It was as if I had walked for a long time in a dark night without seeing the sun. The pain in my body did not diminish, but the burden on my heart was quietly relieved at some point. I just walked like this, and finally got a glimpse of something in the distance.

The present skylight.

The warm temperature fell on my tired eyelids, and I was so lazily illuminated by this silent and moistening warmth that I couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality. Will there be bright sunshine shining in this endless hell?

?After thinking about it this way, I feel that death is not as scary as I thought.

But when I slowly opened my eyes, I saw the indigo bed curtain above my head. This was Xie Yan’s dormitory where I lived when I was pregnant. The clear sunlight shone on my face through the intricately patterned glass windows, as if

Light poured into me

The dazzling vitality. I thought I was dead, but the dull pain from the two wounds on my abdomen told me that I was obviously alive, but I clearly remember that there should be only one wound on my body that day.

I turned my face away in confusion, barely able to escape the dazzling morning light, only to realize that Xie Yan's face was very close at hand. He did not climb onto the bed to sleep with me, but sat on the short side of the bed.

On the stool, his long arms rested on his cheeks, his hands

His eyes were tightly closed, and his frowning brows were filled with worry and fatigue. His eyes were black and blue, and his face was as pale as a piece of thin rice paper. However, his eyelashes were still very long. He covered his lower eyelids obediently, and the hostility around him had dissipated a lot.

.

I suddenly remembered his heartbroken face from crying that day. His eyes were red, his nose was red, and the corners of his mouth were bent downwards, as if he had suffered the greatest grievance in the world. I couldn't help but feel soft in my heart, and stretched out my fingertips.

To touch his thick eyelashes.

Xie Yan is good at everything, even his eyelashes are better than others. Perhaps because of his foreign blood, his eyelashes are long, like two small fans, and are slightly curled up at the end.

In my heart, I always feel that the eyelashes are longer and more delicate than those of a little girl. If I touch them with my fingers for a long time, the curvature of the eyelashes will become clearer and denser, which makes me unable to stop and giggle.

But soon I couldn't laugh anymore.

I don’t know when Xie Yan woke up. He stared at me with stern eyes, and his cold eyes seemed to be asking for punishment. I had done something bad and I knew it was wrong. I wanted to take my fingertips back, but I was stopped.

Xie Yan grabbed the cage and held it in his palm, then kneaded it carefully.

He didn't know what was wrong with him, but he couldn't help but bite me again and again when he saw me. Then his fangs gnawed on my fingertips, and his narrow eyes reflected my panic.

I wanted to pull my hand away, but I couldn't resist Xie Yan's strength. I could only ask with red eyes, "Am I in hell now or am I really still alive? Xie Yan, please tell me, tell me that this was not something I did."

A dream.”

"This is hell. You are dead. I am here to take your life and see if you dare to run away next time. What does it mean that you have to go back to your father and return the child to me after the child is born?

"

"You dare to think that all the children belong to me alone? You don't have the slightest awareness of being a father, right or wrong?"

When Xie Yan said this, he gritted his teeth quite angrily and angrily used my fingers as molar sticks. I gasped in pain until I saw scarlet blood beads emerging from the tips of my fingers.

He swore and reprimanded me fiercely, "Feng Jiuyue, I understand now. I just can't be too indulgent towards you. Once I treat you well, you will stick to your nose and ride on other people's heads."

Come up here and ask for your own fault."

I know what he said is right. This time I was caught by Yuan Ye because of my own random thoughts, but I didn't mean it. When I was pregnant with the child, I always felt like I was walking in a gloomy fog and needed a lot of help.

If you don't get a lot of love, care and companionship, you will fall into a state of self-pity and be immersed in it for a long time, unable to extricate yourself.

"My belly is flat, where is our baby?"

When I said this, my whole body was shaking. My child has been with me for eight months. I can feel every heartbeat and dance of his hands and feet. We share our breathing and emotions together, but now that I don’t have anything anymore, I can’t feel anything.

I can't feel it anymore. Now my stomach is empty, like a rubber ball that has grown to the extreme and was suddenly popped. The joy of resurrection disappeared in an instant, and my heart fell to the bottom with a heavy heart.

Xie Yan looked at me gloomily, still very angry. After a while, he raised his voice and shouted, "Nanny, come in."

I stared blankly at the door, and soon two wet nurses came in, each holding a baby in their hands.

It was as if my throat was being strangled, and my sobs were strangled, leaving only the red eye circles and trembling fingers.

They brought the two children in front of me, and my heart revived at that moment, and the two most beautiful flowers in the world bloomed.

Their eyes are all gray like Xie Yan, and the outlines of the eye sockets are very deep. One baby looks very much like Xie Yan, with long and narrow eyes, a high nose bridge, and two thin lips. He blinks at me and I stretch out his eyes.

He stretched out his fingers and grabbed it affectionately, but restrained himself from putting it in his mouth.

The other baby was smiling all the time. His eyebrows were thin and curved, like slender willow leaves. His eyes were bright and round, his nose was small, and his mouth was red and pouty. He giggled at me, and I stretched out my hand.

With just one finger, his eyes widened with laughter, and he quickly grabbed it and put it in his mouth to eat.

I was so shocked that I quickly took my finger back, and he immediately pursed his lips and was about to cry. Maybe he thought that I was unwilling to give him my finger to eat. I was in a panic and hurriedly explained to him, "Daddy's."

You can’t eat because your fingers are dirty. Baby, please be good.”

The other one saw that there were no fingers in his hand, and after babbling and accusing him, he also started to cry, not showing any sign of his composure.

