Author: Northern Tang Tang

Chapter 97 Poisonous Chicken Soup

Chu Yanxi's room.

Zhou Jinyu did not sit directly on the edge of her bed, but pulled the chair next to the desk and sat down next to the bed.

Chu Yanxi sat down with his head down: "I'm fine..."

"I know you're fine." Zhou Jinyu spoke lightly, with a melancholy temperament lingering around him, "No matter what, your parents are still there."

In a word, Chu Yanxi immediately stopped crying, not because he was not sad, but because he was afraid of arousing Zhou Jinyu's sadness.

"If you are really angry, you can go and make trouble with them. There is still a chance to argue with them. Think about it, this is actually quite good." Zhou Jinyu said again.

Chu Yanxi wiped away the tears on his face: "Your parents must love you very much."

"I love me but leave me. I would rather they not love me. In this way, I will not always miss you." Zhou Jinyu said.

Chu Yanxi: "Don't you think it's also a kind of happiness to have people worth remembering?"

Zhou Jinyu: "What is happiness? What is misfortune?"

Chu Yanxi: "Isn't it happiness to have someone love?"

Zhou Jinyu: "It may also be unfortunate."

Chu Yanxi: "Don't be too pessimistic."

Zhou Jinyu: "Have you read Buddhist scriptures?"

Chu Yanxi: "No."

Zhou Jinyu: "Buddhism emphasizes cause and effect. There are only two kinds of relationships between children and parents. One is to repay kindness and the other is to take revenge."

Chu Yanxi: "Why do you want to become their children when you take revenge?"

Zhou Jinyu: "Once upon a time, there was a couple who had a daughter. The little girl was smart and sensible. The couple liked her very much, but when the little girl was seven years old, she suddenly died unexpectedly. The couple lived in pain all their lives."

Zhou Jinyu paused for a moment and continued, "Sometimes, you don't necessarily want to repay kindness, just like a little girl, letting the couple live in darkness for the rest of their lives."

Zhou Jinyu: "On the contrary, being bad to you may not be revenge. Everything has its own arrangements in the dark. All conditioned laws are like dreams, illusions, bubbles, and shadows, like dew and lightning. You should observe this way."

Chu Yanxi blinked his eyes twice: "What do you mean is that it's not necessarily bad for my parents to abandon me?"

"Is there any good or bad in this world?" Zhou Jinyu asked back.

Chu Yanxi: "Of course, you enlighten me to be nice to me, Brother Wen Qian takes care of me to me, grandpas are good to me to vent their anger on me, and my parents abandon me to me, isn't this obvious?"

Zhou Jinyu: "If one day, I die, or Lu Wenqian betrays you for the sake of profit, would you still think it's OK?"

Chu Yanxi: "Brother Wen Qian will not betray me, and you can't die."

Zhou Jinyu: "Love and pain are with each other. The amount of love a person gives you will be accompanied by so much pain. Those who don’t love you, or those you don’t love, will never hurt you."

Chu Yanxi was silent. She didn't understand Zhou Jinyu's meaning very well, but she just thought it made sense.

It seems that it is not that sad anymore.

Zhou Jinyu: "People are born to death. Every day they are just waiting for death. Living ten years is waiting for ten years, and living one hundred years is waiting for one hundred years. There is no difference in essence, so why are you sad or not sad?"

"But, people always have some different meanings when they are alive. They won't just be waiting for death." Chu Yanxi frowned.

"Do you read the news?" Zhou Jinyu suddenly changed his mind.

Chu Yanxi was stunned for a second and nodded: "Occasionally."

"There are occasionally reports of love sacrifice in the news. Have you ever seen a person in his fifties and sixties die in his love sacrifice?" Zhou Jinyu asked.

Chu Yanxi shook his head: "No."

This kind of news is usually young people.

Zhou Jinyu: "Everyone in the world thinks love is heroic, but how many people can last? Even love is like this, what special meaning will life have?"
Chapter completed!