"From now on, I have no intention of loving the good night, and let him go down to the west tower under the bright moon."

It was close to the second watch at this time, and the ancient and dull sound of the clock was very far away, like the tinkling of evening drums and morning bells. The moon outside the house was tilted very sharply, and the mist-like moonlight spread on the imperial concubine by the window. On the couch.

I stared blankly at the hoarfrost on the ground, and many past events came to mind. I also spent countless good nights with Xie Yan. In those unknown nights, we rubbed our ears together and slept in each other's arms. Now that I think of it, I just feel Times have changed, things have changed and people have changed.

Love reached its extreme and turned into endless hatred.

My forehead hurt, and I couldn't help but look at Xie Yan's troubled face again. He was lying quietly on the bed at this time, sleeping peacefully and peacefully. The redness on his cheeks had faded, and his hands were placed obediently on his face. On the brocade quilt, my dark hair could barely cover my thin and pale cheeks, as gentle as a peony blooming quietly in the dark, which made my heart beat uncontrollably.

Thank you, have you ever had those quiet and sweet nights deeply etched in your mind like me?

I didn't get an answer.

Xie Yan was sleeping deeply, and his delicate and beautiful facial features had lost their usual coldness and solemnity at this time, and had a gentle and ethereal feeling, like an elf who had fallen into the mortal world inadvertently, and had not been infected by any common things.

His thick eyelashes covered his eyes, his breath was clear and calm, his thin lips were slightly raised, and there was a faint smile on the corners of his lips, as if he was immersed in an endless dream.

When he was awake, his words of thanks were always sharp, always calm and self-possessed, and always superior to others. But now, after being tortured by illness, he gave me a sense of enlightenment that all living beings are equal.

Peering into Xie Yan's old things did not bring me any useful clues, but instead brought me all kinds of undesirable throbbings. These throbbings, along with the delusional thoughts of a comeback, made me suddenly feel very tired.

I often walk on the edge of love and hate. One moment, I wanted to skin Xie Yan to his bones and dig out his heart and lungs. The next moment, I felt that he was very cute and wanted to hug him tightly. At the same time, I wanted to question him fiercely, why did he do that? Treat me so cruelly.

But now I can't look back. I have made a decision and given a chance to thank you.

It's sad to think about it. Since I was born, my life has never been controlled by me. I didn't want to kill my mother, and I never thought I would fall in love with Xie Yan. I never thought about being reborn after committing suicide, but I still Standing here.

God loves and pities me, but also loves to tease me. After all, love is hard to calm down, and hate is hard to get rid of. It is difficult for me to look away from Xie Yan.

If you can choose, thank you, I hope the two of us never go into that good night.

When I woke up the next day, I saw the indigo gauze curtain above my head, and I was shocked to realize that this was not my bed. It was already the second watch after I served Xie Yan last night. I was too tired to move, so I saw the imperial concubine by the window. I fell asleep wrapped in a blanket on the couch. The cold wind had been blowing for several hours, and my head was still buzzing.

I stroked my painful forehead and propped my body up, only to realize that I was sleeping on Xie Yan's bed. What lingered on the tip of my nose was Xie Yan's customary cold fragrance.

I was perfectly fine on the imperial concubine's bed last night, so why did I run to Xie Yan's bed? Could it be that Xie Yan carried me here? Thinking of this, I frowned tightly, as if my body had been touched by Xie Yan.

The disgust rose again.

When the butler came in with his attendants, I was still in a daze. It wasn't until the attendant brought water for washing my face and gargling my mouth that I came back to my senses and saw the butler staring at me with a smile.

"Thank you Mr. Qiu for your generous help. I really have nothing to repay."

He said this and wanted to salute me. I quickly helped him up and said comfortingly, "Steward, Yun Qing can't bear your great gift. It's not a big deal, so there is no need to show it to others.

"

I don't have any resentment towards the housekeeper. On the contrary, I think he is conscientious in his duties and shows all his love to Xie Yan. It's hard not to be moved.

