Let yourself go

Author: Nan Ruoruo

Gu Xuanlang felt that he was really rushing to be abused, but Li Mianmian slapped him in the front, and Gu Yanci held his head in the back and stuffed him with dog food.

And it’s dog food that tastes very weird.

...Why didn't he think of checking the almanac before going out today?

Gu Yanci almost pointed at his nose and told him to get lost.

Gu Xuanlang was no longer as ignorant as he was when he was a child. He immediately stood up and said sarcastically: "Then I'll leave first..."

"Why--"

Li Mianmian knew that Gu Xuanlang must have something to say when he came in person, so she quickly stopped him and waved her hands, "You guys can talk first, I haven't packed my things yet."

After finishing speaking, she didn't wait for Gu Yanci's response, took his coat and hung it on the hanger, then quickly locked herself in the bedroom.

Without anyone in his arms, Gu Yanci was in a bad mood, and his face darkened visibly.

In fact, he originally had no objection to Gu Xuanlang, otherwise he would not have let him come to his home.

It's just that Li Mianmian has been preparing for the final exam some time ago, and the two of them haven't seen each other for almost half a month. They finally waited for her to come today, but they had to deal with such a light bulb, which made Gu Yanci a little impatient.

He loosened the top button of his shirt as if it was too restrictive, raised his legs and walked towards the sofa: "If you have anything to say, tell me."

"Actually... I have nothing to do with that." Gu Xuanlang carefully looked at Gu Yanci's expression and hesitated, "It's just... that... I just want to say that I applied for the school's exchange program and will be there next semester.

After going abroad, you may also study abroad, so my mother sold all the houses in China and said she would go with me... You know she is a vain person, she always feels that going abroad will make her look high-end...

But I didn’t think so, it’s just because my major is more suitable for going abroad..."

"Yeah." Gu Yanci nodded lukewarmly, "Very good."

Gu Xuanlang looked at him for a while, then suddenly laughed a little self-deprecatingly: "Look, why am I telling you this... You are not interested in my affairs either..."

Gu Yanci did not answer.

"Then, um, everything about Gu Yun is here." Gu Xuanlang's throat was choked, he picked up the document bag on the table and handed it out with his head lowered, "Don't worry, I took care of the house myself.

Absolutely nothing was missed.”

"Yeah." Gu Yanci took the document bag.

"I, I'm done..." Gu Xuanlang pulled the shoulder strap of his backpack and moved hesitantly, "Then I'm leaving."

Gu Yanci turned slightly sideways to make way for him.

Gu Xuanlang took a few steps forward, then suddenly turned around and shouted: "Brother."

Gu Yanci looked at him.

"I will not contact you again in the future." Gu Xuanlang said, "I will not come to you again."

Gu Yanci's eyes were calm: "What do you want to say."

"I want to say..." Gu Xuanlang's Adam's apple rolled down and he whispered, "From now on, nothing about Xiao Xiurong will bother you again."

There was no emotion on Gu Yanci's face.

"When you send Gu Yun in, you will be completely liberated." Gu Xuanlang's eyes turned a little red, "But even if you don't fight him in the end, you don't have to take it too seriously."

“以前是我不懂事,说了很多混账话.所以你打我,都是因为我自己上赶着讨打,不是因为你像顾昀——不是因为你天生爱揍人.”

"Actually, you are nothing like Gu Yun. You are not violent. Really, you are quite sensible and tolerant."

"……elder brother……"

"Actually, I...I have admired you since I was a child..."

Gu Xuanlang choked up as he spoke.

He wiped his eyes hard, clenched his molars for a moment, and called out again: "Brother."

Gu Yan looked calm as he spoke, but he didn't know if he listened.

"Let yourself go."

After saying that, Gu Xuanlang finally made up his mind to leave, but Gu Yanci suddenly called him from behind.

"Have you eaten?"

"...Ah?" Gu Xuanlang turned around blankly and subconsciously replied, "No, no..."

