Chapter 3 I won’t live anymore! I won’t live anymore!

Author: Bai Xia

Chapter 3 I won’t live anymore! I won’t live anymore!

Tao Yue'er walked forward aimlessly, and finally reached Fahua Temple at dawn.

Fahua Temple is built on the top of Mangshan Mountain. The peach blossom forest on the top of the mountain is in full bloom and the fragrance is fragrant. Looking down from the mountain, you can see a blue lake with sparks in the lake, which are fishing boats fishing at night. In terms of scenery, it is just right.

It is the place that Tao Yue'er yearns for with beautiful mountains and clear waters, and the singing of birds and the fragrance of flowers.

Looking around, Tao Yue'er finally fell in love with a peach tree with a crooked neck, simply because it looked easier to climb.

Tao Yue'er took off her belt, climbed up the tree trunk, tied the belt with a knot and threw it on the branch. Then she stuck her head in and jumped down with her eyes closed.

The whole body weight was borne on a coarse cloth belt, and Tao Yue'er's neck was severely strangled. Her legs kicked wildly, her eyes protruded, and her tongue protruded. Not only was she not as elegant as she imagined, but her shape was funny and scary.

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The feeling of suffocation came faster than she imagined, and she found that she still could not calm down in this last life.

Bits and pieces of these years flashed through her mind, recalling the days when she was a child in Pingkangli, sitting opposite Chen Qiubi and Lu Guanting to tie spring flowers. At that time, although they could not eat well or drink hot soup, they were happy.

But it was so simple, how could there be those secular perspectives later on?

She remembered very clearly that twenty years ago, under the jujube tree in front of her home, she firmly told Chen Qiubi and Lu Guanting: "We must leave here. Only by leaving here can we have hope in life. We will definitely live the best life."

In this life, there will be meat for every meal..."

When she was a child, she was always comforting and encouraging people around her, giving Chen Qiubi and Lu Guanting unlimited hope. But she didn't expect that she would be the one who gave up life first.

The whites of Tao Yue'er's eyes rolled out, and tears fell from the corners of her eyes. From now on, I'm afraid she won't be able to close them again...

So ugly.

She couldn't even look good when she died...

Suddenly, Tao Yue'er felt her neck loosen, and then, her body and the tree trunk hit the grass. With a "bang", the tree trunk hit the ground, raising smoke and dust, but she did not feel any pain. She only felt that

Difficulty breathing.

"Cough cough cough cough -" The sudden relaxation made her cough. A large amount of air poured into her chest and lungs, and Tao Yue'er breathed uncontrollably.

Didn't you die?

Yes.

Not dead yet.

Tao Yue'er's eyes were red. She looked around and found that the cracks in the tree trunk were neat and tidy. It didn't look like it was broken because it couldn't bear its own weight. Instead, it looked like it had been cut off at the root by an axe.

"Who? Who is causing trouble?" Tao Yue'er stood up unsteadily and looked around.

"People nowadays are not free and easy at all. If they can't think about it for a moment, they will threaten their lives. Do you think the other party will be sad if you die?" There was a sneer from behind. Tao Yue'er turned around hurriedly and saw a person under the moonlight.

A white figure was leaning on a tree trunk not far away. The tree's shadow blocked the moonlight, and Tao Yue'er could only vaguely see his long dark hair and fair profile. Hidden by the long hair, his lips were thin and bright red.

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While Tao Yue'er looked at him, she also noticed that there was no sharp weapon like an ax beside the man. How on earth was the tree trunk broken?

"How does it feel to die?" The man raised his lips and mocked again.

"Wouldn't you know if you try it yourself?" Tao Yue'er's eyes were red, and she looked at him with guarded eyes.

The man shook his head slightly and said, "I don't want to die yet."

"Then don't hinder me." Tao Yue'er said, taking off her belt from the tree trunk, and preparing to find another tree to hang herself again. She had been timid all her life, but when she died, she finally no longer had to be groveling to others. She didn't want to pay any attention to her.

he.

But before she took a few steps, she heard the man say again: "Isn't it so worthless to seek death and live for a man?"

Tao Yue'er stopped and replied coldly: "What do you know? Listening to your voice, I'm afraid you are still a young boy. What qualifications do you have to judge other people's lives?"

"Ha..." The man let out an almost inaudible laugh, and said enigmatically: "Isn't it true? All you can think about now is the shadow of that man."

man?

It's Lawrence Lu, right...

