Chapter 125 The child is not a fish, and he knows the joy of fish

Author: Qingqing Platycodon

At that time, Qu Chengcheng was alone, being followed by perverts, and even almost...

It was Cheng Yang who had just got off work at that time who rescued Qu Chengcheng. After that, the two of them met one after another.

After knowing each other for a month, Qu Chengcheng confessed to him, but Cheng Yang refused.

Cheng Yang, who thought he was in darkness, never considered letting his bad life join another person, especially when Qu Chengcheng was so beautiful and eight years younger than him. He felt that Qu Chengcheng was only grateful to him at that time.

The feeling is just touching, not liking. As time goes by, it will fade and be forgotten.

He didn't believe Qu Chengcheng said he liked her either.

It's just that Qu Chengcheng didn't give up after he rejected him. After that, he appeared forcefully in Chen Yang's life and pursued him.

Cheng Yang had to admit that Qu Chengcheng's liveliness, beauty, thoughtfulness, and concern deeply attracted him.

It was like a beam of light shining into his dark and cold life.

He wanted to refuse, but later he found that he couldn't refuse.

So he was greedy and selfishly chose to accept it.

After accepting it, he indeed lived a dream-like life, very sweet, but dreams are just dreams after all, and they will always wake up, and greedy people will eventually be punished.

When he learned that the plane Qu Chengcheng was on had crashed, he was suddenly confused.

Later, he arrived at the scene numbly, searched numbly, and his head turned white overnight.

Countless times, Cheng Yang thought, if there is a punishment for greed, why doesn't it fall on him, but on Cheng Cheng?

He deserves to be punished, he is the one who deserves to die, how could it be Cheng Cheng!

In fact, there was a moment when Cheng Yang thought about dying, but in the end he did not do that.

He began to cheer up, start a business, seize the trends and opportunities of the Internet, and become a big player.

He began to take care of Tian Yuzhen and Qu Zhiyou.

He began a long period of longing and loneliness, and he wanted to spend the rest of his life atone for his sins and longing.

It was only when thoughts overflowed that he realized that he was alive.

Now, twenty years have passed.

Cheng Yang doesn't know how to evaluate his past 20 years. Maybe in the eyes of others, he is successful, from a poor boy with nothing to today's Internet giant.

For Cheng Yang, he didn't know how to evaluate his twenty years of experience. He seemed to have lost his ability to perceive everything and seemed to have no emotions anymore.

He often hears friends, colleagues or subordinates teasing him, saying that he is cold and machine-like, without any emotions or emotions.

Cheng Yang thought, maybe so.

But this kind of life is indeed what he wants.

He was willing to live like this for the rest of his life, before he died.

Until his old age, until fate arranged for him to die and move to another world with twists and turns.

In this world, there are destined to be some people who do not need to appear for a long time, but are impressive enough to be engraved in the bones and souls. They are worthy of spending all the time and energy in the rest of their lives to miss them until they finally get together.

Xie Ning was very moved after reading the story of Qu Chengcheng and Cheng Yang.

She didn't know how to evaluate Cheng Yang's actions, nor how to evaluate their story.

Perhaps, their stories and experiences do not need to be evaluated by others. They are all caused by fate. No matter what, it is their choice. If you make a choice, as long as you think it is right, stick to it, without caring about what is right or wrong in the eyes of others.

As the saying goes, don't advise others to be good if they haven't suffered. Similarly, we haven't experienced other people's feelings, and it's hard to judge other people's lives.

Perhaps, in the eyes of outsiders, Cheng Yang's behavior was a waste of time and he was mentally ill.

But Cheng Yang is not happy in it. How can you know the joy of fish if you are not a fish?

Being able to miss someone for the rest of your life is sometimes a blessing.

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Tian Yuzhen and Qu Zhiyou left the next day, together with Cheng Yang.

They didn't expect Cheng Yang to come, but they weren't surprised either.

In the past twenty years, Cheng Yang has often come to take care of the old couple, just like his own son.

They also saw Cheng Yang's heart and love for Qu Chengcheng.

Tian Yuzhen regretted the quarrel with her daughter and her original prejudice. If she had not objected so fiercely at that time, but had known Cheng Yang better, maybe everything would have been different.

In the past twenty years, they felt heartbroken to see Cheng Yang leading a soulless life like a walking zombie.

Tian Yuzhen and Qu Zhiyou tried to persuade Cheng Yang to let go.

But Cheng Yang said he couldn't let go.

Letting go represents his true death.

Once he let it go, he fell completely into darkness. Living like that was more painful than death.

Perhaps, for the rest of their lives, the three of them will live with their love and longing for the departed Qu Chengcheng, but this is not their choice, it is the choice that they think is right and will allow them to live a good life in the future.

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Three of the five starry sky tents reserved are now empty.

Lin Zhimo looked at the three empty tents with an expressionless face and a look in her eyes. Her eyes were slightly lowered. No one knew what she was thinking.

Chen Qian, on the other hand, watched silently when the three families in front left.

I also saw the changes in their mood and state before and after.

The next morning, day and night seemed very normal.

At least for Lin Zhimo and Chen Qian, they didn't experience anything special.

From the beginning to the end, Lin Zhimo looked calm and calm, even with a hint of drama.

Chen Qian, on the other hand, seemed a little anxious, and his brows furrowed from time to time.

The chirping of birds in the forest in the early morning started the morning of the third day. It seems that the fog is a bit heavy today, especially in the mountains and forests, where there are many flowers, plants and trees, and the wisps of sunshine have not yet been able to break through the layers of fog.

Chen Qian had something on his mind and couldn't sleep. He raised his hand to look at his watch and found that it was only after five o'clock.

After washing up, Chen Qian left the tent.

As soon as we stepped out of the tent, we were surrounded by purple jacarandas.

The jacarandas are still blooming very well today, and looking at the purple sea of ​​clouds, one can't help but get caught up in it, wanting to peep into its mystery and magnificence.

Chen Qian walked slowly, his knuckled hands gently touching the jacarandas one after another, his movements gentle, as if he was remembering something through the jacarandas.

"Why don't you show up yet? Today is already the third day." Chen Gan murmured.

At this time, a familiar and charming voice came from behind, "I knew you were looking for me. Look, I'm here right now."

Chen Qian's body and movements suddenly froze, and then the hand originally placed on the jacaranda slowly tightened, seeming to be trembling and trying to restrain something.
Chapter completed!