Chapter 4 Maple Syrup (4)
They returned to the place where they lived before. Tangwen didn't ask about other people's affairs, nor did he care about the outside world.
They returned to that small home, and Tang Wen would continue to pull Feng Lan to play with the childish game console, and Feng Lan would always pick up Tang Wen and stuff her into bed late at night.
At this time, Tang Wen would always complain, "I will never take you to play with me next time."
Then he was hugged by Fenglan and slept obediently.
Feng Lan's body was still as cool as ever, and Tang Wen couldn't put it down, but their intimacy would only stop there.
During the day, Fenglan would make Tang Wen what he liked to eat, and he became more and more proficient in cooking, and it became more and more delicious.
Tang Wen always hugs people and praises her, which makes Feng Lan blush, but she still wants people to listen. At this time, Tang Wen will mercilessly laugh at Feng Lan's innocence.
Fenglan will take care of things as before, but Tang Wen also likes to be taken care of by him, and it feels like home.
After eating, they went downstairs for a walk together. As they walked, they saw a supermarket. It turned out that the former canteen had become a supermarket.
Tangwen sat under the tree to enjoy the cool air, while Fenglan went to buy ice cream.
Nowadays, we no longer have the kind of ice cream we used to eat, but as long as it is ice cream, it is delicious.
Tang Wen took the person to sit down and have a rest while chatting.
The wind gently blew across the young man's cheek, bringing with it the coolness and heat of summer.
The sun shines through the shadowy leaves and shines on the ground. The spots on the ground are large and small. Tang Wen stretches out his feet to step on them.
The joyful laughter floats into the distance with the breeze, and the whole summer seems to become sweeter.
Nothing seems to have changed, they are still the same young people full of ideals; but everything seems to have changed, the game has been removed from the shelves, and the small shop on the roadside has disappeared; but the love between them is still there and will never fade away.
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The two of them leaned together and childishly counted how many bird's nests there were on the tree. They held ice cream in one hand and their lover in the other. The two of them were summer.
There was not a single cloud in the sky, and even the wind was very weak. The dogs at the entrance of the supermarket were exhaling hot breath.
Tang Wen suddenly suggested, "It's too hot, let's go swimming in the lake."
He still remembered that there was a small lake nearby. They would go there to play every summer, but they would always be told by Fenglan that it was not safe.
"It's so hot, why do you still need to swim in the lake? It's not safe."
"Then there is a humanoid air conditioner like you, right? Just ask if you want to go!"
Tang Wen stood up and threw the ice cream stick into the trash can next to him, then turned around and asked Feng Lan.
"go"
"Let's go!" Tang Wen thought about it and left immediately, Feng Lan followed slowly behind.
After a while, Tang Wen turned around to look for Feng Lan.
"Do you remember the road? I forgot about it." Tang Wen scratched his head in embarrassment.
"Remember" Feng Lan knew this would happen, with a smile in her eyes, she nodded and pulled the person back.
When we arrived at the place, Tang Wen started to talk hard.
"I just told you, just keep walking forward and you'll be there. Who knows that I remembered the wrong direction?"
As she said this, she wanted to get on the boat, but Fenglan looked at the scorching sun and then at Tangwen's exposed skin.
He sighed, grabbed the person, took out the sunscreen from his bag and applied it all over before letting him go, letting Tangwen have his way.
Tang Wen wanted to pull Feng Lan's bag out of curiosity, "What do you have in this bag? How come you even have sunscreen?"
Feng Lan pushed Tang Wen's face away and urged him, "Because I am a treasure bag. I have everything you want. Come on board."
Tang Wen is still completely out of touch with society.
They have been here for nearly a week.
Today, Tang Wen took Feng Lan upstairs to look at the stars.
Tangwen pointed to the brightest star in the sky and said to Fenglan, "Is that one pretty?"
Tang Wen smiles like the sun, like the sun in the dark night, and the sun that cannot exist.
Fenglan took Tangwen's hand and rubbed it, "It looks good"
"I think it looks good too. If I leave, then that star will be me. Don't forget it." Tang Wen leaned in Feng Lan's arms.
"Um"
"Then send him back, and thank him properly."
"Um"
"Also remember to eat. Don't always eat takeout. Make your own food when you have time."
"Um"
"Don't always live in the past. Everything has passed. In fact, I don't mind it for a long time."
"Um"
"Live well, I'm watching you from heaven."
"Um"
"Don't be okay all the time. It's so ugly to look sad." Tang Wen straightened up and pulled Feng Lan's face to make him smile.
"I know, take a good look at your stars."
Feng Lan pushed the person back into her arms again.
They just watched the stars quietly, no one spoke, and it wasn't until late at night that Feng Lan took her back.
He carried the person to the bed, just like before, and gave the person on the bed a peck on the mouth.
The clock struck early in the morning, Feng Lan opened the door and went out, walked to the toilet, and started to vomit, which was heartbreaking.
That year, Tang Wen committed suicide, but no one rescued him, and there was no ambulance. It took a long, long time before anyone discovered the death there.
The whole bathtub was filled with blood, and Tang Wen's parents had just come back from outside.
Tang Wen's whole body was soaked in the cold and biting blood, and he could no longer open his eyes, nor could he hug him and cry out for warmth. From then on, there was no sun in his world, leaving only endless darkness.
The last call in Tang Wen's call record was to him, but he didn't receive it, and he would never receive it again.
He has not come out for so many years. He feels that it is all his fault. If only he had not gone abroad. If only he had found someone to take care of Tang Wen. If only he had received Tang Wen's last call. If only he had not gone abroad.
…It would be better if he didn’t confess.
But without so many "what ifs", Tang Wen would have completely left him.
He has been unwilling to face this fact. He locked himself in the house to escape the fact, and he entered games to escape reality.
His parents tried to persuade him, but he just dealt with it perfunctorily. It was impossible for him to come out. His life stopped when Tang Wen left.
But he didn't expect to meet Shen Qingbai. They looked exactly the same. He even wondered if Tang Wen felt sorry for him and came specifically to see him.
He wanted to take Shen Qingbai back, even just to see him every day. It was originally just a small wish, but he didn't expect that he would be affected by resentment in that world.
He must take Shen Qingbai back, he must take him back!
He knew something was wrong with him but he still wanted to take the person back.
But no one was caught in the end, and his resentment grew bigger and bigger. He even wanted to turn Shen Qingbai into Tang Wen, but Tang Wen would definitely not agree. Tang Wen was too gentle, so gentle that it was unbelievable, so gentle.
He didn't deserve that.
But when he caught Shen Qingbai, he did it anyway. He wanted Tang Wen so much that even if he just took a look, he would really go crazy.
But when Tang Wen really came back to him, he didn't dare to get close to him. He didn't dare to get close to his little sun. He blamed him and that's what happened to him. He lived in repentance every day.
Simply because his sun was very gentle, he came close to him again and hugged him.
There was a glimmer of light in the endless darkness, and it was his little sun that appeared.
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Chapter completed!