Chapter 55 Vicious cycle True feelings are revealed to my heart

Author: Biantang Wushi

Chapter 55 Vicious cycle True feelings are revealed to my heart

In my future career, I have always adhered to the principle that private affairs are private affairs, and work is work, and don’t confuse them. Although in my life, some people have had conflicts with me, some have plotted against me, some have hit me, and some have taken revenge on me, I have been unambiguous in the cooperation and completion of work.

So, even though I left my post later, I still got the appreciation and praise of many people. After leaving that environment, I became friends with some people. I think this is the correct outlook on life, neither humble nor arrogant, clear the main and secondary, not flattery, seek truth from facts. On the contrary, if you blindly take advantage of things, play tricks, and play tricks, even if you succeed at that time and get a temporary advantage, if you are discovered in the future, you will lose more.

As soon as the bell rang for get off work, I rushed out of the office before the workers got off work, returned to the dormitory and took a shower with the bucket. Then I fell back to sleep with my back to the outside.

After lying down for a while, Long Yanqiu's shout came from outside the door, "Tang, what are you doing, kid? Come and play cards quickly."

I pretended not to hear it and didn't say a word. Lao Long entered the house and saw me lying on the bed and ignored him. He slapped me on the butt. I still didn't say anything. He reached out and wanted to pull me. It seemed that he had to pull me up.

I shook his hand hard, turned over and sat up, pushed him aside, and then fell asleep again. At this time, Lao Long noticed my strangeness and knew that I must have encountered something unsatisfactory on my side, so he was very conscious and did not bother me. He turned around and tiptoed away.

In fact, this is the second time I was influenced by my previous bad mood tonight. The first time was Manager Liu, which made me miss a good opportunity to solve the problem. This time it was Lao Long. If we weren't very familiar with each other, he would definitely be angry. If someone had a hot face and a cold butt, he would be unhappy if he put it on anyone.

Therefore, it is really important to manage one's emotions well. Of course, people are not sages, and everyone has their own small emotions. However, at critical moments, it is particularly important to know how to make choices and even affect the direction of a thing.

Because bad and bad emotions will not only directly affect your correct judgment of the next thing, but will also cause a second harm to others and even yourself. This will spread out layer by layer, and soon form a domino effect, which will affect a large number of them. It can be seen that good emotions will produce positive results, and bad emotions will produce negative and negative results.

On June 11, I went to work as usual. I was not very excited and listless all day. At night, I was too lazy to ask Mu Cailin for instructions, so I decided not to go to the office, but stayed in the dormitory, ready to take a break and prepare by the way.

First, I washed the clothes for the past two days and hung them. I was about to wait for Zitong to come back and told her to remember to help me put them away tomorrow. Then I returned to the dormitory and started packing my luggage. At around 20:30, I was sitting at the bedside to check the information when I suddenly heard footsteps outside. Before I got off work, who could it be? Maybe it was the security guard. Because it was hot, the door was open. I looked up and saw that it was Zitong.

I was surprised and hurriedly got up and asked, "Hey, why are you back so early? What time is it?"

Zitong hurriedly ran in and said with a smile, "It's okay, I just asked for leave from Squad Leader Long, and told him to come over to help you pack your luggage. He also urged me to come over quickly. Brother Zheng, how are you cleaning up?"

I pretended to be relaxed, pointed my hand at the suitcase and said, "Look, I have been packed up long ago, and I don't have to take a lot of clothes back. Even a few books and a few summer clothes change, there is nothing to clean up."

Zitong asked, where is the paper? Where have you put it? That is the most important thing.

At the bottom, it's in the file bag! I lifted up the folded clothes and exposed the file bag at the bottom.

Zitong squatted down, reached out to pull out the file bag, and said, "That's not OK, it's necessary to put it here, it has a zipper, which is safe. Look at what you put, you can put it down if you don't need it in the car, and put it on it at any time, which is convenient when you take it."

As she spoke, she quickly sorted out the things in the box again, and then explained them to me one by one for a long time before she showed a satisfied smile, stood up, and said to me, Brother Zheng, you are going back tomorrow, let's go out for a walk together, okay?

I thought that I would embark on my way home tomorrow. Although it was not a year or two, it was at least thousands of miles away, and it would take at least ten days to meet again. In these months, seeing Zitong every day has become my happiest thing and the most motivating source. This flashed my heart and felt uncomfortable for most of the day.

The summer in June in Shenzhen is hot and the air is filled with a hot smell. I took a deep breath and adjusted my decadent mood. After leaving the door, Zitong held my hand. She must have felt my unhappiness. I looked at me several times on the way, but I couldn't help it. In the end, I asked timidly, "I heard you had a fight with Manager Mu yesterday?"

I didn't look at her, and looked ahead blankly, and replied lazily, "It doesn't count, how do you know?"

