Author: Xiao Longyue

Nan Zishu didn't give Ling Bei another chance to argue. After watching him go to bed to rest, she walked to the window and closed the curtains thoughtfully, and then left the room.

She still held the bottles of medicine from Ling Bei in her hand.

Nan Zishu stared at those white medicine bottles for a long time, as if he could smell the bitterness of those pills through the plastic material.

She knew that she shouldn't have lost her temper at Ling Bei just now, because he always just wanted to protect her. He didn't want the girl he held in his hand to worry. Therefore, this person would always tell Nan Zishu calmly, "Don't worry."

", whether it's her business or his.

Nan Zishu felt that such a day when she didn't need to worry about anything should be very comfortable, and she should feel satisfied and happy. But now she clearly hates this feeling of powerlessness.

Nan Zishu's tears couldn't help but fall on the medicine bottle.

She slowly walked to the sofa and sat down, placing the medicine bottles on the coffee table first. Then she involuntarily raised her head and looked around the silent room.

It was still the same as the last time she stayed here, clean, tidy, and well-organized. But the wall lamps were still on as always.

Nothing seems to have changed.

Nan Zishu focused his attention on the bottles of medicine again. Because there were no instructions, and there were only drug names and simple instructions on the medicine bottles, it was difficult to tell which type of medicine they were.

But she didn't know what she was thinking of, she just stared at the pill bottles, a kind of paranoia gradually revealed in her eyes.

Nan Zishu's eyes slowly turned red. Just when something was about to explode from the bottom of her heart, she finally sighed and her expression softened. She helplessly took out her phone and started checking the information on the medicine bottle.

Those drug names.

"Lorazepam: Used to treat anxiety disorders or relieve symptoms of anxiety. It may also be used for the short-term treatment of anxiety associated with depressive symptoms.

"Clonazepam: It can be used to control various types of epilepsy, especially for absence seizures. It can also be used as a powerful sleeping pill."

Nan Zishu read out the information found on her phone in a trembling low voice. However, just after checking two items, her hands were already shaking so much that she could no longer hold the phone. She tried her best to suppress her trembling breathing while holding her hands

Put the medicine bottle in it back on the coffee table, then closed your eyes and fell directly on the sofa.

Nan Zishu covered his face and cried loudly.

It wasn't that she hadn't heard of Ling Bei's experience of taking medication before, and it wasn't that she didn't know that the reason why he studied psychology on his own was largely because of his own condition.

But she never thought that he would bear so much alone.

Drugs, anxiety, and side effects all fell on one person at the same time, and he still had to live like a normal person. The most important thing was that this person silently shouldered everything for her.

Nan Zishu had burst into tears. She knew that Ling Bei didn't want her to worry, and she also understood that he didn't want anyone to know the side of him that was different from ordinary people.

But when so much pain and pressure piled up on him alone, didn't he long for someone to save him?

There should be some, but regardless of dignity or responsibility, he chose to bear it alone again and again.

So, does anyone around him know his current condition? What is the current state of his illness? How can we help him get out of this?

Nan Zishu gradually calmed down. She stood up and looked at the medicine bottles again, but her eyes were much calmer.
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