Chapter 81 Is it possible that she doesn't have amnesia at all?
Chapter 81 Is it possible that she has no amnesia at all?
Author: Yu Chenhuan
Chapter 81 Is it possible that she has no amnesia at all?
After dinner in the evening, the anesthetic had almost worn off, and Huo Qianchu also began to feel pain in his legs.
When the nurse came to inquire, she gave her a painkiller.
After the surgery three years ago, Huo Qianchu had to rely on painkillers for a long time, so the normal dose of painkillers had no effect on her, so she asked the nurse if she could give her more
Give her some.
The nurse couldn't make the decision and said she would ask the doctor.
Qi Lan started to worry when she heard this and asked her if she was in severe pain.
Huo Qianchu could only say that he was afraid of pain at night and wanted to have a backup, but now he was fine.
The nurse reassured her and said that if the pain was severe at night, just call her.
Huo Qianchu had no choice but to urge Qi Lan to go home early because she wanted to rest.
After Qi Lan left, she lay down with a grin on her face. The painkiller was basically useless to her, but the pain was tolerable to her. It was better to do less than to do more, so she could
I didn't find another nurse.
Otherwise, if Qi Lan asks the nurse tomorrow, she will be worried about her again.
So she took her mobile phone and watched videos to divert her attention.
She had turned off her phone all day, and only turned it on after Qi Lan left. There were messages on her phone from Lu Xing, Qiao Wan, and others. After she replied to them one by one, she saw that Cen Beichen's dialog box was quiet, and she sent
After that message, he did not reply.
It was obvious that he had done something wrong, but instead of apologizing, he even tried to disappear.
But if she expected Cen Beichen to apologize, she might as well hope for the sun to rise from the west.
She closed the chat software, opened the video, and started watching TV shows.
While she was watching the show, she heard the door being opened, thinking it was a nurse coming to check, but the other person didn't make a sound or turn on the light. She realized something was wrong, turned her head and looked over, and she could tell who it was from the figure.
She frowned slightly and looked back at the phone.
Cen Beichen stood at the door for a while, walked to the bed and sat down. After sitting for a while, Huo Qianchu didn't pay attention to him, and then coughed lightly, "Chu Chu, what happened today is my fault, don't be angry.
"
Huo Qianchu's hand holding the phone suddenly tightened. Wasn't her leg so painful that she was hallucinating? Will Cen Beichen apologize?
After a long silence, she sat up. Cen Beichen reached out to help her, but she pushed him away.
She turned on the bedside lamp, and Cen Beichen looked at her with a hint of caution in his eyes.
Seeing him like this, she felt a sudden pain in her heart.
It's not because of him, but because I feel sorry for myself.
In the past, she was so cautious in front of Cen Beichen, fearing that Cen Beichen would be angry or unhappy.
She put the phone aside and asked after a while, "So you are with me, are you because you want to be with me, or are you actually trying to make up for some regrets, some things you haven't done before, now?"
Want to replenish me?"
Cen Beichen lowered his eyes and whispered, "Maybe... both."
"But I don't remember. You did this just for yourself." Huo Qianchu looked at him, "You just want to feel less guilty."
Cen Beichen shook his head, was silent for a while, and then changed the subject, "Does it hurt? Did you take any painkillers? The hospital probably won't prescribe you too many painkillers, so I brought some here." He said.
He took out a box of medicine from his pocket, "Would you like to take one?"
Huo Qianchu looked at the medicine in his hand and frowned even more, "If you don't want to talk about the topic, you won't reply to the message, you won't talk, and you will just change the topic. You plan to always deal with everything so coldly, right?
"
"No, I didn't reply to your message because I knew you were angry. I wanted to come over to see you later and explain to you face to face. Or if you don't accept my explanation, you can scold me for letting me out. There are some things I don't know how to say.
, but... it's not what you think." Cen Beichen pursed his lips and tightened his chin.
"I thought you didn't reply because you wanted me to think about it. You didn't know what to say, but you said it wasn't what I thought. Then I really don't know how we should communicate." Huo Qianchu took a breath and said,
He lowered his eyes and whispered, "Maybe the decision I made that day was a mistake."
"On the sea, people will feel very small. If there happens to be someone next to them, it will give people some illusions. Maybe we are not suitable."
When she first came back, she had clear goals and things she wanted to do, and she was not emotionally affected too much by Cen Beichen.
But now...she actually started to get angry because of him.
This is definitely not what she wants.
"Chu Chu." Cen Beichen immediately raised his hand and held her hand, "Maybe we just need a little time to get along. You said we should try it together for half a year. I have a lot of things I want to do with you. Half a year is too long.
Short, so I might have been a little impatient."
"Or... maybe for me, we have a relationship of nearly 20 years, but for you, it has just begun. I will pay more attention and consider your feelings more in the future, okay?"
Huo Qianchu frowned and looked at him, unable to say even a single word.
After a long silence, she whispered, "Go back, I want to rest."
Cen Beichen pursed his lower lip slightly, "Then are you still angry?"
"Don't be angry anymore, I'm going to sleep." Huo Qianchu pulled his hand back, pulled the quilt, and prepared to lie down.
Cen Beichen didn't dare to make her unhappy at this time, so he stood up and said, "Okay."
Huo Qianchu hesitated for a moment before reaching out to him and said, "Painkillers."
Cen Beichen handed the medicine over, took a breath, lowered his head and kissed her forehead, "Good night, Chu Chu, I love you."
Huo Qianchu put the medicine next to his pillow, lay down and covered himself with a quilt.
Cen Beichen raised his hand to turn off the bedside lamp, looked at Huo Qianchu who had closed his eyes, sighed silently, and then left the ward.
After coming out of the hospital, he drove to Qiao Yan's bar.
Seeing him coming to the bar in the middle of the night, Qiao Yan knew that it was probably because his life was not harmonious, so he consciously took a bottle of wine and went to listen to the gossip, "Love is really a strange thing. It can make people happy, sad, and...
It makes people happy and sad at the same time.”
Cen Beichen took the wine glass and said nothing.
"What's wrong?" Qiao Yan asked, "Let's talk and see if I can give you an idea or something."
Cen Beichen looked down at the wine glass in front of him, "I thought before that if she was willing to give me a chance to take care of her, I would do a good job and make up for whatever I owed her before. As a result..." He shook his head
, said nothing more, and took a sip of wine.
"Oh." Qiao Yan responded and leaned on the sofa, "People change. What you wanted before may not be what you want now."
Cen Beichen turned to look at him, "Are you experienced again?"
"It doesn't count." Qiao Yan took a sip of wine and asked, "She has lost her memory and doesn't remember you. So do you think she likes you now?"
Cen Beichen frowned slightly, then shook his head, "I don't know."
"You're not sure if she likes you. It's even possible that she doesn't like you at all now." Qiao Yan looked at him, "Then have you ever thought about why she wants to be with someone she doesn't like."
"Maybe even though they don't remember me, people who have lost their memory may feel familiar and close to their relatives and former friends. This is normal." Cen Beichen said softly.
"Do you think this reason can convince you?" Qiao Yan chuckled, "Or is it possible that she has no amnesia at all?"
Chapter completed!