Chapter 121
Author: Xiao Longyue
"so……"
It was obviously an expected confession, but Nan Zishu's eyes gradually filled with sourness, "Why on earth would you..."
Instead, Ling Bei showed a reassuring smile and pretended to be relaxed: "You don't have to look at me like that. It's just some psychological shadow that can't be brought to the surface. It's just me being a little pretentious."
It's just that he doesn't want the girl he holds in his hand to see his extremely miserable side yet.
Ling Bei raised his hand and stroked Nan Zishu's long hair. The tenderness and cherishment in his eyes seemed to have a magical power that made people willing to indulge.
"No, it's definitely not as simple as you said."
Nan Zishu still looked directly at Ling Bei. She fully accepted the tenderness he gave her, but she did not easily agree with his evasive answer.
"No one in this world is hypocritical, but you will not be hypocritical." Nan Zishu's smile showed distress: "How could a truly hypocritical person carry all the pressure and pain on himself? It's never right.
What do others say?
"Ling Bei, you don't have to tell me, but we still have endless time in the future, and I can always find the answers to all the secrets you carry.
"No matter how closed your heart is, I will always be with you until you are willing to let go of everything and open your heart."
When Nan Zishu said these words, the determination in his eyes was particularly dazzling.
She has always occupied Ling Bei's heart in this "tough" and unreasonable way.
Just like when I was at Jiangcheng University many years ago.
In fact, these words were not what Nan Zishu thought of on a whim when she accidentally mentioned this topic, but what she had always wanted to share with him after her relationship with Ling Bei became closer during this period.
There was no one else in the empty hospital corridor, and Nan Zishu's warm voice echoed lightly in his ears, making Ling Bei's heartstrings flutter.
Those pains that have been unspeakable for many years seem to suddenly have the urge to show others.
Ling Bei subconsciously followed his instinct and said: "There is always a problem more or less, but actually when you think about it carefully, it's really nothing.
“It’s just that I often don’t sleep well, have nightmares, and occasionally cause an irregular heartbeat, but it doesn’t affect my normal life.
"As for the lights at home..."
Having said this, Ling Bei remained silent for a moment with some confusion.
In fact, he didn't know what he was hesitating about.
Ling Bei absolutely believed that no matter how terrible the other side of himself was, Nan Zishu would not avoid him.
When he was at Jiang Da, it was because Ling Bei briefly followed Nan Zishu's unstinting sunshine and positivity that he gained a redemption he had never experienced before.
He knew that even now Nan Zishu has not changed.
And what made Ling Bei most ecstatic was that God showed mercy and allowed her to stay by his side.
Perhaps it was because Ling Bei had been silent for too long that Nan Zishu felt uneasy, thinking that his questioning had caused him discomfort.
"Ling Bei," Nan Zishu still held Ling Bei's hand tightly and spoke with some consideration: "You...if you really don't want to say it, that's okay, I don't mean to force you to tell me anything...
"
"I just want to know if I can help you with anything, but if you still feel unwilling to talk, that's okay." At this point, Nan Zishu smiled softly: "I can wait until you are willing to tell me.
That day.
"We have a long way to go."
Chapter completed!