Chapter 338 Think carefully, nervous, helpless and anxious

Author: Biantang Wushi

Chapter 338 Think carefully, nervous, helpless and anxious

Although these are important to me, what I care more about is how to quickly grasp the context of work, get in just the right way, and be on my own as soon as possible. This is my top priority now.

Yesterday I checked the calendar and there was something like a big rock that kept pressing heavily on my heart, making me even more afraid to be negligent and even a little anxious. Today is December 7th, and this year's New Year's Eve is February 15th. Although it is much later than last year, it is only less than 70 days. It seems very long and there is still some time before the New Year. But if it is normal, or if I am still working in Lindao now, it would be great, but for me, time is actually very tight.

After a little thought, this is exactly the same as when I first came to Shenzhen last year. It is so similar. It is really "the flowers are similar every year, but the people are different every year"!

In other words, now it is a threshold for my life destiny. If I cannot conquer the company with my outstanding performance before the New Year, then my only fate is likely, not possible, but I will definitely be fired before the New Year. Then I can only roll the bed and get out of here.

This is definitely not an exaggeration. I am scaring myself. Since the company has spent a lot of money to hire me, I need to make corresponding contributions and achievements for the company. Not to mention two months, or even one month or half a month, the company managers can be enough to determine whether I am a talented person or a mere substitute, which is useless.

Although I have some savings in my hands now, I will not be able to respond to the call every day, the ground is not effective, and I live on the streets, but the first half of the year and the second half of the year are recruitment, job hunting, and the dry period. That is to say, as long as I lose this job before the year, it means that it is very likely that I will never find another job within one month.

It’s not that I don’t want to, but that people won’t give me this opportunity. If so, then my previous promise to Zitong and my indefinite expectation for a better life in the future will really be just a blank piece of paper?

Don’t simply think that I’m really a little arrogant when I’ve been informed by three companies in succession to come to work. If I think I’m omnipotent and have entered the realm of transformation, it really means that I am too shallow and too easy to satisfy. But fortunately, I never thought so much in my heart. I still know very clearly that I am far from success and far from so-called talents.

Just now when I went to the bathroom, I took a random look. It was obvious that most of my colleagues were almost busy with their work. They were either looking around leisurely, meditating, or whispering on the phone, or talking together and discussing something easily, or staring at the computer screen without blinking, and the mouse in their hands flew up and down.

Actually, I know that today is Monday, and everyone's workload is definitely not particularly large, which should be a common situation in foreign trade companies. But look at them, they know that it is time to get off work, but they still pretend to be unnoticed at all, let alone express the slightest meaning of getting off work. They all sit firmly on the Diaoyutai, as if they have been immersed in selfless work for a long time.

If you say that the mainland colleagues have a low status and are in danger of protection, it makes sense, but if you look at the Hong Kong people and Taiwanese people, they have no intention of leaving at all!

Able next to me is really busy working there, and he is definitely not pretending. He is fiddling with a bunch of samples under his feet from time to time and keeps beating the computer. Or he just runs to a few girls who are responsible for system input and searches for some information. He is really busy.

I, a newcomer who joined the job on the first day, have any reasons and qualifications to get off work now?

But don’t forget that I joined the company on the first day. I had to learn about my job positioning, what exactly do I need to learn, what my future work content will be, and what my future work procedures will be. But to be honest, after working hard, I still had no idea. During the middle, I also took advantage of the rest to check out Lao Zang and Asong, and found that these two guys seemed to have integrated into the work and entered the state.

Looking at me again, Abel didn't ask me to involve any work content at all, but just arranged some physical work for me. At best, it was to help him do simple work. This made me really anxious, but with myself, I really didn't know where to start. I felt that I had to learn everything, and I felt that the work Able did was also very simple. It was so complicated that I couldn't talk about it.

The more idle I feel, the more nervous I feel. I always wish I could learn everything today, and be like others tomorrow, fluent in Cantonese and work in an orderly manner. But I also know that learning this thing is not a bit false or frivolous. I must calm down and watch slowly, listen carefully, be careful, be good at finding learning points, and seize free time. The two most important elements are.

But I knew clearly in my heart that the more this is, the more dangerous it is, the less we should be careless. Maybe this is an investigation, maybe someone is observing us secretly. We are like little goldfish that seem to be freely swimming in a transparent glass tank, but we can't be careful to sail for a thousand years. Let's do it. There are so many samples and many documents in the company. We need to understand them one by one. No one will come to me and say, "Hey, Arthur, you have to look at these and do those." This is absolutely impossible. If I don't look at them, I haven't met the company's expectations for me after a while. Then what awaits me is two words, leaving.

Let's take a step back, I just live next to this place, even closer to the company than those Taiwanese. Walking back, it's only 10 minutes to make a full schedule. Why are you anxious? Besides, even if I go back, I don't have anything to do. There are a few square meters in total, and it's clear at a glance. What can I do? Also, if Zhou Hong's dead woman is playing mahjong again, then wouldn't I beg myself to suffer and torture when I go back? Jing Zhen? He gave him the key, he has legs, feet, brain, and money. What are he afraid of? He doesn't have to worry about.
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