"Yeah." Gu Yanci nodded, "The time is right, let's get together."

"..."

Gu Xuanlang stood there blankly, seeing him go to the bedroom to call Li Mianmian out, and then walked to him again.

"Not leaving?"

Gu Yanci had his coat hanging on his arm, and his other hand was intertwined with Li Mianmian's fingers.

When passing by Gu Xuanlang, he tilted his head naturally.

"oh oh!"

Gu Xuanlang suddenly came back to his senses and hurriedly followed.

-

When he was with Gu Yanci, Li Mianmian rarely ate out, and mostly ate food cooked by Gu Yanci himself.

But there was an extra person today, so he probably was too lazy to do it at home.

The three of them went out to have a hot pot meal. Gu Xuanlang looked very excited and kept talking from beginning to end. He talked about how many scholarships he had received in college and his plans for the next five years after going abroad.

To Li Mianmian's ears, it just felt like he was showing off.

——When will this person stop being so childish? How old are you and are you still asking for credit and favor in front of your brother?

If it weren't for the fact that Li Mianmian had separated from her identity as sister, she would definitely be feeling sore now.

She secretly observed Gu Yanci's expression and felt that he was not impatient.

This is very strange. In the past, when he faced Gu Xuanlang, he always had the attitude of "let it go if you have any trouble, and get out if nothing happens". Today, he not only took the initiative to ask Gu Xuanlang to eat together, but also listened patiently.

He's been talking for so long.

I don’t know what they were talking about in the living room before.

Li Mianmian didn't really care about the content of their chat, but was interested in Gu Yanci's change in attitude.

After eating, the two held hands and walked home. She thought of this and asked a few simple questions.

Gu Yanci also gave a very general answer: "We didn't talk about anything specific. He mainly admitted his mistake and suffered a terrible loss."

"... Selling badly?" Li Mianmian was curious, "Why selling badly?"

"Well." Gu Yanci suddenly laughed, "I said he deserved to be beaten when I was a child."

"..."

"He also said that he would never come to me again." Gu Yanci recalled the scene at that time, "The tone was a bit aggrieved, as if I wanted to drive him away."

Li Mianmian couldn't help but curl her lips, and then felt a little sad: "He thinks you hate him."

"That's not the case." Gu Yanci snorted slightly, "I never engage in continuous sitting. His mother is his mother, and he is he."

"Yeah." Li Mianmian hugged his arm, tilted her head and leaned in to rub him, "My brother is the best."

Gu Yanci suddenly stopped and looked down at her.

Li Mianmian was stunned, raised his head and asked, "What's wrong?"

"What did you just say?" Gu Yanci leaned over and put his ear close to her lips, "Say it again."

Li Mianmian didn't know if she had made a mistake. She touched her nose and mumbled uncertainly: "I, I said...my brother is the best?"

Gu Yanci glanced from the end of his eyes and repeated with a smile: "Brother?"

"Then..." Li Mianmian swallowed and changed her words softly, "Boyfriend."

"good."

Gu Yanci turned his back and squatted down, tilting his head to signal: "Come up."

Li Mianmian hesitantly lay on his back: "Why are you carrying me all of a sudden?"

Gu Yanci hooked her knees and stood up, saying warmly: "Brother didn't pick you up today, are you angry?"

"How could I be angry about this?" Li Mianmian hugged his shoulders tightly, "I didn't tell you myself."

"It's made us tired."

"No, my suitcase is not heavy. There are only a few clothes in it." Li Mianmian pressed her cheek against his cold ear, "I originally wanted to give you a surprise, but I didn't expect to meet Gu Xuanlang."

"If I had known, I would have asked him to come another day." Gu Yanci sighed, "Brother, I haven't seen you for a long time."

"I'm on vacation. I can stay with you every day these days."

Li Mianmian thought for a while and asked, "Are you going back during the New Year?"
To be continued...