Chapter 32 You are an important person

Author: Nan Ruoruo

Chapter 32 You are an important person

Li Mianmian's heartbeat accelerated involuntarily.

"What...who?" she said guiltily, "I don't like anyone..."

"No one likes you?" Gu Yanci let go of her, "Then you want to fall in love so much?"

"I, when did I want to fall in love?" Li Mianmian hurriedly retorted, "I didn't want to fall in love, I just told you about this matter. My focus is not on whether to fall in love or not, but on, I think you

You should realize that I have reached the age where you can fall in love..."

She took a deep breath: "Can you understand?"

Gu Yanci thought for a long time, nodded and said, "Okay, I understand."

Li Mianmian was afraid that he would think wildly again: "What do you know?!"

"I understand what you mean." Gu Yanci said sincerely, "I shouldn't have talked to you like that before. I will reflect on it and try to correct it."

His tone softened: "Brother and you haven't seen each other for more than half a year, and the way of thinking towards you is still the same as before. I didn't realize that you have grown up so much, so I apologize to you. But you also have to give your brother some time, okay

?"

"..."

Seeing him like this, Li Mianmian didn't know what to say.

She swallowed, and after a long while she said: "You don't have to apologize to me... I don't blame you..."

Gu Yanci laughed: "Well, pretend you don't blame me."

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Because Gu Yanci was present, their party finally ended around ten o'clock.

A group of people walked ahead laughing and disappeared after a while.

Li Mianmian knew that they must have the intention to leave her behind, because Gu Yanci gave off the aura of an elder, which made them hesitant to walk with him.

The unfamiliarity of not seeing each other for a long time was not as difficult to overcome as Li Mianmian imagined. Once the conversation started, she and Gu Yanci were as familiar as before, and there was no hindrance in chatting.

The two walked around the school several times, and no one mentioned going back when they passed the dormitory downstairs.

Along the way, Gu Yanci basically asked questions and Li Mianmian answered.

She also really wanted to know about Gu Yanci's experience in the past few years, but his questions came one after another, making it impossible for her to even find ways to solve them.

Finally ending the "Reminiscing about the Past" content, Gu Yanci asked again: "Summer vacation starts tomorrow, right? When will you go back?"

"I shouldn't go back." Li Mianmian said, "I have a senior who just opened a studio and was short of manpower, so she asked me if I wanted to go over and help. I thought it was equivalent to an internship, although the money was not much.

But I can learn something. In fact, I am only a freshman and I don’t know anything. Even in the past, with my current ability, I could only start at the beginning and steal a teacher or something."

"Yeah." Gu Yanci agreed, "Then your senior sister has good intentions and wants to take you."

Li Mianmian chuckled: "I was lucky. When the school first started, the college held a symposium and called outstanding seniors and seniors who had just graduated to come over and share their stories. Then I added this senior's WeChat account and looked at it.

If you chat with people face to face, you will become familiar with them after two visits."

"When I was young, I was worried that you would be more reserved in interpersonal communication," Gu Yanci seemed to be feeling a little emotional, "I didn't expect that you are so popular now."

Li Mianmian originally wanted to say something modest, but he turned around and said jokingly: "Maybe it's because I'm pretty."

Gu Yanci turned to look at her, nodded and said, "Yeah, that's pleasing."

"..." Li Mianmian's face dropped, "Why does it sound so mocking..."

Gu Yanci just laughed.

Just when he reached the street lamp, Li Mianmian jumped over and hugged the pillar. He raised his face and asked, "Brother, look at me. Do you think I have changed a lot?"

Gu Yanci walked closer slowly, then lowered his eyes slightly and stared at her through the dim light.

Li Mianmian is much prettier in person than in the photo, and her face looks thinner and smaller.

With a palm-sized oval face and clear and watery almond eyes, he is indeed a well-behaved and lovable person.

The last time they met, Gu Yanci didn't actually feel that she had changed significantly.

Compared with her facial appearance, what gave him a more intuitive feeling was the change in her figure.

After all, I am much taller now than before, and my clothes are much more mature.

However, at this moment, Gu Yanci realized that it was not because she had changed so little, but because he had not carefully observed her.

Ever since he was a child, he seemed to have never seriously observed what this little girl looked like, so when he occasionally recalled it later, he only had a hazy shadow in his mind.

All he knew about Li Mianmian's face was that he could recognize her at a glance in a crowd.

But this has surpassed the position that other people occupy in his mind.

Gu Yanci thinks this should be a normal phenomenon. Most people only care about their closest parents to this extent. Painters have to look in the mirror when creating self-portraits.

How could he accurately portray Li Mianmian's appearance in his mind?

It's not that Gu Yanci doesn't know that Li Mianmian is beautiful, but this conclusion comes more from the comments of people around her.

As for him, he used to think that she was just a child and had no intention of judging whether she was beautiful or not.

If he wanted to distinguish her appearance, he would first have to forget the inherent impressions he had of her when he was a boy and treat her as a stranger.

In fact, Gu Yanci felt a very strange feeling at this moment.

He had never stared at her like this.

This angle and this distance were both unfamiliar, and the images conveyed to his mind were also unfamiliar.

The image of Li Mianmian did not remain in his mind in the form of appearance.

Rather, it is a mixture of their shared experiences, those memory fragments, her actions, expressions, and many other complex things.

When he abandoned those complicated things and only looked at the face, Gu Yanci felt that the person in front of him was not the Li Mianmian he remembered.

He felt a little confused for a moment.

Seeing that he hadn't spoken for a long time, Li Mianmian made a confused voice: "Brother?"

"..."

Gu Yanci thought with complicated emotions: The voice is completely different from what he remembered.

He suddenly understood why Li Mianmian didn't talk to him very much at first when they met last time.

And why, when they took a group photo later, Hao Yun would say that it was awkward between the two of them.

At that time, he still felt that Li Mianmian was abnormal, how could he suddenly be so different from him.

...It turns out that the abnormal person is him.

How could it not be unfamiliar?

Even if you look at photos and videos every day, it is completely different from looking at you in person.

Not to mention the deep-seated personality, even the most superficial appearance, no camera can truthfully record it.

People are so complex, and they change from the inside out every day.

For more than half a year, nothing about her was exactly the same as before.

It was his self-righteousness that imprisoned Li Mianmian in his own memories, unwilling to acknowledge her growth and changes, and always treated her as the Li Mianmian she was before.

No wonder she got angry.

Gu Yanci remembered what he had promised Li Mianmian in the KTV, saying that he would try to change his attitude towards her.

In fact, he was just coaxing her because he didn't realize what the real problem was.

It wasn't until now that he suddenly realized it.

His habit of living with memories has become deeply ingrained.

Everyone is different, only he is still standing still.

In order to escape the suffering of reality, he has been immersed in the past and refused to move forward.

He lived a very confused life.

But he could hardly find any other way.

There was one thing that Gu Yanci told no one.

——Since his birth, the best and most relaxing time for him was the two years he spent with Li Mianmian.

Facing his father, he always had only hatred in his heart.

Facing his mother, he only felt tired and felt that the heavy burden on his shoulders made him breathless.

When facing the Li family's parents, although he did receive a lot of comfort, at the same time he still felt more guilty.

Only facing Li Mianmian, he is a competent guardian.
To be continued...