070 Cloudy Sun (10)
She almost screamed, her voice echoing in the cave for a long time, tears flashing in the corners of her eyes, and just as they were about to well up, she wiped them away.
"I don't feel more comfortable doing anything than I do now. If you want to leave, get out of here now!"
She was crying, although she didn't shed any tears.
I really don’t know what to say. She was not wrong, but I didn’t seem to have done anything wrong. I was obviously worried about my mother’s safety just now. Now she asked me to leave, but I don’t know if I should leave.
I stood there like this for a long time, with countless images passing through my mind. I sighed softly for no apparent reason, and finally walked out of the cave with extremely slow steps. At the same time, I whispered: "My memory is very good."
Poor, my memory is always sporadic, and I have forgotten many things. I really can’t remember the question you asked before, but I can tell you everything I can remember now and know in my mind.”
"Since we can remember, we have been walking on a road that is extremely difficult, and we don't even know if it exists. On this road, we have encountered strange flowers and plants, tasted delicious delicacies, eaten to our heart's content all day long, and wanted to see more.
The anecdotes of ancient times and the wonders of modern and ancient times are mostly bland and tasteless. They have no time to eat and are full. The quail's clothes are knotted and the elbows are unbearable. They don't care about morning and evening. On the curtain of the swallow's nest, they are in danger of laying eggs. Until now, they only feel ordinary and light.
.”
When I said these words, I was a little confused. They were so unfamiliar that it didn't seem like they were coming from my mouth. But why did it feel like a funny illusion of familiarity? At this moment, my mind seemed to be much clearer.
Everything that happened on this road is worth remembering, but I have almost forgotten it. It is the most powerless for memories to disappear slowly without realizing it. This powerlessness will smooth everything out.
"No matter whether there is something in my memory or not, my mother is the only one who stays. My thoughts about her can be infinitely magnified. I know how many scabs there are on her body, the meaning of every movement she makes, and the meaning hidden in her eyes.
Full of vitality. I am not afraid of danger, but I am afraid of her back, so I try to keep up with her footsteps, so I walk far ahead of her. I am afraid of losing these, and she is the source of motivation for me to keep going."
"I'm sorry." The last step seems to have gone through vicissitudes of life and endless darkness, making the already lost heart even more gloomy. The stars in the sky are struggling hard to emit weak and dispensable light spots. The stars are changing and the world is changing.
…
Outside the cave, the cliffs stand tall and criss-crossed, the wind howls, and the entire peak rises almost straight out of the ground. There is no place to stay at all, and it is extremely dangerous.
She said before how difficult it was to get up, but now I understand a little bit.
It is difficult to move even an inch, but you must take steps, even if you will fall down in the next second and no bones will be left.
I walked to the edge, looked at the blurry scene, hugged a raised rock with my hands, and jumped down after repeatedly confirming its stability and foothold.
The moment he landed, there was a stinging pain in the soles of his feet. This feeling was too familiar, blood.
I'm so stupid. After being baptized by wind and sand for a long time, stones are no better than human sharp blades.
My mother has said this question many times. It is the most basic question on this road. What on earth am I doing? She has only been away for a day, so why doesn’t she remember it?
"Tick tock."
It’s not the first time, I’ve experienced it for a longer time, why am I crying!
Cry, it's ridiculous, I can't even wipe away my tears, now I'm already in a difficult situation.
Where should I step next? Should I move my hands or my feet first? I don’t know, I don’t know anything. The night has completely fallen, and what I can see is only two hands away. The wind is howling non-stop, coming from all directions, like a ghost.
Roaring. Is this a cliff or an abyss? It keeps dragging me.
"Hey, you're looking for death!"
Above, a shadow suddenly appeared, with a huge head and long eyes.
When I heard this sentence, my tears instantly burst into tears. My cries were mixed with the sound of the wind, and I didn’t know how far it spread.
The shadow leaned down, gently held my body in its arms, and then walked around the cave for a long time.
"I'll send you down now. Are you really... not afraid of death? Stupid!"
The word "stupid" has always been used by me to describe my mother. Occasionally she would say a few words to me, but I never thought that one day this word would appear from the mouth of an unfamiliar beast, and I was willing to do so.
.
The moment she looked at me from above, all the previous discomforts disappeared in an instant.
"say!"
"oh…"
"I asked you to speak, and now I'm still angry! You are simply, really... Do you think you are ungrateful?"
If I hadn't been in a dilemma on a cliff, I might still be confused about this question.
"You saved my life, thank you."
When she heard this, she immediately put me down on the ground and scolded me sternly: "You still have the nerve to say that if you are really in danger, I will save you. What you did just now was just seeking death! You blew so hard in the cave before, let's go
You’ve seen so many things in so many places, and you don’t even know how capable you are?”
I can't refute this statement. At that time, my mind was too confused and I was so wrong that I haven't calmed down much now.
"sorry."
What else can I do besides apologizing?
She probably calmed down, and stayed silent for a while, then waved her hands and said, "You have said this before, forget it, I forgive you."
I nodded secretly, then looked at her hesitantly and cautiously, and whispered softly: "It seems that the way back is still a bit far, otherwise..."
"Okay, okay, you don't need to repeat it so many times, I'm not as forgetful as you! Come on my neck, hold me tight, you deserve it if you fall."
"Can I hide in your mouth..."
The human body is too weak. There are only hairs on her neck that can bear force. The cliff is almost upright. No matter how you think about it, it is a narrow escape.
As soon as she finished speaking, she opened her big mouth and swallowed me completely. She only heard her talking leisurely to herself: "I thought you were really a fool. You don't seem to be stupid at all. Why did you jump before doing it?"
Chapter completed!