Chapter 202 You will never understand my pain
Author: Chop wood and carry water
Is there anything more miserable in this world than watching the warmth of life slowly slip away from you? Watching your life slip away slowly, but you are powerless to stop it;
Watching the love of your life slowly die, but you can't do anything to help. This is called misery, and such misery cannot be understood without personal experience.
This misery itself is different from listening and watching the misery of others! As long as this misery happens to others, it is not miserable to you! Even if you cry with him, it is just
It can be called moving, but as long as misery does not fall on you for a day, it is not called misery. What's more, those who look at the misery of others can gain insights into life and inspire people to make progress, and your conscience will really not hurt!
There is a kind of pain in this world, which is the pain in your body and the pain in my heart. There is a kind of pain in this world, which is the pain you are suffering now, which can light up the way forward for you. In fact, these people have no idea how much pain you have.
, these words he said are nothing more than consuming your pain. Only you can understand your own pain, but you will never understand my pain! There is not much difference between watching others get acupuncture and being bitten by mosquitoes. Adults don’t know that.
Are you using this sentence to comfort a crying child?!
Everyone says that there are ten levels of pain in the world. The first is the pain of a mosquito bite, the tenth is the pain of a woman giving birth, and the eleventh is the pain of a mosquito bite when her wife is giving birth. They all say
A good man knows how painful it is when his wife gives birth to a monkey, but there is no one who would rather not have a monkey because he loves his wife! Don’t everyone laugh with joy when they hear the cries of a monkey being born? Don’t everyone feel that their wives cry in pain?
Does your face look happy?
Therefore, misery should never be encouraged, let alone used for consumption. Any behavior that uses other people’s misery for evil purposes is shameful. Your pitiful little touch will be a blessing to those who have been inflicted with misery.
Actually, it’s not that touching. If you don’t believe it, just give it a try. If someone suggested that you two change things and let this misery happen to you, you would definitely curse. He is cursing you! Why are there always unruly people?
That’s why you want to harm me!
Only when all the misery in this world falls on one's own head will one know how painful it is! Only then will one think of asking for warmth and comfort! Wanting to love and understanding love are completely different things. When you can't sleep for a long night, you can
How nice it would be to have a warm arm to lean on! How could you understand such longing and despair if you didn’t personally experience the feeling of loneliness and sleeplessness during the long night?!
Of course Cao Yu didn't understand, but he still knew that it was a state for this uncle to live affectionately in this ruthless world. It was a state that people would never be able to experience unless they were forced to do so. Greedy and lustful people are human beings.
If you can't live out your true nature and forget those illusions, it's not all your fault, because your cultivation hasn't arrived yet!
So, if we want to give modern people a reason to get married, I think it should be that they can rely on each other! Isn’t this the same principle for how people get along with each other? Holding together for warmth, they can rely on each other, and they can rely on each other.
Being able to rely on each other may be your only remaining luxury.
I am convinced that those people who are separated from each other can still get along harmoniously and become friends or even husband and wife!
People who have never experienced the warmth and coldness of this world will never know what this love is. Just like the pain of others in your eyes, no matter how painful they are, you can squeeze out a drop of love from the heart.
Tears coming? Losing my love and watching someone else lose their love are completely different things. Condolences and condolences are just fluttering and beautiful words!
A person like Cao Yu is worshiped every day. He wishes he could be lifted up to heaven but is afraid of falling down. What kind of life has he experienced? If he can not squeeze out a few crocodile tears when he takes the opportunity, he is already considered very good!
Don't even think about asking him and this uncle to feel the same way!
But when he found that there was a hint of tears in the old man's eyes, he stopped mocking and said with a serious expression: Is she married? You can snatch her back!
As soon as the uncle heard this, he knew that he was not the same person, and he felt annoyed. Why did he talk to him about this? Wasn't it just that he didn't like his attitude towards the girl? What was he thinking? The uncle could only give him a cold glance.
She glanced at him and said calmly: Some people are just greedy, eating what's in the bowl and looking at what's on the plate, but they never get enough!
Cao Yu thought that the old man was saying that times had changed and it was hard to force him anymore! He knew that it was not appropriate to discuss wife-in-law issues with someone of his age, so he hurriedly ate to make up for it and said: Yes, yes, you are absolutely right.