Zitong gently put my arm around and said softly, "I heard what Chen Chenxing said in the afternoon. He must have heard what Director Zhang said. It was spread in the workshop, saying that you and Manager Mu had a falling out."

I smiled bitterly, hehe, said, no, it's really good things that don't go out, bad things spread thousands of miles! Didn't Mu Cailin talk to me yesterday, saying that my fake factory had already been approved.

Well, isn't that a good thing?

Yes, when I entered the factory, I mentioned this fake with Manager Liu and the others, so I must approve it. Then I asked him if he could pay me the salary for March.

It is common for our factory to drag wages. I have been in the factory for a year and have not paid it once on time. Does Manager Mu disagree?

Yes, as soon as I said that, he refused. If I don’t give it, I won’t give it. Who knew that he even told me the big truth and used factory regulations to suppress me. It was really irritating.

Brother Zheng, you have been not positive about his hints before, and he must have lost patience. If it were Miss Mei, Manager Yao and others to make this request, I guess there would be no problem.

Alas, yes. At that time, I thought, since you don’t agree, it doesn’t matter. No, you can lend me some money. Who knows that he still insisted on refusing and had a very arrogant attitude. I was very angry and knew that it would be useless to ask him again, so I threw the door out. Why did it change after someone else’s transmission?

Oh, that's it! Alas, I actually wanted to tell you before that if you want to develop here, you should enter his small circle.

No, don’t you understand me yet? What kind of things are those people? I can’t do it!

Yes, but now people just take the opportunity to join you?

Alas, I still look down on him. I originally thought that although I didn’t stand in the same team with him, I didn’t go against him either. I think no matter what, he shouldn’t be wearing small shoes for me.

Brother Zheng, that's because you don't understand him, Manager Mu, you're the most cautious. You may not know. In the past, we didn't know how many people were in our factory, but he was so tragic that he was just a little trivial matter. However, Brother Zheng, the matter has passed, so don't worry. The most important thing for you now is to go back wholeheartedly to complete the defense, which is a big deal. Zitong held my hand tightly, and a warmth flowed into my heart.

Well, I know. I also clenched her hand.

Also, I heard that Manager Liu went to comfort you, but you ignored him. Isn’t that good? How embarrassing it makes them? Everyone wants to save face!

I was embarrassed and smiled awkwardly, stretched out my left hand, touched my head, and said, "Yes, I was all blamed for being angry at that time, and I soon regretted it afterwards."

Actually, it can be seen that Manager Liu has always been nice to you. I think when you come back, you must talk to Manager Liu, apologize to him, and compensate him for it.

Well, yes, I think so too.

OK, don’t think about anything! As he said that, Zitong took out a stack of money from his pocket and stuffed it into my hand, saying, Brother Zheng, I still have 200 yuan here, you can use it on the way!

I hurriedly blocked her hand and said, No, No, how can I use your money? Actually, I still have some money in my hand, but it’s not much. I was thinking that I have been working for more than half a year, so I can’t go back empty-handedly. Last night I figured it out that if I have money, live on a rich day, and if I don’t have money, live on a poor day. There will be roads before the car arrives at the mountain. Besides, even if Manager Mu pays me the March salary, those few hundred yuan may not be of much use. I really want to help my family, but in fact, it’s okay to get the salary after I come back.

Just take it, this is my own, you know, I don’t need it normally. But you are different. After you go back, you have to spend money on classmate gatherings, buying tickets, taking buses, etc.? Zitong is unwilling to do so. She grabbed my pocket with one hand and prepared to stuff it in with the other hand.

Let's talk about it, I can't ask for it either! So the two of them were scattering around on the road. Usually, I was most disgusted with this kind of thing. If I could ask for it, I would have asked for it long ago. This matter would definitely not work. So, I pushed her away with force and shouted at her angrily. What's going on? I said, no, no, I can solve my own affairs by myself. Just take good care of yourself, don't cause trouble for me anymore, okay?

This should be the first time Zitong was angry when she saw me. She must have never expected that I would suddenly get so angry and was stunned. I clearly saw sadness and fear in her eyes. The hand holding the money stayed in the air for a long time without moving. Oh, I regretted it in an instant. I continued the bad mood of yesterday to today. It was really not worth it that the girl who hurt me. I really wanted to slap myself twice.

I hurried over, reached out, gently pulled her over, stuffed the money back into her pocket, and said, "I'm sorry, I'm in a bad mood, I'm so sorry!" Then I gently touched her head with my forehead.

Zitong immediately responded to me, lay her head on my shoulder, and whispered to me, "Okay, Brother Zheng, I'll listen to you!" But I'll treat you to midnight snack tonight, okay?"

I knew she forgave my rudeness just now, so I nodded and said, OK, okay, I will listen to you!

When I arrived at the familiar food stall, I ordered two portions of fried rice noodles with eggs and one portion of oyster sauce and vegetables. Zitong also ordered a bottle of frozen Jinwei for me.
Chapter completed!