Chapter 195
Author: Xiao Longyue
"Doesn't that sound particularly contradictory?"
Ling Bei's low laughter clearly passed into Nan Zishu's eardrums, but for some reason it overflowed with an emotion that Nan Zishu couldn't quite understand.
"But many things in the world seem to make no sense."
After finishing this monologue that was almost like talking to himself, Ling Bei paused for a moment, and when he spoke again, his voice suddenly darkened: "It's like... I met you."
It's like...I meet you again.
"Shu Shu, I understand your perseverance and your persistence." Ling Bei gently squeezed the hand that Nan Zishu had been holding with him, and his tone was filled with endless patience: "I also
I know that you never want to trouble me to worry about your affairs. Even if it is something trivial to me."
"Ling Bei. It's not that I don't trust you."
Nan Zishu became uneasy and sensitive immediately after being exposed. She subconsciously wanted to get up and look into Ling Bei's eyes to tell him that she didn't distrust him.
But Ling Bei seemed to have anticipated Nan Zishu's embarrassment. He used his warm hand covering her eyes to comfort her silently.
When he spoke again, Ling Bei's voice was still gentle and unreasonable: "Silly girl, how could I think that you don't trust me enough?
"Even if you really don't trust me enough, it should be because I haven't done a good enough job to make you feel safe."
These words really made Nan Zishu almost unable to hold back the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes.
"Shu Shu, you have been like this since I met you. You will try your best to do everything you do. No matter what the outcome is, you must have a clear conscience.
"No matter how difficult the situation is, you will stick to your principles, and you are not willing to rely on others to get anything.
"Because tenacity and independence have always represented your dignity and the bottom line for your conduct in life, you will never let go of them easily.
"It's not that you are unwilling to accept help from others, nor are you trying to be brave, it's just that you can't lose your most important thing easily.
Ling Bei's voice was smooth and reassuring, and every word he said was a secret that Nan Zishu had thought about but couldn't say out loud over the years.
Many people said that she had a stubborn temper and was stubborn, and would ask her "Why don't you lower your head or be patient?" But when Nan Zishu heard these words, she often chose to remain silent.
Because she knew that no one could understand that "if you bend your back, it will be difficult to stand up again."
But now Ling Bei is answering her, because what she insists on is her dignity, so he understands her persistence.
Nan Zishu couldn't help but clutch the hand that Ling Bei held with hers.
Ling Bei also seemed to feel Nan Zishu's restrained but strong psychological changes. His tone gradually leaked out a little distress, and seemed to be mixed with caution: "But Shu Shu, this dignity is too heavy to carry. You, can't you?"
Can you allow me to share the responsibility with you?
"I watched helplessly as you faced the injustice brought to you by this world alone, and then gritted your teeth and persisted with your stubbornness, never admitting defeat or admitting defeat.
"But you forgot to feel sorry for yourself. This is really cruel to me.
Chapter completed!