Chapter 95 Qin Juan’s past

Author: Qingqing Platycodon

"Brother Xiao, I'm going to be a father soon. I'm going to be a father soon. Brother Xiao, are you happy for me? You are happy too, right? I want you to be the godfather of my child. But then you have to prepare red envelopes."

And gifts, two."

"In a few months, I'm going to be a father. It's great."

"..."

Brother Xiao just listened to Qin Juan on the other end of the phone excitedly talking about how he was going to be a father, chattering incessantly like a talkative man.

Brother Xiao wanted to speak several times at first, but found that he couldn't get in a single sentence at all. In the end, he had no choice but to listen to Qin Juan talking on the other end of the phone for several minutes.

On his side, he was alone and quiet, and even ate a bowl of sweet dog food late at night.

However, Brother Xiao was still a little shocked.

He didn't expect that Xie Ning would be pregnant last time, and she would have two children.

According to Xie Ning's intention, he kept it secret at first, not telling Qin Juan, and not planning to develop a relationship with Qin Juan.

But Qin Juan persisted in pursuing him, and this time he used the pretext of negotiating cooperation and signing a contract to reach Qingshui Village without saying a word, and directly bumped into the pregnant Xie Ning. He couldn't hide it anymore.

It's Qin Juan. Foolish people are lucky. Listening to what he meant, Xie Ning agreed to be with him.

Also, when you meet such a love-minded man, such a silly man, who is also the father of your child, you have to take good care of it.

These two people whom he originally disliked actually got together.

Magical, really magical!

Could this be fate?!

At this moment, Brother Xiao no longer had any thoughts of stopping Qin Juan and Xie Ning from being together. After all, they both had children.

I hope these two can withstand the test of time and distance in the future, and hope they can be together well.

Brother Xiao vaguely knew that the Xie family was a loving family, and Xie Ning grew up in the love of the family.

It was his fate that Qin Juan could meet Xie Ning and the Xie family.

I hope this silly boy will get more love in the future, from lovers, family and friends!

While Brother Xiao was sighing, Qin Juan on the other end of the phone was still chattering and showing off.

In the end, Brother Xiao couldn't bear it anymore and had no choice but to cut off the phone.

And he secretly regretted that he shouldn't have answered the call. His stomach was so full from the dog food that was forcefully stuffed through the air. He had obviously not finished dinner yet, but he couldn't eat anything.

"Brother Xiao, it's true, why didn't you listen to what I had to say?" Qin Juan murmured while looking at the hung up phone, but he was humming softly in his heart.

After washing up and returning to bed, Qin Juan put his hands behind his head and thought about something until he fell asleep for a long time.

As soon as he fell asleep like this, he began to dream.

He has not had a similar dream for more than a year.

In the dream, Xiao Qinjun was only four or five years old. He was dressed in tatters and his face was dirty. There was a trash can next to him, and he was holding a rotten apple and quilt that had just been dug out of the trash can.

Half eaten buns.

As Xiao Qinjun moved around, the whispers of people around him also entered his ears, telling a story.

That is the story of an 18-year-old girl 22 years ago.

22 years ago, an 18-year-old senior high school girl in a small town was dragged into an alley by a few drunk men when she was returning home from her part-time job at night.

That night, the girl named Qin Xuehan almost collapsed and was on the verge of despair.

Later, Qin Xuehan bravely chose to call the police. In the end, those people were indeed arrested and sentenced.

But all the strange looks and insults from the people around her fell on her, and even her parents despised her.

Qin Xuehan, who had experienced that terrible thing, was even more mentally ill.

Only a few months later, as her belly grew bigger and she had not received sex education, she realized she was pregnant.

She wanted to abort the child, but the doctor said her body wouldn't allow it.

Maybe the child was beaten and she was gone.

In the end, Qin Xuehan had no choice but to go home.

It's just that the child stayed behind, and Qin Xuehan went crazy because of the strange looks from the child and the people around her.

Qin's father, Qin's mother and her younger brother also felt that this matter was very shameful. Every time they went out, they had to endure strange looks and seeming sighs. They lamented the words that were actually mocking, and also complained about why Qin Xuehan chose to call the police in the first place.

Make the matter known to everyone, which was already concealed at first.

Later, the Qin family moved away because they couldn't stand it.

Qin Xuehan was left to live in the small house that her grandmother had left before her death, alone, with a big belly, sometimes sober and sometimes crazy.

Later, Qin Xuehan gave birth to a child, and that child was Qin Juan. At that time, Qin Juan was not called Qin Juan, but a child without a name or even a household registration.

Obviously this is a sad, even tragic and despairing thing, but for others, it is a topic that can be discussed and ridiculed arbitrarily.

Little Qinjun was raised by his crazy mother until he was five years old. Since he was a child, he has been subjected to strange looks from others. He even had insufficient food and clothing. He had to go outside to dig through trash cans and pick up things for himself and his mother to eat.

When he was three years old, he knew what his birth was like, that he was born without any blessing, that it was even a proof of his mother's humiliation, that he was disgusted but had to stay.

Although sometimes when his mother was awake, she looked at him with cold eyes, expressionless, and even a hint of disgust.

But his mother never beat him or scolded him.

Qin Juan, who was eager to be close to his mother at first, was very sad. He felt that since his mother didn't like him, why did she give birth to him?

Later, after learning his origin from others, the young man felt relieved.

He no longer worries about whether his mother likes him or not, but is grateful to his mother and grateful that he can still be born in this world.

Unfortunately, when he was five years old, his mother died.

Xiao Qinjun came back from outside and opened the door. What he saw was his mother who was hanging. Her body could no longer move and she was completely breathless when she was put down.

Qin Juan was only five years old at that time, and he stared blankly, and even calmly begged others to help with his mother's funeral affairs.

He didn't cry, he was as indifferent as a machine without emotions.

This sentence seemed to have been said by his grandparents in front of him when they looked at him, looking at him like an emotionless monster.

What was Qin Juan thinking at that time?

Is he sad that his mother passed away and left her completely?

Sad.

But he could vaguely understand why his mother did this.

Little Qin Juan witnessed the countless times when his mother went crazy, the countless times when she cried, collapsed, and roared in her sleep.

Perhaps death is a relief for such a painful mother.

He doesn't blame her.

But from now on, he will only live alone in this world.

In fact it is.
Chapter completed!