! This person just needs to be content, and don’t always look at the heights of mountains! Especially for the rice that God has rewarded, if you don’t see if there is still more, no one will probably realize how delicious the food in their bowl is!
The uncle saw that this young man was smart and confused for a while, and now he has a good eye, so he continued with a smile: Yes! This is dissatisfaction, everyone thinks that it is what they deserve. Yes, this is a reward from God.
Why should you get the food?! If you always feel that these are yours, even if the best things are placed in front of you, it won't whet your appetite, right?
Cao Yu thought that he was unwilling and still thinking about his old lover. He felt itchy in his heart but did not dare to be bold enough to ask for it. He felt aggrieved and did not say anything, but the old man just couldn't think about it! He already had all the food, what else could he not ask for?
?Go and grab her if you like it! Didn't he snatch Haiyan from Wangcai before? How could you know that she wouldn't be happy if you didn't try?
In his opinion, this old man is just an old man, and he is too old and confused, which is quite annoying! Hey, forget it, help others when you can! So he encouraged: What are you doing?! Should you grab this meal or should you take it?
Grab it! Since everyone may not think how delicious the food in their bowl is, it’s better to grab it back to save yourself from losing your appetite and getting upset!
The uncle almost choked at what he said. He glanced at him disdainfully again, coughed twice and said directly: I am saying that this person should know how to cherish, hold the bowl of rice in his hand, and don't throw it away when the time comes.
Now, you are crying and shouting to find someone to make trouble with! You are lucky, that little girl is really nice, she is pretty, and she also knows how to love others. She is not the kind of person who doesn’t care about others as long as she has food to eat.
Hungry or not, you must know how to cherish it!
Only then did Cao Yu wake up from his boredom. He was stunned for a moment and said awkwardly: Haha, uncle, you have been nagging for a long time and it turns out that you are just eating. How can you be like the beggar in Jin Yong's novel!
In that era, Jin Yong's novels were known to everyone, and those who could not read or read were always indispensable in movies and TV shows. The uncle heard about it from hearsay, and he knew the characters in it very well, and he knew them very well! The beggar in Jin Yong's works
They are all called disciples of the Beggar Clan, and they are all cynical heroes who save heaven and earth!
In that era when heroes were born in large numbers, everyone loved heroes and everyone dreamed of becoming a hero! Naturally, these beggars were also proud of the Beggar Clan. The uncle was already out of his mind after being praised like this by him.
, I forgot who I was, where I was, and what I was going to do! Smiling from ear to ear, he quickly waved his hands and said: Haha, if you don’t dare to do it, if you don’t dare to do it, then I can’t compare!
The uncle was very happy to wake up the dreamer. After all, although this was not a chivalrous act, it was still a good deed! Being kind to others was all about recreating the seven-level pagoda. How could he have thought that Cao Yu was doing this?
I hate him! What Cao Yu can't bear the most is others meddling in his own business. If you don't have a decent manner to be a beggar, then you are not a good beggar!
In fact, who doesn’t look at other people’s faces and beg for food? Beggars are also a very wealthy profession! Since you keep saying that there is nothing wrong with it, you should show some professionalism and study without concentration every day.
Why do you want to get this meal? You have to imitate other people's chivalry and righteousness because of your random thoughts. This is not the case when you are full and have nothing to do!
Isn't it too much for you, a beggar who can't beat a pole, to interfere with his affairs?! But this old man is so illiterate and can't understand human speech!
Cao Yu was thinking about how to relieve his anger with a few sarcastic words without hurting his self-esteem. It happened that Yan Tingting flew over happily. She handed the popsicle to their hands and said: What are you two talking about? You seem to be very happy.
What a look!
As soon as Cao Yu saw her, he was so angry. Do you think this girl is a liar? She is greedy for petty gains, and even got a good reputation! This uncle is also a bad guy, and he is helping out with good intentions.
He even talked to him for a long time, but in the end he was scolded by him. Do you think this good person is not worthy of being?!
Otherwise, this good or bad thing has already been in this person's heart! Everyone will judge you first and then start a friendship with you. Yan Tingting has lived in the uncle's heart with her beautiful face.
