Chapter 19 Thoughts

Author: Li Zhaozhao

Chapter 19 Thoughts

Yun Ruozhi raised his head and looked out the window, just in time to see the lush green plants in the yard. The scorching sun was burning like fire, burning away the life of the garden.

In the days without Pei Shi taking care of them, they grew wildly, lost their former refinement, and became somewhat sloppy.

Yun Ruozhi got out of bed and stretched, and suddenly found that he hadn't relaxed for a long time. His mind was racing and he didn't dare to relax at all times, but his life was quite fulfilling.

The weather was exceptionally good today, so she decided to give herself a holiday.

Sometimes you have to live like a human being.

When she left the room, the first thing she did was to open the curtains in the hall. The whole room became brighter. Different from the texture of the light, Yun Ruozhi's numb mood improved a lot.

I don’t know what Pei Shi is doing now?

Nancheng.

In the most famous sanatorium in a city with advanced medical care, Pei Shi was lying on the bed wearing a patient-specific bracelet and a blue and white striped hospital gown. His expression remained the same, his brows and eyes were warm and distant, and he didn't look like a mental patient at all.

The sunlight that shines in is scattered and clear, blending into his gray eyes, mixed with a trace of careless laziness.

There was a bald doctor sitting next to him, staring seriously at the psychological test report in his hand, and after a long time he said: "Your situation..."

"Doctor Fang." Another doctor in a white coat came in next to him. He knocked on the door and motioned for the bald doctor to come out.

Dr. Fang hurriedly put the psychological test report on the table, glanced at Pei Shi, and went out.

Pei Shi took the test report, glanced at the data on it, chuckled twice, and took off the heart rate monitor attached to his hand, looking really careless.

In the corridor of the hospital, Dr. Fang sighed, "Old Wu, I have never seen a mental patient with such a strong psychological quality in so many years. I have nothing to do. As long as he resists treatment, all the reports will turn into

normal.

But there are always errors and omissions in his test reports. Is this kid protesting to me? You are a criminal investigation psychologist. Please help me find out what is going on with him."

The doctor who was called Lao Wu patted him on the shoulder and said, "I see criminals, not patients. You can think about it again. Who made you always suggest that people go to beautiful countries to do electroshock therapy? They have reached that point."

Is that so? Come here blindly."

"How could I be so blind?" Dr. Fang glared and slapped his leg, "Last time, that kid finally cooperated. The test report and CT scan showed that he had severe complex post-traumatic stress disorder, accompanied by adverse effects.

Psychological symptoms, such as depression and world-weariness, are not fake. If it were more serious, he would really need to go to a beautiful country."

Doctor Fang paused.

"Besides, he might already need to go to the beautiful country. He can change this data himself, just like knowing which answer to fill in can detect which disease. I am completely confused and worried to death. If not

This is a patient specially approved by the director, and I really don’t want to take care of it anymore.”

Old Wu's eyes were full of surprise, but as a criminal investigation psychologist, he had never seen any big storms. He quickly returned to normal, and quickly sorted out a direction in his mind, "Do you think this patient of yours has studied psychology?"

?”

Dr. Fang frowned, "I have taken over his cases since he was a teenager, and I didn't find that he had any experience in studying psychology."

Old Wu curled his lips and said, "Don't believe too much in what's written on paper. If anyone wants to learn, bombs can be made. Otherwise, can you find a second reason to prove it? Who among ordinary people would know so much about various diseases?

"

After speaking, Lao Wu handed him a work description and left.

——

Yun Ruozhi was nestled on the sofa at Pei Shi's house. She looked at the bookshelves all over the wall. All kinds of books blocked the gaps in the bookshelves.

Her eyes were full of surprise and envy.

Is it possible that Pei Shi has read so many books?

Thinking about it, she got up and walked to the bookshelf, and found that the books were divided into different categories, including workplace psychology, interpersonal communication, and various travel notes and classics.

It's like a library has been moved here.

She browsed the bookshelf leisurely.

Then she discovered something incredible.

A few days ago, the teacher of the online psychology course asked her to buy all the books here.

This is not the only thing that is more exaggerated.

Yun Ruozhi casually took out a book in English, but it looked very familiar. She happened to have searched for this book, and it was a deeper professional psychology book.

Looking up at the entire bookshelf, she discovered that half of the bookshelf was about psychology.

She was completely stunned, and her pupils slowly dilated.

Breathing stops.

There are no lights in the room, and there are dark corners where the sunlight cannot reach, creating a layered light and shadow.

The curtains were suddenly blown open by the strong wind, and Yun Ruozhi saw that the strong wind blew over several sides of the textured silk curtains.

Yun Ruozhi didn't know how to describe the shock of the moment.

Pei Shi is a mental patient, and she knows that he suffers from serious mental illness.

But she never knew that Pei Shi knew so much about psychology.

…

From the superficial knowledge she had acquired, this was a good thing. The patient had learned psychology on his own, but the starting point was entirely based on his distrust of others and his own salvation.

But what about Pei Shi?

She didn't feel that Pei Shi was redeeming himself.

Even though they only knew each other for a few days, she knew it.

And on the contrary, she felt that Pei Shi was abandoning the world.

Use the huge sea of ​​knowledge you have to perfectly cover up the fact that you are sick and make yourself look like a normal person.

This kind of treating the symptoms but not the root cause will only make him suppress himself and make him suffer even more.

Also explained.

He doesn't trust anything in this world...let alone anyone...

Yun Ruozhi didn't react at all. To be honest, she was a little frightened by her weird guess.

But this is also the best explanation for why Pei Shi personally gave himself that ending.

However, the psychiatrist who treated him claimed that he was not sick.

Not sad?

Just thinking about it makes me feel sad, so how could I not be sad?

Why is this happening?

Yun Ruozhi suddenly wanted to call Pei Shi. No matter where he was at the moment, whether he was in pain or despair, she wanted to stay with him.

Just as I had this idea, the doorbell rang.

The crisp retro ringtone stimulated Yun Ruozhi's eardrums, and she immediately put down her book and opened the door.

There was a young doorman at the door, holding a black handbag in his hand, "Please sign for the items Mr. Pei Shi bought."

Yun Ruozhi took out Pei Shi's personal seal from the entrance and stamped it on the form carefully.

This is what Pei Shi taught her before leaving. No matter what she signs for, she needs to use this personal seal.

After taking the handbag, she suddenly felt that the courier had arrived at the right time. She was worried that she would not have a chance to contact Pei Shi.

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