Yes, whenever she mentions a man, the only voice and smile that comes to her mind is his.

"But so what? I'm going to die, why don't you let me think about it?" Tao Yue'er thought about him for most of her life, and finally waited until he appeared, but he was already the husband of her good friend. Now she is here

Even if I still think about death, I'm afraid it will be the last time I think about it.

She has no one else to think about in her life.

"Are you determined to seek death?" the man asked again.

"Yes." Tao Yue'er nodded and answered simply and neatly, without any hesitation.

He let out a long sigh and said slowly: "Today you gave up so easily is the tomorrow that the deceased dreamed of. Life comes and goes, and every day is a life that cannot be duplicated. You, really

Are you planning to give up?"

Tao Yue'er was silent for a moment, but still said regardless: "I won't live anymore! I won't live anymore!"

"Then...just go die." After the man said that, he turned and left without looking back.

The surroundings returned to deathly silence.

Tao Yue'er felt disappointed for a moment. In fact, although she was tough-talking, she still hoped that there was someone who could talk to her more. Maybe if she said a few more words, she would not want to die so much?

But she failed to see through her own heart, and that person was colder than she thought.

Tao Yue'er found another crooked-neck peach tree and hung herself up again.

——“Crack!”

This time the branches broke faster than last time. Except for the pain in her hips when she fell to the ground, she felt almost no pain. She looked for a dozen peach trees in a row, but the branches without exception were broken.

It was completely broken. When she was hung up on the seventeenth tree, her butt fell to the ground without exception - this time it was not the trunk that broke, but the belt that collapsed.

Tao Yue'er lowered her head and looked at the rope in her hand, and smiled wryly to herself: "I can't even die. I'm really useless. Everything I do is difficult."

Tao Yue'er threw the rope and walked to the edge of the cliff, planning to end her life in a simpler and more decisive way - jumping off the cliff.

It was still dark at this time, but there was only a shallow white light rising in the east. Looking down from the top of the cliff, I could only see a mist, and I couldn't see the bottom at a glance. If I jumped from here, I'm afraid there would be no bones left.

If she had known there was such a cliff here, why would she have been messing around most of the night?

Tao Yue'er sniffed, almost crying because of her own wisdom.

She stood on tiptoes, spread her hands, and jumped.

"Pah - pah - pah -"

There were three sounds in succession, and she landed on three tree trunks one after another, and finally landed on the grass with a "bang". This time, she landed on her face.

"It's already dawn and you're not dead yet?"

A familiar and indifferent male voice came from above the head, like a dream. Although the tone was mocking, it was crisp and had a lazy smile, and it actually sounded like Sanskrit music from the Buddhist world.

Tao Yue'er opened her eyes, and what caught her eye was a pair of black, narrow men's boots with a light layer of mud on them. She raised her head with difficulty and saw the man from last night holding a bunch of branches in his arms and looking at it in shock.

Own.

"..." Tao Yue'er also looked at him blankly. When he sat up again and looked towards the top of the cliff, he realized that the hill covered by black clouds was only about two feet high, and he was covered by three large trees.

It was blocked by a tree and fell to the ground with only minor skin injuries.

"Why?! Why on earth is this?!" Tao Yue'er dug her hands on the ground and shook her head vigorously: "Life is already difficult, but death is even harder than life! God, are you kidding me!?"

The man sighed leisurely and asked her: "Do you really want to die so much?"

"Otherwise? Isn't my determination strong enough?" Tao Yue'er beat her chest and beat her feet, struggling all night, and her speech became weak.

"Follow me, and I will take you to death." The man gathered the branches into a pile, and the next moment, the five fingers of his right hand spread out in front of Tao Yue'er's eyes.

These are a pair of very nice hands.

The fingernails were properly trimmed, exposing a little of the fingertips, and the knuckles were white and slender. Most women would feel inferior when they saw such hands. Tao Yuer'er looked at his carefully, then compared them with her own, and felt that she

It cannot be called a hand at all.

It's a claw.

Tao Yue'er stared blankly at the hand he stretched out to her, and by some strange coincidence, he put her hand on it.

His hands were warm and cold, and the knuckles were protruding but not harsh. After he pulled Tao Yuer up, he turned around and led the way.

Tao Yue'er followed him and looked at his tall back, realizing that she still didn't see clearly what he looked like.

Such a person, appearing in the wilderness in the middle of the night... couldn't be a monster, right?
Chapter completed!