"Where are the others, Your Highness? Are you feeling better now?"

I didn't really care about thanking me, but I just wanted to change the subject and try to take the butler's attention away from thanking me and bowing.

Sure enough, after hearing this, the butler's expression on his face relaxed a lot. He was not as dignified as he was when he thanked me just now. He opened his mouth and said to me, "I have to thank Mr. Qiu for taking care of me. His Royal Highness is fine today.

After having breakfast early in the morning, I went to the study to get busy again."

Maybe it was because Xie Yan's recovery made him feel sincerely happy, and the housekeeper talked a lot more irrelevant words.

"When I came in in the morning, I happened to see His Highness the Crown Prince carrying you to bed to rest. I didn't think carefully enough and didn't arrange an extra bedding for Mr. Qiu. Wasn't it cold last night?"

Sure enough, it was Xie Yan who carried me from the imperial concubine's couch to the bed. I originally just made a guess, but now that the housekeeper confirmed it, I felt even more uncomfortable. I felt sticky all over my body, as if I had been licked by a snake.

It gave me goosebumps.

But in front of the housekeeper, I still smiled perfunctorily and said, "That's good. Since His Highness the Crown Prince is fine, I can go back to the room and rest for a while."

"Yes," the housekeeper nodded in agreement and took my words and said, "His Royal Highness the Crown Prince also ordered that Mr. Qiu have a good rest today and there is no need to go over to serve you."

"Yeah." I responded casually, then hurriedly left Xie Yan's room and rushed to my own room. It was so disgusting. I wanted to wash all the places that Xie Yan had touched.

.

Huaixin obeyed my order and quickly prepared a bucket full of hot water for me. I scrubbed my skin all over until it was reddish before leaving the bathtub with a little satisfaction.

When I came out of the bathroom fully dressed, I saw Huaixin looking at me eagerly, with concern, pity and indescribable embarrassment in his eyes. He opened his mouth and hesitated for a long time, without even a fart coming out.

"Let me know if you have anything to say." I was really impatient to wait for his next words, so I said to him coldly.

"Ah, sir, how were you last night? Are you feeling unwell in any way? Can you ask Huaixin to call the doctor for you?"

Huaixin looked me up and down, his dark eyes full of sincere concern and remorse, and said, "Master, if you have any grievances, you can tell Huaixin, and Huaixin will definitely not leak the secret of the master."

Out."

What on earth is this? In response to his hesitant expression and these meaningful words, I just felt a headache, and because I didn't sleep well last night, I felt completely cold.

"If you continue to play riddles with me, please come back to Yuanzhou."

Other inducements may not work for Huaixin, but such threats played into his heart. Huaixin knelt down almost immediately, his eyes red with anxiety.

"Young Master, don't rush Huaixin away. Huaixin just thought that the Young Master was bullied by His Royal Highness last night, so he just wanted to comfort the Young Master."

"Master, don't be angry. The worst I can do is not say anything in the future."

Now I finally understood what kind of medicine he was selling in the gourd, but I didn't blame him. I served the prince all night and immediately asked him to fetch water to clean me up when I came back. It was normal for him to have misunderstandings.

But just thinking about such a misunderstanding made me feel sick and embarrassed. I wanted to rub the skin all over my body again, and there was a nauseating feeling in my throat.

After a long time, I calmed down and said calmly to Huai Xin, "I'm fine. What you imagined didn't happen, but I don't want to hear these words again in the future. If you do it again, you will go back to your original state."

Go to the continent."

Huaixin had rarely seen me looking so stern, and he almost cried, and he hurriedly promised me that he would never do it again in the future.

But I was so upset that I couldn't listen at all, so I just coldly said "Don't follow me" and walked out the door.

In fact, I am usually very tolerant towards Huai Xin, and we can even be considered brothers. But after I said what I said and walked around, I felt that I was too harsh.