Bian. And because of his naturally handsome appearance, he was considered a bad guy by the uncle! Who do you think he was looking for to reason with?!
Or to put it bluntly, it is more difficult to make people believe that he has been deceived than to deceive him! Do you know why the uncle is now so merciless, focusing on sex over friends? Yes, it is because of the suffering he has suffered
Too deep, too heavy! A little bit of beauty and kindness can impress him deeply, and a little bit of brilliance can make him forget everything and believe in you! Except for men, you know.
The same wind and rain, the same ravages, withered grass and withered flowers are two different things! They both drift and wither in the wind and rain, and they will eventually turn into a handful of dust and return to the earth, but they are different!
We are all the same. From the moment we came into this world, we began to grow old gradually. Withering and death are our destined fate. No one can protect the flowers from ever defeat. What we all struggle and protect desperately is just the flower.
That little bit of obsession in my heart! The hope for life will eventually turn into an obsession for life, and I must pass on the seeds of life.
The soil that breeds hope, the life that breeds hope, is like the roots buried deep in the soil, like the seeds swaying in the wind, allowing everyone to work hard with hope.
Support is just a little obsession in the heart. Dust returns to dust and dust returns to earth. The wind and rain sweep away everything withered. The only thing that cannot be blown away or knocked down is probably the only hope, right?
If there is still hope in despair, then it cannot be called despair. This should also be the obsession that supports everyone to live affectionately in this ruthless world, right? The obsession that is full of good and evil, glory and failure, there is hope
It is worth protecting. If you persist, you will be able to protect it to the end. In the end, there will be hope again...
Cao Yu knew that she had decided that this old man was a real Buddha, which made him very unhappy! In addition, this old man was vulgar and meddlesome, how could he look like a real Buddha? But who can tell what this real Buddha is?
What should it look like? Is it a true Buddha who has a clay body that does not allow oily smoke to enter, or a true Buddha who possesses all five poisons? I’m afraid everyone will have an opinion!
However, Cao Yu doesn't believe in Buddhism. He thinks that ordinary people with flesh and blood are more palatable. The uncle's greed for money and lust seems to be palatable to him! Don't think about how to become a Buddha, let's think about how to be a human being first.
Be more realistic! Time has wasted away all his youth, but it has not been able to erase his humanity. This makes him admire that a person who is so down and out can still have obsession, which makes him have to respect.
He believes that in this ruthless world, feelings are particularly precious. If an uncle is stingy with money, he should be even stingier with feelings, right? This face that cannot be concealed by mud can still be trapped and moved by love. He
This obsession moved him quite a bit. Isn’t his obsession to protect the obsession hidden in everyone’s heart?
Who in this world doesn't love money, and who doesn't have memories of his childhood sweetheart?! What's commendable is that this man has met countless people, but he hasn't lost his conscience because of other people's bad intentions, and hasn't forgotten it because of other people's vanity.
My own honesty. This old man has something on his mind, but his limbs are broken but still have flesh and blood, unlike some people who have sound limbs but are like walking zombies.
This old man who is covered in mud from head to toe once had a good time as a young man like him. Empathy is better than sympathy. If everyone puts themselves in others' shoes, how can they bear to say such things?
What about his beautiful obsession? Cao Yu realizes that he is not a kind person, but he is definitely not that inhuman and despicable person!
He has no intention of exposing this old man now, because he is not a bad person, and it is not easy for him to maintain his greed for money and lust for so many years!
Hey? Wait a minute, what’s there to brag about with this kind of obsession? Isn’t that the same virtue that everyone in the world has?!
Yes, everyone is originally a virtuous man! But this man dares to admit it! He has fallen into such a virtuous state, and he is a lot of people of this age, so he dares to admit it! Do you think it to yourself?
You are better than him in every aspect, do you dare to admit it?
Aren’t you keeping your dirty thoughts tightly covered and keeping your head down all day long just to make trouble in your belly? Aren’t you just afraid of being recognized by others and not being able to lose face?! What are you thinking in your heart?
Even if you are beaten to death, you still won't admit that nonsense, right? What this person is afraid of is that there is no good thing in his heart, no truth in his mouth, and he has to pretend to be a cat crying like a mouse.
Chapter completed!