements. But their eyes have not changed when they see me. Even their parents are the same. They are unwilling to stay on me. I know their thoughts, and they also regard me as a monster. The more I am, the more scared they are. My elder sister, I am really tired..."
This is the first time I have heard him say so much, and it is the first time I have seen him crying. I can imagine his experience, but I cannot understand his experience.
I wanted to say something, but when I first met him, I was filled with fear, and what I said was ridiculous. All I could do was watch.
I lowered my head and was at a loss. After a long time, I suddenly heard my mother's voice: "Every life will be afraid. It is just an instinct to see unknown things. Stay away from those who know and move and get angry with those who don't know. These are not blamed on them. Just like Shuangxuan, I was full of fear of you at first, and now there is nothing."
I was a little surprised when I heard my name, and I always felt very familiar with this sentence. Is it the same as my initial thoughts? If I continue to say this, it will only make him even more sad. Mother, stupid mother!
"It's not that true!" I suddenly looked up, and because of the emotional reasons, the sentence seemed particularly loud, and I didn't care about it later and continued, "The reason why I was unhappy was that you snatched the position that belonged to me. Every time I got wounds all over my body, I could stop on my mother's back, but you did nothing, and it was the same in the cave. She took care of you all night, completely ignoring my feelings. I became more and more angry and did those things. In short, I never feared you, you... like those ant beasts."
After saying these words, I completely lowered my head. It was false to say that I was not afraid, but that kind of fear was far from being afraid, and I couldn't even compare to the fear of saying this.
I lowered my head tightly, not daring to look at their expressions, and kept repeating in my heart, "It's over, both of them offended", until my mother held up my cheeks and her eyes were facing each other.
One moment, one breath, one second.
"This road is getting better and better~"
"Put your saliva and go away!"
Many times I think about what I want to get close to my mother, but she has no advantage at all.
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By the way, there is an advantage at this moment, that is, she is very stupid, and this deer is as stupid as her, so she can nod her seriously after listening to my words.
"Thank you."
Chapter completed!