Chapter 50: Bringing money for your brother’s burial

Author: Nan Ruoruo

Everything is quiet.

Gu Yanci was silent for a long time, then he bent his index finger and slid it across her face, then pressed it against her chin and lifted it up.

"Okay, brother, I'll teach you." He leaned down.

Li Mianmian raised her head slightly, and after hearing this, she subconsciously opened her lips a thin slit.

Gu Yanci's kiss fell at the same time.

His slender and broad hands grasped her neck, and Gu Yanci put his thumb against her chin with greater force than before.

Gu Yanci deliberately bit it lightly, and Li Mianmian was startled and let out a small whimper.

Gu Yanci immediately kissed her harder like crazy.

Even raising my head is a bit strenuous.

Li Mianmian involuntarily straightened her waist, wanting to get closer to him.

Gu Yanci held her back and lifted her up so that she was right next to him, barely needing to rely on the sofa for support.

Li Mianmian wanted to hug him tightly, but her arms were so weak that she couldn't exert any strength, and her breathing became messy.

The brain is somewhat deprived of oxygen, and the vision in front of the eyes is blurry and black. Even though you open your eyes, everything you see is blurry.

Sensing her state, Gu Yanci slowed down briefly, but their lips were still close to each other.

When he spoke, his voice was hoarse and magnetic: "I need to breathe."

"Um……"

Li Mianmian took a breath through her mouth and smelled the fragrance of tea on Gu Yanci.

However, the feeling of hypoxia did not ease at all. She was confused and was about to cry: "I... no, I won't..."

"Why can't you even breathe?" Gu Yanci touched her chin and chuckled, "We usually use our noses to breathe, can you remember?"

"...I, I remember the feeling of drowning..." Li Mianmian said angrily, "I always think about breathing through my mouth when swimming..."

"It's okay, take your time."

Gu Yanci pinched the soft flesh on her face, and his voice became lower and lower, with a vague and sticky tone: "I told you I would teach you...brother is patient..."

"……Um……"

Li Mianmian remembered his words, slowly regained her breath, and was finally able to vaguely see his face.

It turned out that he looked like this when he kissed me.

Gentle, yet with a bit of wild aggression.

The emotion in those eyes was as thick as undissolved ink, and the depths of the pupils seemed to contain a roaring whirlwind that wanted to stir the person in, crush him, and then merge with him.

Li Mianmian felt like she had vaguely glimpsed into his heart, and saw a pathological paranoia inside.

But this person usually hides himself so well that people think he is gentle and gentle.

Only then did Li Mianmian feel that she was really close to him.

Closer than hugging each other, closer than lips and teeth entwining.

But...I always want to get closer.

Closer.

She was a little eager, and without any method in her hands, she rubbed the collar of Gu Yanci's pajamas into a mess.

Gu Yanci failed to resist her for the first time, retreated in defeat, turned his face away, bent his head and gasped in her neck.

"...Brother..." Li Mianmian's chest rose and fell, and she looked blankly into space, "...brother?"

"Um."

Gu Yanci bit her neck.

Li Mianmian suddenly wanted to cry: "Brother."

The lips and tongue that were softened by the kiss went up the slender neck.

Gu Yanci leaned close to her ear and asked hoarsely: "What?"

"I, I will not leave you..." Li Mianmian hugged him tightly and murmured as if swearing, "I will always be with you..."

She remembered what she said when Gu Yanci was carrying her when she went home at night.

At that time, I just felt that I was in love, and I said a few touching and tear-jerking romantic words to him.

It wasn't until just now that she realized the true meaning of those words from Gu Yanci's eyes.

——He was very uneasy.

He always thinks more than anyone else. Whether he refuses her or agrees to her, he has a particularly difficult choice.

Not because I don't like it, but because I like it too much.

If you like it too much, you will always feel insecure.

Gu Yanci chose her not just to fall in love.

He chose to go all out.

A person without weakness can become an iron wall, unwavering and invincible.

But no matter how tall the copper or iron wall is, as long as a small opening is opened, it can no longer block the wind and rain tightly.

She is the mouth on Gu Yanci's body.

It was a mouth that Gu Yanci hesitated over and over again, but finally chose to open with his own hands.

From then on he was no longer invincible.

He will feel sour and bitter, and will be easily defeated by her - because of her leaving and abandonment, or just a certain unintentional word.

After others are defeated, they can be mended again and new replacements can be found.

But Gu Yanci couldn't.

There will never be another Li Mianmian in his life.

Li Mianmian was not worried that he would hurt Gu Yanci.

Because she is the same, there will never be another Gu Yanci in her life.

It's just that she has been the one being protected since she was a child, so she is always unscrupulous when facing Gu Yanci.

Unlike her, he needs commitment.

Even though he never said it, she had to give him such a promise.

"...Brother..." Li Mianmian put her fingers into Gu Yanci's hair, stroking the roots of his hair that were still moist, and called softly like a cat, "Brother..."

Gu Yanci was heartbroken by her shouting, but she still pretended to be calm on the surface.

His Adam's apple rolled, and he replied patiently: "Yeah."

"I... want to continue..." Li Mianmian grabbed the hem of Gu Yanci's shirt and spoke with a burning breath and a slightly trembling voice, "Okay, okay?"

"..."

After two seconds of silence, Gu Yanci sat up from her and straightened her pajamas with lowered eyes.

"No." There was no wave in his tone, "It's not time yet."

"Why not?" Li Mianmian frowned, "What does it mean when it's time?"

Gu Yanci did not answer immediately.

Li Mianmian looked at him for a while, and suddenly got the courage to get up and sit on top of him, placing one hand on his exposed collarbone.

Several obvious blue veins suddenly appeared on Gu Yanci's forehead, and his eyes were a little red from the pain.

The two looked at each other quietly, Li Mianmian's expression was blank and at a loss.

She originally just wanted to tease her a little bit, but she didn't expect it to be so serious.

She didn't even feel it just now...

——Gu Yanci probably avoided this place deliberately.

"...Li Mianmian." He called her by her full name angrily, "Do you have any sense of proportion?"

Hearing him speak in such a tone that wanted to teach others, Li Mianmian's temper rose again: "Why don't I have any sense of propriety?"

Gu Yanci choked, he didn't expect that she would dare to be so confident.

"That's what I'm thinking, what's the problem?"

As she said that, she quickly glanced down and whispered: "Besides, you are already like this..."

"..."
To be continued...