He dare not hope for the rest of his life

Author: Yu Chenhuan

"Sorry, Miss Huo, I haven't found much useful information yet." The other party said, "I'm here to find you today to confirm something with you."

Huo Qianchu thought about the name on his registration form, "Mr. Yu, right? Do you have anything to confirm?"

Yu Heng took out a list and handed it to Huo Qianchu, "There are some secret codes on it, such as a review, a meeting, and a development of the disease is the progress of things. They are all based on some of the remarks you often communicate with patients. After you write it down, burn the paper."

"Okay." Huo Qianchu nodded, took the order, and took a rough look, "Is there anything else?"

"The other thing is that Xie Duo entrusts me to investigate. Although the final client is you, in principle, what I investigated will be given to you both at the same time. I can tell you anything I want to confirm, but there are still some things that are too sensitive. Tell Xie Duo first, and then he will decide whether he wants to tell you?" Yu Heng asked.

"Just tell me everything." Huo Qianchu pursed his lower lip gently, "I have nothing to accept."

"That's good." Yu Heng nodded, "If there was no particularly big progress, I wouldn't come to you. According to the frequency of your review, I will come to you once every 7 days."

"Okay." Seeing that he had nothing to say, Huo Qianchu opened the curtain and gave him a few simple examinations. Finally, he issued a conclusion on "neurological headache", prescribed some medicine, and the doctor ordered a review in a week.

At noon, Huo Qianchu received a message from Lu Xing, saying that Xie Duo would arrive in Jincheng tomorrow.

So on the way off work, she also mentioned this matter to Cen Beichen.

Xie Duo is coming, so he must have to discuss business with Cen Beichen, so he naturally knows it.

Huo Qianchu took this opportunity to propose moving to Cen Beichen to live.

Of course Cen Beichen was willing. He really wanted Huo Qianchu to move here, but he felt that even if he mentioned this, she might not agree, so he didn't say it.

Huo Qianchu wanted to move over mainly because she felt that Cen Beichen must have checked Yun Xin's affairs before. As long as she checked, there should be information. She was careful that she might be able to find these information without Cen Beichen discovering it.

That night, Cen Beichen moved back what he had moved back, and Huo Qianchu also brought some of his own things, but it was next door anyway, and even if he forgot to bring something, it would be convenient to get it back.

Although Huo Qianchu has been to Cen Beichen's side several times before, it is the first time he lives there.

Everything has not changed, but to her, it is both strange and familiar.

She stood beside the bed, looked at the bed, and pursed her lips gently. Although she decided to do this since she received the message at noon and had been doing psychological construction for an afternoon, she really had to sleep, but it was a different feeling.

For a moment, she felt that the impact of the environment on her might be greater than that of Cen Beichen on her.

Cen Beichen hugged her from behind and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing, I'll go take a shower first." Huo Qianchu said as he tried to push his hand away.

Cen Beichen held her hand in the back and asked in a low voice, "Is Lin Yin going to the hospital to find you today?"

When Huo Qianchu heard his question, he knew that this was not a problem. He obviously already knew it. What he wanted to know more was probably why Lin Yin went to find her.

She turned to look at him and just responded.

Cen Beichen was silent for a while before saying, "I greeted the Lin family. I guess the Lin family will want to take him back soon."

Huo Qianchu nodded. Lin Yin had not actually told her about his own affairs. If Cen Beichen hadn't told her, she wouldn't have known it.

It should be very important for him to be able to return to Shangjing, return to the Lin family, and rescue his mother from prison.

Seeing that she didn't say anything, Cen Beichen let go of his hand slightly, but quickly grabbed it again, "Wash together?"

Huo Qianchu looked up at him without saying a word.

Cen Beichen hesitated for a moment, but this time he did not retreat, and also looked at her, "Chuchu, can we try to be like a normal couple?"

"If I don't want to, will you force me?" Huo Qianchu asked.

"No." Cen Beichen sighed softly, "You can refuse, this is your freedom, and I just express my own thoughts."

Huo Qianchu lowered his eyes and asked him after a while, "You can't accept this for the rest of your life, right?"

"A lifetime?" Cen Beichen was a little surprised.

He mainly did not expect Huo Qianchu to mention this word. He thought about it every day, and didn't know when Huo Qianchu would mention separation with him.

He didn't even dare to hope for the rest of his life.

He took a step forward and pulled her hands tighter, "You really want to be with me for the rest of your life?"

Huo Qianchu didn't expect that he was concerned about here. She frowned slightly, "Even if you can accept this for a lifetime, I probably can't accept it." She said, pulling her hand back and taking a step back, "It was the first thing she said, in half a year, if... if... if you can make me like you, maybe you can continue, otherwise."

She said, pausing before adding, "Or what if I like someone else and that person also happens to like me, I should have chosen such a relationship."

After saying that, she didn't stop anymore and turned into the bathroom.

Looking at the bathroom door closing, Cen Beichen sighed again, then turned around and went to the balcony and lit a cigarette.

Make someone who doesn't like you like you.

This feeling is probably like he is about Yun Qian. No matter what Yun Qian does or what kind of illusion he creates, he will never like Yun Qian.

Huo Qianchu even had some resentment towards him.

It seemed like a natural thing that Huo Qianchu liked him before.

He liked her and thought it was natural.

He knew clearly that he could never go back again.

But it is naturally not easy to make Huo Qianchu fall in love with him again, and it may even be more difficult than if she falls in love with others.

I thought when she lost her memory, he sometimes thought it would be nice to start over.

But now, he knew clearly that she actually remembered everything.

The so-called amnesia was just an excuse for being disappointed and even desperate to escape from him three years ago.

She didn't even want to give him a decent reason to leave him, but chose this method.

The cigarette butt burned to his fingers, and Cen Beichen came to his senses, pressed the cigarette out, turned his head and looked at the bedroom, and saw that Huo Qianchu had not come out yet, he lit a cigarette.

It turns out that sometimes the difference does not require any ruthless words.

It was just that, inadvertently, everything was over without any warning.
Chapter completed!