The wet nurse was very experienced in taking care of children. When she saw that I was so distressed that I was about to burst into tears, she quickly comforted me and said, "That's what happens with these twins. When one cries, the other will cry with him. It's quite mysterious anyway."

.”

"I also heard that there is a special telepathy between twins, and the emotions of one can be sensed by the other. I wonder if the relationship between the young prince and the second prince is so mysterious."

The wet nurse said this and coaxed her a few times with her hands and feet. Finally, the crying of the two babies stopped. I felt relieved, stretched out my hands, and said eagerly, "I want a hug."

"No, you can only watch." Xie Yan reminded me in a deep voice, "The wounds on your body are not all healed yet, so why hug you? Zhong Qin said, your body needs to rest for at least a month before it can return to normal. Don't be blind if you have nothing to do.

toss."

I flattened my mouth and lowered my eyes. I was still a little unhappy at first, but Xie Yanhai knew how to give a candy to a slap, and patiently said to me, "You are not well yet, and you have no strength. If

If you accidentally drop your child, you will blame yourself and cry again later, right?"

It does make sense, but I was still greedy and said nonchalantly, "No wonder my belly was so big at that time, like a big round ball. It was much bigger than the normal belly. It turned out to be because I had

Two babies, when they kick me during normal activities, they should have four little feet and four little fists protruding. Just thinking about it, I feel so soft that I want to kiss them."

"I'll hold you. Come on down."

Xie Yan said this and skillfully carried the two children over. I heard that newborn babies are soft and difficult to hold well, but Xie Yan was very skillful. He held one in his arms and the children felt

Very comfortable, blinking his light-colored eyes and staring at me curiously.

I swayed to the left, and they turned their eyes to look left. I swung to the right, and their eyes looked to the right. I smiled at them, and they smiled with their eyebrows crescent, like angels falling from the sky.

When I was pregnant with them, I wanted to know what they would look like countless times. Now that I have actually seen them, I feel they are thousands of times more beautiful than my best imagination. At that moment, I lost all ability to speak.

, only choked with sobs and placed a kiss on each of their pink cheeks, almost unable to control the speed of tears.

God really treats me well.

"Ayan, have you named them?" I leaned closer and buried my whole body in Xie Yan's arms, concentrating on counting how many eyelashes they had. I couldn't help it, everything about the baby

I can't put it down, this is my child, the child of Xie Yan and me!

"Well," Xie Yan nodded, pointing his chin at the baby who was so quiet and similar to him, "This is my brother, Xie Yu, joyful Yu, whose name means Wuyou, Xie Wuyou, I have already issued an edict,

He will be the prince in the future and the next monarch of the Jiang Kingdom."

When Xie Yan faced Xie Yu, there was no special expression on his face, but when he saw another smiling baby, a soft smile immediately appeared on the corner of his mouth, "This is my younger brother. He looks like you and has a similar temperament."

Like you, he loves to laugh and is also very beautiful. I named him Huan, Xie Huan, happy Huan, which means Chang Le, what do you think?"

"If you don't like it, you can give it to them yourself. Although the edict has been issued, it can be modified at any time without causing any trouble." Xie Yan reluctantly moved his eyes away from Xie Huan's fleshy face.

, looked at me with good eyesight.

I remembered that he said that Xie Huan looked like me and was very beautiful. I couldn't help but feel a little hot in my face. I nodded a few times and praised, "Xie Yu, Xie Huan, Xie Wuyou, Xie Changle, it sounds very good, and the meaning is also very good. I

No objection, let’s call them Xiaoyu and Huanhuan from now on.”

"When can I hug them?" I couldn't help but ask.

"That day, Zhong Qin happened to come from Qiongshan to reminisce with you, but he heard that you were assassinated on the streets of Beijing and his life was hanging by a thread. He rushed over and saved you and the two babies. Now you not only have Yuan Ye in your abdomen,

The stabbing knife and the incision for dissection to remove the child, no matter how superb Zhong Qin's medical skills are, you still have to wait until a month later."

Xie Yan explained to me in detail, and when he saw that my eyes could not be separated from the two little breast balls, he called the nanny to hold them down.

I eagerly watched the two babies go out, and waited until the door creaked shut before Xie Yan climbed onto the bed. His two arms wrapped me in a cool embrace, like an airtight wall.

"Thank you."

Maybe even the wind was gentle at this time. This kind of ecstasy after a disaster made my voice a little hoarse. After saying thank you a few times, I couldn't say anything else that touched my heart, I could only say with satisfaction.

He closed his eyes and pressed his forehead against Xie Yan's hard chest to listen to the thumping of his heart.

"Sealing September."

"exist."

"Don't show off again, don't scare me again. If you do it again, I might kill you. I'm not as great as you, Feng Yueyue. If I die, I will force you to remain a widow, and I won't let you forget me. You need to

You must remember me and miss me day and night, and never forget me for even a moment.”

"If you dare to forget me, I will turn into a ghost and demand my life from you."

Xie Yan said this, his eyes were half closed, and he seemed to be very tired. I responded repeatedly, and he pinched my face, opened his eyelashes, revealing a pair of beautiful eyes, and threatened me fiercely, "This time

Once you feel better, we can settle things down in bed."

I often see Xie Yan sitting upright like a gentleman, but like him, with his eyes flying sideways and his head raised slightly, there is a bit of evil lust, and his broad palms viciously cover my two buttocks.

, the look of wanting to eat people scared me so much.

Fortunately, I still have a month to recover. Thinking of this, I just feel mixed emotions in my heart. Being healthy means that I can hold the babies, and it also means that I have to face Xie Yan's tormenting methods.
To be continued...