Even if Huai Xin's suspicion is not true, he made such a fuss because he was too worried about me. I did overstate what he said, but I couldn't accept the possibility in his words. Just thinking about it made me feel as if I was all over the place.

Being crawled by a poisonous snake makes me feel sick and confused.

Xie Yan is my father-killing enemy. If I make peace with him, how can I be worthy of my miserable father?

My mind was getting more and more confused, so I had to walk around, and finally stopped at the pavilion in the house, looking at the fields of lotus leaves in front of the pavilion, smelling the cool water vapor in the air, like thoughts entwined into a ball of wool.

Finally calmed down a bit.

My attention was taken away by the beautiful scenery, but I didn't notice someone approaching quietly from behind. Without noticing, a pair of warm hands suddenly covered my eyes. The voice of the person behind me was soft and soft, and there was a lot of emotion in his words.

Fox-like cunning, "Can you please guess who I am?"

"Who else could it be?" I spoke angrily, and with a guilty conscience, I was worried that the exchange between me and Xie Xing would be seen by others, so I anxiously pulled his hand off, and sure enough, I turned around and saw Xie Xing.

That beautiful and delicate face.

He winked at me playfully, his fox eyes were slightly hooked, and he smiled sweetly and exposed his canine teeth, which instantly took off my guard. His appearance always makes people mistakenly think that he is an innocent and well-behaved boy, and ignore it.

He is vicious and vicious beneath the surface.

I looked around nervously, with a reproachful tone in my voice, "Why are you here? What if others see you?"

Perhaps my panicked expression pleased Xie Xing's mischievous spirit, and he smiled even brighter at me, unable to restrain the smile on his lips.

"Beautiful brother, your guilty expression as a thief is so cute. You see, if you don't regard yourself as a thief, we just happened to have a few pleasantries, and it's not as serious as you think.

"

What Xie Xing said did have some truth to it. I was so stupid that all the trees and grass were in danger. Thinking of this, I remembered that Xie Xing said that I was stupid, so I just closed my mouth and stopped talking to avoid being caught again.

What a stupid, pig-like excuse.

"Pretty brother, why are you unhappy?"

Xie Xing still had the romantic and innocent temperament of a child. He blinked his brown eyes and came towards me. He raised his white fingertips and placed them under my right eye. He came very close and spoke very softly, as if he was speaking on purpose.

Comfort me.

"Beautiful brother, don't worry. I didn't come here specifically to find you. I just went to find the prince brother. He was busy, so I went out to look around. I happened to bump into you, so I just wanted to tease you.

."

So if that’s the case, then I have nothing to feel guilty about.

I took a long breath and just nodded. Then I heard Xie Xing ask me lazily, "However, I still want to ask, has the beautiful brother found the seal? Everything else is easy to handle, everything is ready."

, just need to engrave the seal."

He was clearly talking about framed others. There was still a sweet and innocent smile on Xie Xing's lips, but those smiles did not penetrate into his amber eyes. I was very close to him, and I only saw the coldness and cruelty in them.

murderous intent.

Xie Xing, he really looked different from what I imagined. I was a little afraid that others would hear my words, so I lowered my voice and spoke slowly, "I'm still looking. I'll give it to you when I find it."

"Well, pretty brother, follow your way, don't worry." Xie Xing comforted me softly, and his slender fingers suddenly fell from under my eyes to my chin.

I don’t know why he is so close to me, so close that his breath falls on the tip of my nose. I just raise my head to look at him, and I see his eyes looking leisurely into the distance, smiling with crooked eyebrows and pale pink lips.

Starting, there was a kind of joy in the words that it was not too big to watch the excitement.

"What should I do, pretty brother, I seem to have caused trouble for you."

I didn't understand what he was talking about, I just felt that there was a hint of pride in his cunning eyes, like a bad boy who had succeeded in a prank trying to escape his guilt by being good, and his clear eyes kept looking behind me.
To be continued...