Author: Qingqing Platycodon

In the beginning, Xu Liangyi would repent, feel guilty, kneel on the ground and beat himself crazily, and even kowtow to apologize to his wife.

But after Xu's mother relented, he started again.

Gambling, this kind of thing is addictive. The feeling of life and death in an instant, with blood boiling, is impossible to quit.

After taking a man home for the second and third time, the little bit of guilt that Xu Liangyi had left disappeared and even became natural.

When Xu's mother had the idea of ​​​​divorcing and leaving, he even "watched" Xu's mother and restricted her freedom.

In those two years, they lived like this: their father gambled, and their mother took care of them at home. Then their father took different men home. At that time, the house was in chaos: behind the closed door, the men were cursing, and their mother

They were screaming, their father was drinking outside the door, the expression on his face was blurred and intoxicated, and the two sisters Xu Mowan were shivering and hugging each other in the kitchen.

Dad was drunk and looked at them as if he was valuing some goods.

"Remember to listen to me in the future, you know!"

He walked over and patted the two sisters' faces, "You have to listen to dad, and dad will love you and take you to buy ice cream."

After saying that, he laughed and continued drinking.

The two sisters hugged each other tighter.

Yes, in the past, my father would carry Xu Mowan or Xu Moshu to buy ice cream. At that time, my father was loving and gentle, but what about now?

In those two years, the Xu Mowan sisters were forced to grow up and mature prematurely.

Finally, one day, Xu Moshu clenched her little fist and said, "I want to let my mother go! I would rather my mother leave than to hear my mother cry or be beaten again."

Xu Moshu was very smart. After several days of observation and planning, she successfully rescued Xu's mother.

"Mom, go away and never come back again."

"No, I want to take you away."

"No, mom, we are children and we will drag you down. You can go, you can only go. Don't worry, I will take good care of myself and my sister."

Mother Xu, who was covered with bruises, was stunned for a moment, hugging her two children and crying, "I'm sorry, it's my mother who is useless, but my mother will die if she stays here any longer. She will die."

She murmured, "You wait for mother to come back, wait for mother to come back to pick you up."

So, that night, Xu's mother kissed their foreheads and left.

The next day, Xu Liangyi, who could no longer find Xu's mother, the tool to pay off his debts, beat eight-year-old Xu Moshu half to death after learning that this was Xu Moshu's idea and action.

Xu Mowan could never forget her sister who was covered in blood and curled up on the ground unable to speak a word.

"Wanwan, dad won't beat you. You are dad's favorite daughter, but you can't betray dad. This is the fate of betraying dad!"

Xu Mowan was indeed not beaten. Later, she took her sister out to seek help...

After graduating from elementary school, the Xu Mowan sisters dropped out of school early and became Xu Liangyi's substitute for repaying the money.

Yes, because they were good-looking, Xu Liangyi started working again after being accidentally introduced to shoot children's clothing ads and earning a lot of money.

Take them with you to shoot commercials and go to film and television studios to find supporting actors who need children.

Xu Liangyi continued to make money, but Xu Liangyi gambled away all the money he earned.

Xu Liangyi knew the entertainment industry. He originally planned to rely on his two daughters to become popular in the entertainment industry and become child stars. In the future, he could earn millions or tens of millions from filming.

It's a pity that his dream couldn't come true, because neither sister had any acting talent and could only play some vase roles.

Xu Liangyi tried to get them to sign a contract with the company, but failed, and in the end he had to give up.

But the Xu Mowan sisters have been making money by constantly playing small roles and filming commercials.

As long as they can make money, Xu Liangyi will accept it for them no matter what kind of miscellaneous, good or bad bit parts or advertisements they get.

Until she was fifteen, her sister Xu Moshu couldn't bear it anymore and finally ran away with a man.

Before leaving, her sister asked Xu Mowan if she wanted to leave together, but Xu Mowan didn't agree for some reason.

So, my sister left, and Xu Mowan stayed.

Xu Mowan didn't know why she chose to stay. Was she hoping for that hypocritical father's love? Or was she hoping to return to the beauty of her childhood and get that kind of warmth?

Xu Moshu left, and all the pressure of earning money to pay off his father's debt fell on Xu Mowan.

As she grew up, Xu Mowan became more and more beautiful, and many men pursued her. She longed for the warmth of their proximity, but was also afraid that that warmth would burn her.

Until more than a year ago, I met Bai Tingyao.

It can be said that the two had a crush on each other when they first met, and later Bai Tingyao pursued her crazily.

His gentleness, gentlemanliness, erudition, thoughtfulness, and concern... these all moved Xu Mowan little by little.

So, Xu Mowan agreed to his pursuit and even moved to Bai Tingyao's apartment to live together.

That year, the year she spent with Bai Tingyao was the happiest year Xu Mowan had lived in more than ten years. She was as happy as if she was a princess who was carefully cared for by Bai Tingyao, held in the palm of his hand, pampered and loved,

Carefree.

That year, she was nourished by Bai Tingyao's full love.

It was also then that she discovered that she longed for love so much and that love was so important to her. Without love, she could only be regarded as a zombie.

But, beauty is always short-lived.

A year later, she, Bai Tingyao, always had conflicts. Her class and different growing environment when she was a child also led to their different views. Many times, their ideas were not on the same channel.

And the most important point is that after the Bai family's parents discovered that they were together, they firmly opposed it.

More and more misunderstandings and conflicts arise between them.

Xu Mowan suddenly discovered that Bai Tingyao was indeed very good, but he was not suitable for her.

After struggling hard and saving three months, they finally separated.

Bai Tingyao also went abroad.

Xu Mowan began to feel that she could live a good life without Bai Tingyao.

But no, she got into a much worse situation.

She found that she still lacked love. She desperately longed for love from others and was unwilling to leave with her sister. She wanted her father's love, even if it was false. When she met Bai Tingyao, she devoted herself wholeheartedly to it.

She is like a flower that needs to be watered with love. Once it is not watered with love, she will quickly wither.

At this time, she was in a withering state.

For two months, she tried her best to control herself and contact Bai Tingyao.

I have been suffering from insomnia for two months. I was so confused in the middle of the night last night that I almost hurt myself.

It was also at that time that Xu Mowan realized that something was wrong with him.

I found a psychological clinic this morning.

Thinking of the doctor saying that she suffered from moderate depression and severe insomnia, Xu Mowan smiled bitterly.

Xu Mowan opened her eyes, and what came into view in her memory was Bai Tingyao's figure.

"Bai Tingyao, Bai Tingyao..."

"Ting Yao."

"Ting..."

Xu Mowan curled up and kept murmuring the name that had long been engraved in her bones.

Suddenly, Xu Mowan seemed to remember something, her eyes turned red, and she suddenly picked up the medicine she had received from the clinic next to her. She found the bottle of sleeping pills, opened the whole bottle, and poured it into her mouth.

At this moment, the doorbell suddenly rang, and voices from outside came in.

"Is Ms. Xu here? I have your express delivery from Wenhua Province..."
Chapter completed!