Chapter 198
Author: Xiao Longyue
So now, Ling Bei wants to pull his "god" down from the altar. He will use the most loyal and craziest love to sink together with his "god".
How can surrender without desire be worthy of loyalty "until death do us part"?
In fact, after the reunion, Ling Bei thought about it more than once, what if Nan Zishu didn't like him, or if she already had someone in her heart during the two years she missed, what would she do?
As a person who has studied psychology, Ling Bei knows how much luck it takes to make Nan Zishu fall in love with him. But what he knows better is that once he gets close to Nan Zishu, he will not be able to fall in love with him at all.
Maybe he can stay silently behind her anymore.
Because only Ling Bei knows how much he loves this person, and only he knows that after approaching her, those possessive desires that have been suppressed for so long can forcefully bind them together forever in an instant.
And it's not like Ling Bei never thought that if Nan Zishu stood with him under these involuntary flashing lights, she would have to work hard to adapt to the pressure that she shouldn't bear. This was also the main reason why he didn't dare to approach her back then.
He hesitated for a long time, and after missing his last chance, he forced himself to bury this love that "had to be her" deep in his heart.
Ling Bei had actually made plans to live a lonely life for a long time. Because in the next two years, he discovered that the longer time went by, the more rampant memories about Nan Zishu would become.
She is the only effective reassurance when he returns from his midnight dream, and the only light he looks forward to when he is trapped in the past.
The time he spent with her was enough to fill his entire life.
So for Ling Bei, the most charming joke that fate played on him was to see Nan Zishu's figure in Shiyang Hall again without warning. He will never forget that moment and the madness that has accumulated for so long.
In an instant, I was attracted by the "fatalism" from my limbs and bones.
More than six hundred days and nights of missing each other, just when Ling Bei had been forced to accept the regret of "missing out" and planned to live with memories for the rest of his life, the only figure that would not be erased by time appeared again, and all reasons were directly thrown away.
The back of the head.
This was the first time Ling Bei believed in fate.
So Ling Bei chose to get closer to her without hesitation. However, he always underestimated his love for Nan Zishu. His original plan was to only try it lightly and never force it, but in the end he easily became deeper and deeper into it.
It's like a believer who continues to follow his faith and gives everything he has without reservation.
More importantly, now his "god" has mercy on him.
If at first Ling Bei was still afraid of hurting Nan Zishu because of his uncontrollable madness, then when he was sure that she also cared about him, Ling Bei would never let go of Nan Zishu.
Just like this step by step, Ling Bei kneaded Nan Zishu into his own bones and blood.
If "falling in love with Nan Zishu" is a disease of Ling Bei, then he has already become "terminal" willingly.
If a person loves another person badly, before he gets her, he may still be able to maintain his last sanity and protect her from a distance. Once he has got her, he will never allow her to no longer belong to him.
Therefore, every word Ling Bei speaks now carries the "forever" he firmly believes in.
Chapter completed!