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075 Floating Clouds and Sunny Days (15)

This darkness was somewhat familiar. It took me a long time to remember that it was here again and I had been here many times.

If it's still the same as before and you have to wake up when your consciousness is shattered, then this time it should happen faster.

"I know I'm still alive, come on!"

I closed my eyes tightly and gritted my teeth, waiting for the pain that was about to come. That kind of pain was deep in my memory, unbearable and had to be endured.

One breath, ten breaths.

I felt nothing. I opened my eyes, looked around, full of doubts, and said tentatively: "I'm not dead, I'm still alive."

Still nothing, so am I really dead?

Death is not surprising. I cannot resist the power of human beings no matter what. I have encountered it many times, but which one has I been able to resist? In the end, I survived. Why is it now?

She is in danger!

If I had listened to her and stayed in the lair, maybe many things wouldn't have happened.

She will not cry, she will not be hurt, she will not see a scene she has never seen before, and she will not know the horror of human beings.

Tick ​​tock, tick tock.

Drop by drop, the blood condenses at the feet, and the bright red color is dazzling; every breath of time, accumulated by the baht, also shakes the stars.

Couldn’t this damn blood be shed cleanly?

I roared, lowered my head, bit my own wound and tore at it wildly. Large chunks of flesh fell down, and the blood was more exaggerated than running water, instantly staining the large area red.

It's so uncomfortable. It would be nice if there was pain, at least I wouldn't feel so sad.

It would be nice if my mother was here, then I could throw myself into her arms and it wouldn't matter how much I cried.

It would be better if I didn't die.

In the darkness, I was swaying alone, my energy was gloomy, and I was depressed.

"If you have no direction, why do you need these eyes?"

I stretched out my sharp claws, lowered my eyes, and continued to walk alone.

"Since there is no goal, why do we need these four legs?"

I lay on the ground, ate its flesh and blood, and broke all its bones.

"Since you are dead, why do you still have this little knowledge?"

I left everything behind, without any worries, and called for the coming of true death.

My mother keeps talking about how terrible death is, but why now I don’t feel it at all.

No pain, no tiredness, no hunger, no sadness, no need to worry about danger, no fear of the unknown, no need to be left behind by my mother.

"But this path failed."

This path that makes no sense should have ended long ago...

?

The body is slowly disappearing.

"Mother."

I left nothing behind except that fool. Who made her do that every time? It’s her turn to look for me this time, and she should never be able to find me again.

"sorry."

This statement was made to the female beast. Her outcome was probably not much better. My regrets for her are no weaker than those for my mother.

"I'm really sorry. It would be better if you could escape."

There is nothing left in my body, and my consciousness dissipates with it. However, this dissipating scene is somewhat familiar, having appeared more than once.

Just like in a dream, the perspective keeps changing. I am like a bird and beast, slowly flying to the sky, and finally staying at an angle, looking down.

Below, the corpse that should have been missing was lying there intact, with flesh and blood and bones all over the place, which was very strange.

Wait, thoughts and consciousness are closely related. Obviously nothing is left, so where do these scenes appear?

Could it be that a "me" grew out of thin air, and my consciousness... was reborn?

So am I alive or dead now? If it is roughly as I thought, I should be alive again.

"pain!"

The pain that I hadn't felt for a long time came suddenly, and I was happy at the moment. Whether it was my mother or her, I really couldn't bear to leave.

I woke up, not physically, but just with some awareness, and this awareness brought me endless panic.

"Shuangxuan, what a good name."

"I think it's almost like a name for seeking death."

"Don't talk nonsense."

"I'm not talking nonsense. When will he wake up? It's so boring."

I heard these conversations clearly, it was not my mother, let alone the female beast.

The language of the human race, and there were some very obvious smells unique to the human race in the air, made me instantly despair.

There are at least two humans around me, and one of them knows my name!

Normally this is impossible. I have never said my name in front of any human being. I don't have it in my memory, and I can't tell them.

Could it be that they caught my mother and learned this from her mouth? No, the possibility of catching my mother is very slim. If that was the case, I should have died long ago.

Other than that, I really can't think of any other possibilities.

If I had known that there would be humans when I woke up, I might as well have died.

"Ahh~ It's so boring!"

"Hey, what are you doing?"

In response, a pair of hands fell on my face, and then opened my lips.

"Feed him something to eat."

"Didn't you just feed it before?"

"I'm going to go crazy if I don't find something to do."

The next food that went into my mouth turned out to be meat, which I never expected, and the taste made even this mutilated body salivate.

"Hey, I feel better feeding now."

"Feed me slowly, don't choke to death!"

"Look, after we finish eating, I'll get another bowl."

"Have you finished eating? It's really fast. It took a long time to feed you just one piece. Are you going to wake up?"

"Let's talk when you wake up. I'm going, you watch."



At night, two or three days have passed since I woke up.

My body functions have almost recovered, and I secretly sat up during the day when the two humans were gone, although it was a bit difficult.

There seems to be no shortage of food here. The rest just needs to wait, and it will be back to normal in a day or two at most.

"We cooked some more meat."

It's not out of their interest to feed me food. I've eaten it five or six times today, but there's nothing wrong with it.

I sat up with their help, pretending to be weak, and coughed several times in a row.

"After eating, I want to go outside and take a look."

In the past few days, the only ones I could see were the two humans and the nest called Tent. I didn’t know anything about the situation outside, which was very unfavorable for the current situation.

"Are you feeling well? It's very windy outside. It's hard to wake up. Otherwise, we'd better wait."

"It's no problem, I can barely leave." He had woken up a long time ago, but he just didn't want to pay attention to them.

Another human thought for a while and said: "Take him out for a walk, maybe it will get better faster."

"Then I'll go find some clothes."

After eating all the food, he stood up with difficulty. Wearing clothes that were not much better than animal skins, with the help of two humans, he walked to a place only one step away from the tent, thinking a lot.

Why do I wake up next to humans? I should be in the mountains. Why do I wake up in a human form? Without the support of consciousness, my complete body should appear. Why should they take care of me? Shouldn’t the evil humans devour my flesh and blood?

Why don't you have much dislike for them?

"How do you know my name?"

"Huh? It's written on your ID badge."

That thing that I always thought was useless? It should have been dropped when it turned into its true form, but now it is actually pillowed next to the couch.

One of the humans seemed to have guessed what I was thinking, and said to the other: "He has no spiritual power, so he may not know." Then he turned his head and looked at me: "By the way, what are you, an ordinary person, doing in such a dangerous place?

?”

The dangerous place? Is it the mountains? It seems that there is a question that will be answered soon.

"Why am I here?"

"We brought you out by the way."

Take the final step.
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